I recently met someone who I find really strange. She always looks at me with a lecherous gaze, which makes me very uncomfortable.
But I didn't take these things to heart, since I had work to do every day.
Unexpectedly, the apocalypse actually occurred not long afterward.
With so many things to do for the people in various places, I have no time to attend to them.
Some time passed.
I was being chased by my enemies, and I ended up hiding in her house. She saved me.
After that, I left, thinking we would never cross paths again. But when my family was murdered, she saved me again, and slowly my feelings for her did change.
I didn't go back until I successfully took my revenge, but by then another man was living in her house, which I found hard to accept.
However, she still wanted me to stay, and in our daily lives, I found that my feelings for her were growing stronger.
I thought everyone would live peacefully like this forever, until Feng Nangui appeared and everything changed.
Later, Feng Nangui confessed his feelings to her, and she accepted. This made me even sadder and more angry with myself.
If I had spoken up sooner, would the outcome have been different?
But once it's missed, it's missed.
They have a good relationship.
They lived in the same place every day, two people, and got along very well until their child was born.
I don't know why, but I feel a strange sense of loss.
Auspicious Extra Chapter.
My previous host died, and they found me a new young girl as my host.
This time I've made up my mind to properly guide this girl and get her to farm properly, otherwise I'll be doomed sooner or later.
I was afraid she wouldn't understand if I explained things to her, so I tried to reason with her and appeal to her emotions. I also showed her how she died in the apocalypse in her previous life, hoping to make her take it seriously.
Wu, without a doubt, I am successful. She has always been honest and diligent in farming, working hard every day, which makes me very reassured.
Later, she met more and more people and made more and more friends.
We have been with you from the very beginning of the apocalypse until its end.
During that time, I met Bai Lian, a person who helped me understand myself, and I am also very fortunate to have met him.
Later, Fengran's children were born. We truly loved and cherished these two little ones to the core.
Ten years after the end of the apocalypse, everyone's living conditions improved, and many high-rise buildings appeared on the land.
Together with Feng Ran and a few others, we built a very large courtyard and two four-story buildings.
As our child grew up, I thought our life would become happier and happier, but I was wrong.
My appearance has not changed over time, but Bai Lian's has.
In human terms, he got old.
Approaching 40, wrinkles began to appear on his face. On a few occasions, when I tried to reach out and touch the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, he would flinch away in alarm. At the time, I didn't understand, but later I asked Feng Ran and found out.
So this is what humans fear.
I don't know how to put it. Actually, I don't care much about these things, but it's different for him. He cares a lot.
The worst part was that for a period of time, he actually started to distance himself from me, which was the most unacceptable thing for me.
As time went on, his appearance changed more and more, from a few wrinkles around his eyes to more and more wrinkles on his face, and even the skin on his body began to lose elasticity.
Not only him, but everyone around us is getting older, except for me and Li Luo, who haven't changed.
When Bai Lian turned 50, Feng Ran found me and told me to prepare in advance and to try not to go out in the future.
Because my appearance doesn't change, this is a terrifying thing for humans; he's afraid I'll be demonized by others.
I completely understand this situation, but what I don't understand is Bai Lian's refusal to see me these past two days.
A few days later, I told Feng Ran directly that he didn't want to see me.
I talked to him for a long time in front of his door, but he didn't say a word. I was worried that something had happened to him, so I called Feng Ran and the others to go in and check. Only after confirming that he was alright did I leave.
Perhaps I can't be afraid of why humans are afraid of aging. A week later, Bai Lian was finally willing to have a proper heart-to-heart talk with me.
This farce, which has lasted for several years, is finally coming to an end.
We talked for a long time in the room, and in the end I understood the reason for his fear, and he also let go of the root of his fear.
Contrary to expectations, we may not have many years left to spend together as humans.
Two years later, Bai Lian was diagnosed with late-stage cancer and died in less than a year.
I can't imagine how someone who's been with me for so long could just suddenly disappear...
When handling the funeral arrangements, I presided over it as a human widow.
When friends and relatives from the surrounding area come to give gifts.
They were whispering amongst themselves, and I heard everything they were saying. What surprised me most was that they said I didn't shed a single tear and didn't show any sadness on my face.
I didn't believe it. I raised my hand to touch the corner of my eye, and there were indeed no tears. Moreover, I didn't feel sad at all.
The first day after the funeral, I felt the same as usual, with no change in my experience.
The next day, when I wanted to find someone to watch a variety show with, I suddenly couldn't find the other person.
On the third day, I said I wanted to eat boiled corn.
But after half a day, there was still no cooked corn on the table next to me.
When I got to the kitchen, I found it was completely devoid of any cooking activity.
I've also lost interest in eating corn.
On the fourth day, I planned to weed the small vegetable garden in front of the door, but the small hoe in the warehouse was rusty.
This was an unexpected situation. I originally wanted to find a whetstone to sharpen it, but I realized that I was never the one who used the whetstone before.
By the fifth day, the laundry basket in the bathroom was piled high with dirty clothes.
And because of the high temperature, it had already started to smell faintly, but no one cleaned it.
On the sixth day, Fengran brought over a lot of crayfish, saying what flavor I wanted to eat and that she would come over and make it for me later.
I blurted out, "No need, I'll be with... (Bai Lian) later..."
On the seventh day, I reluctantly tried to turn on the washing machine to wash the dirty clothes that had piled up for several days, but I found that after plugging it in and putting the clothes in, the machine wouldn't start spinning.
This put me in a difficult position.
How exactly was it transferred before?
Day 8.
This morning, I clumsily boiled a large pot of corn myself using a pot and stove.
As I was carrying it out, I tripped over a recliner by the door, and all the corn rolled onto the floor, splashing hot water that had splattered all over my arm.
It hurts so much...
I burst into tears...
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