Chapter 44
Ping'an woke up and realized that she was almost late for the exam. She was anxious but couldn't move at all.
The heavy rain two days ago gave her a high fever, but the college entrance examination would not wait until she recovered.
As soon as Ping An moves, snowflakes appear before his eyes.
But no, she had to cheer up as soon as possible. Even if the whole world abandoned her, she had to live a good life.
You must live a good life.
Ping'an didn't know how she got to school. When she sat in the examination room, she felt cold all over.
I picked up the test paper and wanted to take a look at the essay topic first, but out of the corner of my eye I saw a bloody mess!
Baisui, whose skull had been smashed, stood in front of Ping An. His bloody body was twisted and grotesque. A pair of eyeballs that had fallen out of their sockets were facing Ping An. His tongue had fallen out of his broken jaw, and smelly liquid was dripping onto the ground, gradually forming a small puddle.
Ping'an recognized Baisui at a glance. She had buried it in the soil the night before. It was such a big golden retriever, but the grave was so small.
Ping'an felt like she was hit on the head with a blunt object. She felt severe pain deep in her solar plexus and her body was shaking uncontrollably. She clenched the pen tightly, not allowing herself to show any abnormality.
At this moment, Ping'an felt a shadow on the table in front of her. She raised her head slowly and Ma Mei's face appeared in her sight.
Ma Mei was already dead, her face pale and her dilated pupils staring straight at Ping An, filled with resentment: "Zhou Zhaodi, I won't let you go even if I become a ghost!"
In broad daylight, the dead Ma Mei appeared straight in front of Ping An.
Ping'an's mind went blank and she let out a sharp sound of horror. She stepped back uncontrollably and her leg accidentally knocked over the stool, causing a loud noise in the entire examination room.
"No! No! It's not me—"
Ping An wanted to hide, but Ma Mei pressed on, her face, which was already covered with corpse spots, pressed tightly against Ping An's face, her eyes bloodshot and full of resentment and viciousness: "Zhou Zhaodi! I will follow you forever!"
The invigilator had already sensed that something was wrong with Ping An's pale face, so he hurried over to stop her.
Ping An suddenly vomited a ball of acid with a "wow" sound, his eyes staring straight into the air, his body twitching uncontrollably: "It's not me! It's not me - don't follow me!"
The next moment, in extreme fear, Ping An fell into a coma.
She had a dream. In the dream, Cheng Xiangheng did not leave resolutely. In that small alley, on a rainy night, he hugged Ping An tightly and dispelled the wind and rain above her head.
He said to her, "Don't be afraid, An An. I will always protect you."
In the dream, Cheng Xiangheng looked at Ping An with such gentle and affectionate eyes, as if as long as he was there, Ping An could be himself without worrying about anything.
Unfortunately, dreams are just dreams after all.
When Ping An woke up crying, she was told that she had been in a coma for two days due to convulsions caused by high fever and had completely missed the college entrance examination.
Ping An sat up straight, staring blankly at the trash can in the ward for a long time. In fact, the only person who can accompany you in your life is yourself. Time passes, and family, lovers, and friends cannot always be with you. Ping An has known this since he was a child, but he can't stand loneliness.
It's like lying in the sea water on a cold night. You want to move, but you can't move no matter what. You can only let the sea water erode your body bit by bit. The coldness completely penetrates into your innermost part. Your soul has nowhere to hide, and you have to let this terrible coldness seal your soul completely.
She regarded Cheng Xiangheng as her spiritual support, but she didn't expect that he would leave one day, so her spiritual world collapsed completely and there was nothing left in her barren life.
From today on, Zhou Ping'an really has nothing. She will live in this world with nothing, and even if she dies, no one will notice.
After a long time, Ping An came to his senses and calmly said to the nurse, "How much did I spend in the past two days?"
When the nurse handed Ping An the bill, she couldn't help but take a second look at her. Ping An's face was pale, his eyes were lifeless, his shoulders seemed to be crushed, and he had none of the youthful energy that young people should have. His hair was a mess, and he looked like a ghost.
The nurse couldn't help but offer a few words of comfort, then said, "You've paid for student insurance before, so the cost isn't much."
Ping An glanced down and saw that the fee was indeed not much and her savings were just enough.
She paid the bill in silence, ignored the nurse's reminder to stay in the hospital, and walked safely to the hospital entrance and stood there.
There was an old house across the street. A huge evergreen tree blocked the light from the house, and Ma Mei's pale face was pasted in the dark window.
Noticing Ping'an's gaze, the dead man said something silently, and Ping'an heard it clearly across the street - Zhou Zhaodi, go find your brother.
Even after Ma Mei died, her ghost would still follow her, forcing her to fulfill her last wish.
Zhou Ping'an's stinking life is so ridiculous...it's completely terrible.
Ping An turned his head with a cold face, glanced at the sharp knife on the fruit stall in front of the hospital, and then walked home penniless.
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