After hearing his words, Liu Yan finally closed her eyes in disappointment. When she opened them again, she had made up her mind.
He said calmly, "That might disappoint you. I don't think it was my fault from beginning to end, so there's no question of forgiveness or not."
Seeing that he seemed anxious to say something, Liu Yan reached out to stop him.
She continued, "I've been married to you for so many years, and I've always felt guilty because I haven't been able to have a child for you. I won't even mention how many checkups I've had or how much medicine I've taken over the years; I've even handed over all my salary."
I did all of this voluntarily.
Even though you felt guilty towards your younger brother because you got your father's job, you always gave in to them no matter what. I also chose to endure Shi Fen's provocations and your mother's sarcastic remarks every time.
As a result, my patience did not make everyone feel indebted; on the contrary, they took advantage of me even more and even took it for granted.
In this family, I am at the bottom. No one sees my contributions. It's as if everything I do is my duty, just because I didn't give the family a child.
But don't I want to? Does this mean I have to be inferior to others?
Your sister-in-law doesn't even have a job, yet she's above me in the family, just because she had a child?
Hearing her question, Huang Weidang didn't reply, but just covered his head and squatted down.
But Aunt Ren curled her lip and said, "You have the nerve to say that? You don't even have children and you still think you're right?"
Liu Yan ignored her and continued to look at Huang Weidang, saying, "Over the years, we've been to all the major hospitals in Beijing. You should know that I'm healthy, but in order to get pregnant, I still drank a lot of medicine. Do you know how awful that medicine tastes?"
Why should I drink it? I told you, there's nothing wrong with my body, and my inability to conceive isn't our fault, but your mother still wants me to drink it, as if not drinking it is some kind of terrible sin.
I drank it for you, and then what? Did you ever feel sorry for me?
No! Because you also think all of this is to be expected, and you also think it's all because of me that you can't get pregnant!
“I didn’t! I didn’t think it was your fault,” Huang Weidang couldn’t help but raise his head and retort.
"Of course it's not my fault!"
I bring you with me to every checkup. Several hospitals have reported that I have no problems. If you still think it's my fault, are you even human?
"But since you know all this, why do you still let your mother humiliate me?"
"I...I..." Huang Weidang was speechless after being asked that question.
Seeing his pathetic state, Liu Yan was extremely disappointed.
"Hehe, I know, because she's your mom!"
So you just want to settle things peacefully. In your view, as long as I take the medicine, everything will be resolved, your mother will no longer make things difficult for me, and you won't have to be caught in the middle.
But did you even consider me? Do you know how bitter that medicine is? You know perfectly well that I'm in good health, aren't you afraid I'll get sick from drinking it?
The courtyard echoed with Liu Yan's piercing question.
Seeing the questions she asked while crying, Su He felt heartbroken for her.
Seeing Huang Weidang with his head down and not saying a word, I felt even more that he wasn't a man, and I also felt that Liu Yan didn't deserve it.
Su He hadn't had much contact with him before, so she really didn't realize he was this kind of person. He really didn't deserve Liu Yan!
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