Meng Qing was also surprised that the first person she thought of was Shi Qian. Was it him?
What was the relationship between myself and Shi Qian before? Were we enemies? Or lovers?
Meng Qing couldn't confirm their past relationship, but he was certain of the present, right now, at this very moment, that he absolutely did not want to become enemies with Shi Qian.
The feeling of being out of control in his dream made Meng Qing a little irritable when he woke up, so he took a shower to calm himself down, only to run into Shi Qian who was still awake.
In order to prevent Shi Qian from noticing his unusual behavior, Meng Qing pretended to chat casually with Shi Qian, hoping that Shi Qian would not notice anything.
Even if Shi Qianzhen notices something, she probably won't care.
Meng Qing wasn't unaware that ever since that incident in the equipment room, Shi Qian had gradually distanced herself from him, no longer as close as they had been when they lived at the Shi family home.
Intimacy? Meng Qing thought about it carefully for a while. He rarely had anyone this close. For him, the time he spent with Shi Qian at the Shi family could be considered intimate.
Meng Qing couldn't understand why Shi Qian was distancing himself from him. He carefully recalled what he had done after the equipment room. Was it because he carried Shi Qian to the infirmary? Did Shi Qian hate physical contact, and he carried him without his permission?
But the situation was urgent, and I had no other choice but to carry him. Should I let Fu Xiuhan carry him?
Meng Qing was unwilling. Even if hugging Shi Qian meant being distanced, he still didn't want Fu Xiuhan to touch Shi Qian.
For no apparent reason, Meng Qing couldn't bring herself to like Fu Xiuhan. Fu Xiuhan had also been getting too close to Shi Qian lately. Was it really necessary?
However, Meng Qing knew she had no right to interfere with Shi Qian's friendships, and only hoped that Fu Xiuhan would be perceptive enough to stay away from him.
Shi Qian's injury seems to be because of Fu Xiuhan. Does she love him that much?
Meng Qing felt a dull ache in his heart. He wasn't someone who didn't understand anything; on the contrary, because he had never received love, Meng Qing was particularly sensitive to it.
He could sense that he had developed different feelings for Shi Qian. Was it love?
Yes.
However, Meng Qing cannot let Shi Qian know, otherwise Shi Qian will definitely distance himself from him even more.
Besides, now is not the time for him to be in a relationship. He has just escaped from the den of wolves and tigers of his adoptive parents and is now living under their roof. He has nothing of his own, so what can he offer to like someone else?
Meng Qing knew clearly that loving someone wasn't enough; she also needed enough material support and the ability to protect them. Otherwise, all the love would be exhausted and worn down by the mundane routines of daily life.
He didn't want Shi Qian to have to accommodate him or think about how they would live together if they really got together.
He knew the Shi family was wealthy, but during the few days he spent there, he also realized that Madam Shi didn't like Shi Qian very much. He didn't want Shi Qian to suffer any more grievances because of a lack of money, or to hear those mocking words about his stupidity.
Ideally, one should have enough money and strong enough ability to protect the one they love and prevent them from suffering.
Previously, Meng Qing was not in a hurry to return to the Meng family, but now the situation is different. Shi Qian has only been back at school for a few days, and he has been locked in the equipment room and had his hand injured. Meng Qing is now unable to protect him at all.
According to that supposedly prophetic dream, whether true or false, I would be found by the Meng family in three years, thanks to the doctor surnamed Lu who was working for Shi Qian and made contact with the Meng family in Beijing. Since I'll be returning to the Meng family sooner or later, I might as well push things forward a bit.
Since the Meng family's existing power was readily available, Meng Qing recalled and sorted out the memories of the Meng family from her precognitive dream, and integrated them with the information she had privately investigated about the Meng family.
He doesn't do things he's not sure of. Since he's decided to take this step, he's determined to do it well.
He couldn't let the Meng family realize that he had proactively discovered his relationship with them and had come to them to retrieve it himself. That would make him seem too scheming. The Meng family was a large and powerful family, and many people were watching them. He couldn't let himself be criticized as soon as he returned.
The only way is to let the Meng family "accidentally" discover his existence and come to him on their own initiative, so that Meng Qing's return will be legitimate and aboveboard.
I need to find a way to get this done as soon as possible, and quickly, because Meng Qing doesn't want to wait another three years.
The next day was the weekend. Shi Qian had told her mother that she wanted to live at school and not go home unless there was a long holiday. Her mother immediately agreed.
Her mind was entirely on Shi Yan, and she didn't care whether Shi Qian came home or not. Anyway, if something really happened to Shi Qian, the school would call anyway.
Shi Qian turned off the alarm clock, wanting to go back to sleep, when the phone rang.
Shi Qian answered the call in a daze and heard a familiar voice on the other end.
"Shi Qian, why aren't you home? Your aunt said you applied for accommodation?"
It was Shi Yan's voice. Shi Qian sprang up with a "whoosh." Shi Yan was back?
The key protagonist seems to be returning, so Shi Qian is on high alert. After all, Shi Yan is the only member of the protagonist group he can confirm has any real malice towards him.
Shi Qian recalled Shi Yan's various instigations and manipulations in his previous life, using him as a stepping stone to lead him step by step into a dead end. In the end, Shi Yan deserved the most credit for his fate.
Then she thought of how Shi Yan had used the same tricks in this life, especially the moment Meng Qing moved into her house. He wanted to offend Meng Qing completely in the most insidious way, leaving no room for tact.
If I hadn't been half-awake back then and had continued to obey orders as before, I'm afraid I would already be hated by Meng Qing and have embarked on the same path to death as in my previous life.
Shi Qian felt disgusted when she recalled hiding in the closet to take photos. She would never stoop to such a despicable tactic.
Not hearing a reply from Shi Qian on the other end of the phone, Shi Yan continued, "Did Meng Qing also stay with you? Are you living together?"
Shi Qian sneered. Sure enough, this was the question Shi Yan wanted to ask most. Was he really that afraid of him being with Meng Qing? Weren't he and Meng Qing destined lovers? Why did they need so many external stimuli to finally fall in love?
Shi Qian neither understands nor respects Shi Yan's love. If Shi Yan's love ultimately comes at the cost of his life, why should he accept it?
He couldn't just sit and wait to die, letting Shi Yan push him along.
"Yes, we share a dorm room."
There was a pause on the other end before the question was asked, "Do you live in the art student dormitory?"
"right."
There was silence on the other end.
Shi Yan knew that the school's art students' dormitories were all two-person rooms, so he went to participate in a competition outside. Was Shi Qian and Meng Qing already getting together?
No, absolutely not.
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