I met someone online today.
She's so strange...
The crossbow I want to buy... it feels like I'm going to kill someone!
I refused out of fear.
I'm short of money, but I value my life!
...
I need money for my grandfather's illness.
I agreed to that strange person's request.
Who knew that the bottom line would be broken!
She actually made me build guns!
Damn it, I'm really scared!
But it seems like the end of the world has arrived...
We're starving, what's there to be afraid of!
I'll do it! I'll do it!
It's just a gun, right? How could I not know how to use one!
I had already secretly studied it in private.
However, fearing arrest, I won't post it online.
But it's the apocalypse now! Never mind!
I'm happy as long as my family has food to eat!
...
She's...doing a little better...
They're willing to give me something else to eat...
She's willing to give me food as long as I'm willing to work!
It's so good that my family members don't have to die!
...
I know she uses a voice changer.
However, judging from her height, figure, and the occasional exposed skin, she is definitely very good-looking.
She was acting a little suspiciously.
However... I really like it.
...
I finally met the real person!
She does look exactly as I imagined.
She is incredibly beautiful and very generous!
I will not look down on people.
They will give our family a chance to earn food through our labor!
They would often provide us with fresh grains and vegetables. Even in winter, they would give us food that we could hardly imagine.
I dare not ask, for fear that once I do, all of this will become an illusion, and I will never have it again!
I didn't dare let my family ask, I didn't dare let them utter a single word.
I'm scared...
I'm not worried about myself, but I'm afraid my family will starve to death.
The horror of the apocalypse can be seen from the people I met when I went out.
They were neither human nor ghost, if it weren't for meeting her.
Living that kind of life in the apocalypse is really worse than dying early; it's cleaner that way.
But it was because of her that our family was able to live a normal life.
As long as we don't ask them, they can keep giving us labor in exchange for food.
I know.
Her heart is so soft, so very soft...
She always agreed on how much food we would get in return for our daily labor, but most of the time she would give us more than we needed.
I told her many times that we only needed to give her what she promised, and that we didn't need to give her more, but she just brushed it off with a few laughs.
I know she's trying to help my family.
This further solidified my resolve to be loyal to her to the death.
It's not just because I like her.
Yes, you heard me right, I like her.
Love it!
She watched Qi Xie and Feng Nangui interact and care for each other when they were together.
I'm jealous, extremely jealous.
Many times I've wondered, why am I not one of them?
But whenever this happens, I look down and see my arms and legs.
It will deflate instantly—
Dark-skinned, rough-looking, and with a gentle breeze blowing from the south, Qi Xie and the others were completely incomparable.
Not only that, but in terms of looks alone, I'm not even 1/10th as good as them.
I'm not handsome.
That's why I feel inferior.
I know there's a huge gap between us, and I'm not good enough for her, but I still long to have her.
Once, when everyone was working together on the mountain...
She handed each of us a bottle of mineral water.
She had already drunk more than half of her own bottle, and it was eventually left on the rock...
While everyone else finished their work and left, I slowly fell behind.
Then, when no one was looking, I quickly picked up the mineral water bottle.
Because I had already finished drinking my bottle of mineral water and had thrown it away long ago.
So, I, who was left last, took another bottle, a mineral water bottle that was only half full, without attracting the attention of anyone else.
I'm so indignant. Why am I so inferior to them?
But I had no choice. In the trials of life, I could only give up the struggle and watch myself live this kind of life as if I were facing death.
I don't dare to fight for it.
She was afraid that the other person would see through her thoughts and then stop talking to her.
I'm terrified!
So when everyone returned to the base...
In front of everyone, I pretended that the bottled water in my hand was my own.
He opened the bottle of mineral water, put it directly into his mouth, and took small sips.
Ironically, I didn't dare to drink it in big gulps.
I sipped half a bottle of water back and forth in my mouth for more than half an hour.
And so, in the end, there was still about 1/10 of the bottle of water left.
That's why I have a reason not to throw away this mineral water bottle.
Only then can it be preserved, and then openly carried into one's bedroom.
And so, this bottle of mineral water has stayed with me in my bedroom ever since.
The bottle opening has been rubbed so much that it's as thin as a cicada's wing...
It no longer has the smooth, rounded look of the previous models.
I treasured it carefully, very carefully.
They didn't even dare to rub it too hard, for fear of damaging the mouth of the mineral water bottle.
If that happens, when will I ever have the same comfort as in my dreams again?
Later, she actually got together with Feng Nan.
This is something I cannot accept, yet I have no choice but to accept.
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