Chapter 202 True Content
There is no need to say anything more. It is now mentioning the rule book, which is obviously saying that if you keep it, it will also be a very sharp knife and will always be useful.
It is even possible that it will become a solution for a world to survive, just like a rule book.
If human power is ultimately unable to fight against the increasing number of ghosts, what about the other ghost who also wants to be the leader? Looking back at the order behind Gate No. 6, the conflicts between ghosts are not necessarily less than the conflicts between humans and ghosts.
This new blueprint is indeed a good trump card, which can barely make Lu Jiamu temporarily forgive what it has done.
Yu Leng also vaguely understood the meaning of the diary. After the baptism of this dream world, Yu Leng also gained more information and had some guesses.
The ghost that the person who passed the previous round turned into after his death entered the next reincarnation. This doesn't sound like an easy thing to obtain.
This made Yu Leng forget his previous hatred for the diary. He hesitated for a moment and said in a dry voice: "Let's take it with us."
The brain-shaped ghost that had broken through containment flipped twice again, and many of the ghosts that were originally standing on it began to sink, as if they were eaten, and the sound of struggle and roaring continued.
It didn't attack the living person who was jumping around in fear, and it was unclear whether it didn't want to eat him or just wanted to play with him again. It emitted a low frequency again, as if calling for its kind from afar.
Lu Jiamu quickly waved his hand, signaling Diary to come over quickly.
The ghost holding it immediately threw the head of the diary towards Lu Jiamu again. After throwing the head, the ghost also disappeared.
This time, Lu Jiamu caught the head of the diary, held its head in one hand and grabbed Yu Leng with the other, and continued to stumble towards the light gate in the chaos.
The diary seemed to cherish the mouth it still had, and kept muttering: "Thank you, thank you."
After expressing his gratitude, he began to talk about his grand ambitions.
Lu Jiamu took the time to fake a smile and said, "You should be grateful. After all, if I had left you here, you would have died a second time."
The moment they passed through the light gate, the two people simultaneously recovered to the state when they first entered the Wheel of Time and Space. Their clothes, which were messy from struggling in the apocalypse, were brand new, making them look no longer so embarrassed.
The layout in the Wheel of Time remains the same as before, and the light is still very bright, even a little dazzling, blurring the vision.
They were back in a safe environment.
The sudden height of the body and the sudden solid ground made the two people lose their balance and fall down.
Door No. 9 also closed immediately after they entered, isolating the falling apart world behind the door.
Yu Leng looked at the closed door number nine, looking very worried. He seemed to be thinking about something alone. He was withdrawn and not in a hurry to talk to Lu Jiamu.
Lu Jiamu ignored him and focused all his attention on the diary.
The tattered head that the diary had snatched also fell apart the moment it passed through the light gate. Although the diary was a ghost, it was probably identified by the Wheel of Time as the initial item carried by the participants, just like their clothes, so it was also restored.
The bloody and sticky pages of the book now turned back into a normal book, lying quietly in Lu Jiamu's hands, and it seemed that there was no way to tamper with it.
Lu Jiamu immediately flipped through it quickly from beginning to end.
Although the broken apocalypse behind Gate No. 9 was full of dangers, it also contained a huge amount of information. After fully coming into contact with such a world, almost all the contents in the diary had been updated into text, without the messy scribbles.
Its content is complete.
This is probably why the diary was anxious to backstab as soon as it entered World No. 9. It knew that the reading rights to the diary would soon be released.
But on the last two pages of the diary, the following words first appeared in front of Lu Jiamu: [I have my own righteousness in my heart, and I am not disturbed by the secular world. So I decided to die today, end my life, and let all the suffering end with me.]
Lu Jiamu's fingertips paused for a moment, and he ignored Yu Leng who had become autistic. He took the diary and walked to the sofa in the middle of the field, sat down, and continued reading.
[I once imagined the life I was supposed to live. I would live to be 70 or 80, become an old man, go out for a drink every day, hang out with friends, and brag about my youth in front of the younger generation. We would each have a complete life and a successful career.
And you, my friend, will also grow old, too old to do anything, and can only play chess with me in the park. Maybe even when you are old, you will be quiet and not brag, and will only think about how to beat me.
But now, there is no chance, nothing. I just realized that being Lao Deng is also a blessing, haha. ］
It seems that, unlike the enlightened thoughts that the diary ghost has always claimed, such as "the sooner you die, the sooner you will be liberated", "you should come soon too", and "becoming a ghost is a blessing", Fang Gu actually had a strong desire to survive until the last moment of his life.
This difference in attitude was probably because the Diary Ghost had been hiding something from the beginning to the end, and had been answering questions in an evasive manner.
And judging from this, Fang Gu’s death itself was not distorted, he did commit suicide.
Everything said in the diary after it turned into a ghost could be false. Only what Fang Gu wrote before his death is authentic.
Lu Jiamu leaned against the back of the sofa in the middle of the field, fumbled in his pocket for a moment, put on his glasses, made all the preparations, held the notebook with one hand and began to flip forward, directly turning to the first page of the diary.
The light in the Wheel of Time was so bright that it was dazzling, and his vision became much clearer.
Lu Jiamu began to read this dark and crazy death diary again, carefully observing and studying the last will and wishes of his good brother.
In order to avoid being completely blocked due to confidentiality rules, and to facilitate later comers to obtain more information as quickly as possible, Fang Gu divided the diary into several unrelated modules, and all the content that Lu Jiamu could understand before was interspersed among them.
In the first module, Fang Gu did not give much clear information. He just frantically scrawled and wrote his final despair:
[There is a God above my head. He is right above me.
I shouldn't have come back... I shouldn't have come back... I regret it, I brought Him back, there is a door above my head that can never be closed, pollution is coming through that door into our world, I have harmed you, I will start with the people closest to me. We are all doomed! ]
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[I should have died in those games, died at night...but I was like that ridiculous rat that had the Black Death, spinning in circles, trying desperately to escape back home before dying, bringing the plague to my hometown.
If I hadn't come back, you would have only lost me once! I wouldn't have known these things! Why am I still alive! ]
[Family letters, they all gave me the last family letters and asked me to bring them back. I have brought them back, but no one can understand them anymore, they have become waste paper...
My efforts are ridiculous, haha. I really don’t know why I came back.]
[I am very scared. They didn’t realize the truth that was right in front of them. But I want to talk to you again… You came to see me today. I have been looking forward to it for a long time. You are such a perceptive person. You will definitely notice my abnormality…]
[No, you also think I'm sick. But you're better than them. At least you're not afraid of me, and you're quiet as if you understand everything.]
Obviously, Fang Gu knew that he was in a desperate situation at this time. He realized that his death was approaching and his mental state was worrying. Maybe it was because he hadn't talked to anyone for too long, so he had to use writing to vent his emotions and help him think.
He wasn't crazy, he was just trying to close what he called the "door" that was always following him, thinking that everything would be over if he died.
Lu Jiamu felt deeply sorry that he could not help Fang Gu until he was in despair and died.
But obviously, unlike the diary ghost who repeatedly played the emotional card of pity, the real Fang Gu obviously did not grow increasingly resentful of Lu Jiamu at that time in his madness. He clearly knew that it was not his fault.
The cause of his death was not distorted, nor was his spirit during his lifetime distorted.
Those pains seemed to be just complaints from Fang Gu during his brief period of madness. Soon Fang Gu accepted the reality, calmed down and regained his sanity. He returned to normal on the next page and officially began this diary written for Lu Jiamu:
——Please give it to Lu Jiamu
[Dear Lu Jiamu, my best friend.
I know that you have successfully gotten rid of all the people and things that were not good for you in the past, started to move forward, got on the right track, and are about to have a complete life. I shouldn't selfishly put too much burden on you, and I shouldn't morally blackmail you, but now it has indeed come to a very important moment concerning the future, and I need you to help me accomplish something.
So I tossed and turned for many days, and finally wrote this diary with very complicated emotions, telling you about my horrible experiences during this period, and I had to involve you in this matter.
I was dragged into a horrible and bizarre place with a few other people, and I saw many things here that subverted our original cognition.
And these bizarre things may invade our world and become reality at any time.
I left the diary to you because you are the person I trust most besides my mother. And I know that given our friendship, you will not easily throw away my belongings.
You rarely give up thinking about things you don't understand. I've seen you're a stubborn person since you were a kid. So I guess you'll keep looking at this diary over and over again, trying to figure out what I wrote.
Before breaking the confidentiality ban, this is a meaningless and useless behavior, but it happens to allow you to better observe whether there are any changes in the diary, which is exactly what I need you to do most right now.
I will convey the information from the shallow to the deep in this diary. You can judge the extent of the strange invasion by the amount of text that is blocked in the diary. This is all my hope. This diary may become a very valuable signal beacon in the future.
I have always had great confidence in your abilities. You can always get things done and have never let me down, so please forgive my selfishness.
At the same time, you are also the most rational person I have ever met, so you are the best person for me to entrust this matter to.
Remember, if after I die, I reappear abnormally at an inappropriate time, it means that my death is not the end, and I have become a ghost again. But that is no longer me, you must not believe what the ghost says! That is not what I want! You must remember the fact that I am dead, and don't let your emotions get the better of you! Never believe in ghosts! ]
Just as Lu Jiamu read this, another line of crooked words quickly appeared, as if another person was sitting on the back of the diary and began to write, frantically refuting the contents of the diary:
[I regret it! I regret it! I am Fang Gu! After I died, I realized that death is not the end. I did not disappear. I came back. As soon as I opened my eyes, I could not move or speak in the diary. I was back in the wheel of time. Do you know how scared I was? I don't belong here. I just want to go home!]
This was the ghost in the diary again. It was almost exposed on the spot, and this time it was very sure that Lu Jiamu could understand this part, so it was eager to refute.
Is the Diary Ghost still Fang Gu? In fact, Lu Jiamu is not sure. It is like the Ship of Theseus, born from Fang Gu's death, inheriting all of Fang Gu's memories, but also having part of his personality replaced.
But since Fang Gu said during his lifetime that it was not him, then it couldn’t be him.
This is probably what it had been hiding before, and it would rather turn against it and parasitize others than let Lu Jiamu see it.
If Lu Jiamu hadn't seen these contents, he might still have cherished it. But once he saw Fang Gu said these words before his death, there was no way he would listen to it again.
Any trust in the diary ghost is actually a betrayal of Fang Gu's will before his death. It is also very clear in its heart.
Unless there are more convincing benefits.
Lu Jiamu quickly turned the pages. The handwriting of the diary ghost continued to appear in the diary, repeating the same sentence persistently: "I am Fang Gu! I am Fang Gu!"
Lu Jiamu ignored it and continued reading his diary.
[In fact, I sincerely hope that you will never understand what I write, because only when you cannot understand a single word can it prove that our world is in an absolutely safe state.
Although this also means that I will die alone, no one will ever understand why I die. They may just think I am crazy, and will never know what I and I have experienced.
But as long as we can stop the weird invasion, it's still worth it.]
[And if one day you suddenly find that you can begin to understand the contents of the diary, it only means one possibility: the strange invasion has not stopped after my death.
This could be caused by me, or it could be that someone else was dragged into that incident and has returned to the real world causing contamination.
So when you suddenly understand this sentence, no matter if it is tomorrow or any other day, even if you are already in your seventies or eighties, you must take action immediately! You are the only person I can trust, otherwise it will be too late! ]
Next, Fang Gu began to describe in detail some of his experiences and thoughts. Because he was afraid that too much would be blocked, he carefully did not go into the details of what the world behind all the doors was like, so Lu Jiamu was able to understand most of the content very early on.
It also introduces how to find special items to fight against weirdness and how to break through when encountering weirdness. Then it introduces the history of many bases in other worlds, how they were established, how to seek cooperation, and what the operating system is.
He also repeatedly warned Lu Jiamu not to believe in ghost stories, because once a person dies and becomes a ghost, his cognition will be inexplicably and completely reversed.
He even used the last moments of his life to borrow a lot of money online and deposited it into his bank card. He left the bank card password to Lu Jiamu, preparing to use all his assets as start-up capital to support him.
But at that time, Lu Jiamu only understood the two sentences of bank card password and take care of his mother. He felt very puzzled and had no chance to see how much money was in it.
It is obvious that Fang Gu's original intention in leaving this diary to Lu Jiamu was actually to hope that after his death, if their world was also invaded by the weirdness, Lu Jiamu could rely on the clues in this diary and become a prophet and foresighted person.
He was the first to gather a team and start fighting against the weirdness. He made protecting their world his life's career and took good care of his mother.
Unlike the diary ghost who is often portrayed as pitiful, Fang Gu never resented anyone during his lifetime. Even though he was already behind bars, he was just trying to solve the problem.
The blueprint that the DIARY ghost had been drawing up all along in order to deceive him was probably derived from this.
“…”
So that's how it is.
Lu Jiamu looked up at the infinitely silent Gao Miao in the Wheel of Time and Space and sighed softly.
But Fang Gu never thought that Lu Jiamu would re-enter the wheel of time and space just a few days after his death and start a new cycle as soon as he received the diary. There was no chance for things to develop as he expected.
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