Diary: Death
On July 15th, I asked Yuan Xuanlang if he had leaked my secret. He swore that he had not, otherwise he would be struck by lightning and fall into the Avici Hell after his death.
What I said before about lying and acting like a puppy is so childish!!
He also enlightened me with the tone of someone who had experienced it, but in fact he had never experienced this kind of feeling at all. It was like a fish saying that the sky was more beautiful than the bottom of the sea.
In short, I folded paper cranes and memorized lessons in the morning, practiced martial arts in the afternoon, and read novels in the evening.
July 16
Go to class in the morning, read in the afternoon, and make hibiscus beauty cream in the evening.
July 17
Reading books, making carbon-based mixtures, oh, Zhao Qianxue and Gu Paner are back.
July 18th
I went down the mountain to do some shopping and brought some stuff for them, two sacks, a lot of stuff.
August 13th
I still think of Shen Zhaoli, but I'm not sad. A passing cloud? A beautiful scenery?
August 15th
It’s Mid-Autumn Festival, and Yuan Xuanlang asked me what my Mid-Autumn Festival wish was. I said, I want to ride the wind and go back to the universe.
He said it was difficult to do.
I said, it’s not difficult. After death, people will turn into dust and merge into the Milky Way. If they are lucky, they will become little stars.
He was stunned for a moment, as if frightened by my dangerous words, and then said, this way I won’t be able to feel any warmth, including my own, others’, food, and living beings.
I have no comment.
Are my aunt and uncle enjoying their five-nut mooncakes? Did they save one for me? They do that every year.
It’s a pity that I can’t eat it this year, and I may never have the chance again.
Why do you want to die?
Because death is a heavy and clean fruit. Eating it can cure too many diseases of life.
Because death is not the loss of life, but the departure from time, thus eternal life and absolute freedom.
For death is the change of life from one form to another.
A beautiful death is the highest honor of mankind.
I look forward to that day.
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