Fish Falls Confession
My name is Yu Luo, and I am Jiang Liuer. I am a demon who came to this world through the back door through someone else's help. My purpose is to find my sister. A fairy told me that she is here.
You can definitely guess that my name comes from “沉鱼落雁”, “太月愫辱花，沉鱼沉落雁，无刑亦就是魂” because the note attached to my ancestral book read: “鱼落”, so my father named me Jiang Yuluo.
I really lived up to that saying: the fish that were above the water surface hid in the water when they saw me, and the geese flying in the sky rolled their eyes and fell down when they saw me. Is it because of my ugly appearance?
They are hiding from me, afraid of me, afraid of my demonic energy, although in this world I have no demonic power and am almost the same as an ordinary person.
Fear and disgust spread to the villagers. They said I was the reincarnation of the witch because I had blue hair and liked to hang out with snakes. They all stayed away from me, except for my father.
There was a famine that year, followed by a flood, and the family was too poor to raise three children.
Once upon a time, a rich man came with a group of men armed with swords to buy little boys as slaves.
There was a dark iron spoon on the worn table. Dad was turning the spoon while Mom was sitting opposite him.
The iron spoon left a circular afterimage, and finally the handle slowly pointed towards me.
As expected, because my mother placed a magnet under the table, the handle of the spoon must be pointing towards me, which I saw.
The brothers and sisters survived the disaster, and when they saw their father's gloomy expression, they all started crying.
Yes, I was chosen and will follow the master.
In the dim hut, a ray of moonlight sprinkled on my kraft paper. I dipped a pig-foot brush in yellow flower juice and painted a yellow skirt. My sister likes to wear yellow clothes, which are as bright as the brilliant forsythia.
I looked at the painting and thought, if it was sold, I could go further away and have a better chance of finding my sister. I was happy!
"Husband, after all, Luoluo is Jiang Liu'er. She has no chance to stay in our family. This is God's arrangement, so we should just listen to it. Mr. Du is from a wealthy family. Maybe she will live better than us in the future. When that happens, we will be the only ones who will be jealous." Mother counseled Father outside the house.
"Oh, this is the only way, I'm sorry for putting the second one in trouble...
I shook my head. How could this be considered an injustice?
The wealthy master, surnamed Du, smiled amiably, waiting for me to come. My parents told me that the master was kind and that I could live with him and enjoy the best of everything.
I nodded vigorously and smiled.
This was the last time I smiled at my parents, and I tried my best to smile happily and beautifully.
Finally, my parents received a hundred coins, or ten copper coins. Unlike the chipped and rusty ones I'd seen before, they were smooth and shiny. Oh, and ten pounds of grain. Mother held my brother in her arms, looking at me, weeping and wiping her eyes with the back of her hand. My father pushed me to Master Du's side, and that's how I left with him. I was very obedient.
Dad said with tears in his eyes: "Let's go, let's go"
When we arrived at the Du Mansion, the master locked me up in a cell with many other children. There was no chicken, duck, fish or meat, let alone spicy food. There was only wheat mixed with tofu dregs.
Later, a mysterious man came. He was wearing a black mask and black clothes. His voice was cold and hoarse: "It's her." It was actually the voice of a young boy.
He took me away to a sect called "Jinghu Sect".
That young man's name was Pei Sizhou, a doctor. From then on, he cooked for me and him every day, made our beds, and lived up to my father's promise of "eating delicious food and drinking spicy drinks." But after each meal, there was always a bowl of bitter medicine.
When I was bored, I would talk to the snakes in the bushes and listen to them tell me about a pig that gave birth to two pups and people there who were catching snakes all day long.
"What are you doing?" He held a dagger and a long needle in his hands, and stood behind me without me noticing. His eyes were as cold as a child's... Pei Sizhou discovered this secret, but he was not afraid and came more often.
Afterwards, he took me in as his disciple, taught me how to read and diagnose, and often took me on medical tours. But I still hadn't met my sister. Could it be that the immortal couldn't lie? How could an immortal possibly lie?
Every night, I slept with my master. Although he was small, he spoke calmly like an adult, but he was also cold and indifferent. He said, "If you don't obey me, or if you are worthless, then I will kill you. Do you understand?"
As he grew older, my master no longer slept with me. However, he said that I smelled good and could relieve his pain. So every time he came, I would expose my neck for him to smell the fragrance. I call this aromatherapy, and it is indeed a good way to stabilize his condition.
In addition to smelling, he also bit it, especially when he touched my earlobe, I felt a tingling sensation and couldn't help but hum.
"Be quiet."
I held it back.
After the aromatherapy session, he asked me, "Yu Luo, did you cast a spell on me so that the pain would be relieved whenever I get close to you?"
"How could that be? Master, you never taught me how to cast a curse!"
The master held my hand and looked at it for a while before letting go.
Later, I went to collect herbs and accidentally fell into a cave. There I finally saw my sister! The gods didn't lie. But she'd forgotten me. Why did she call that kid "brother"? She was clearly his "sister." This world was in turmoil.
That kid from the Yuan family has been competing with me for my sister since he was a child. Why is he still competing with me for my sister after coming to the small world?
Oh, my sister is reaching out to me and calling me over! When we got to the center of the cave, everyone was fighting for the box, but my sister was lying down. When my sister lay down, I lay down too.
...I noticed something was wrong with my sister. She became very depressed, often slumped for half an hour. What happened during the time I was studying medicine? My master said she had depression. So I started studying massage and acupuncture.
Later, I came across some storybooks whose plots were very similar to what happened between Master and me! It turns out that sleeping together, hugging, and kissing are things that only couples do.
I thought it was not bad to have Master as my partner. I buried my face in the book and smiled happily. Suddenly, my book was taken away from me. "Master...Master!"
The master flipped through two pages of the book, his expression gloomy and unclear.
I lowered my head and waited obediently for punishment, but he only said, "Don't waste your time on this," and left with the book.
But... Master, are you taking my book so that you can read it yourself?
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My sister disappeared. During that year, I often asked the kind-hearted god for divination. He said that she was still alive. Later, the god got tired of asking me and stopped answering me.
When I learned my sister had become the head of Jifeng Tower, I was both happy and worried. Between my sister's safety and my master's, I chose the former. After all, my master was a doctor, and I'd been accustomed to my own illnesses for years. But my sister was all alone in a den of wolves and tigers, and I couldn't just ignore her!
I left a letter for my master, and as I closed the door, I nearly burst into tears. But I reaffirmed my belief: I came to this world to find my sister. Finding her, fulfilling our promise, we'd go to all the world's delicacies, wear all the beautiful clothes, eat roasted pigeon, osmanthus cake... Oh, it was too much!
I accompanied my sister to cut off the tangled forces, accompanied her to get married, and watched her smile happily and foolishly. I thought of my master. Would he miss me? Of course he would, after all, I was his only disciple.
My master and I must have been destined to meet. I saw him in the cave, having an attack of illness. His arms were covered in scratches. Seriously, I was a little angry. How could someone this old not take care of himself? Also, why didn't you come find me? Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?
Master's lips were pale, and I leaned forward to kiss them with a nervous heart. "You've always flirted with me before, so this time I'll flirt with you once more," I tried to argue.
I didn't expect that my boldness would lead to my being caught red-handed. My master woke up, and just as I was about to back away, he quickly grabbed me and started biting and kissing me. He still loved biting my earlobe, just like before.
"Ah..." I couldn't help but moan again. His attack became more and more intense. The air here seemed to become warm and humid, making me dizzy and dazed.
Okay, okay, this abusive relationship ends here. Master only treats me as something to be used, a tool to satisfy his lust. My leaving him is completely indifferent.
When we met again, my master had my sister kidnapped. Why did he want to make things difficult for my sister?
My sister's body was wrapped in blood-stained ropes and tied up like a puppet. The patterns on the ground probably meant sacrifice.
Master, why did you treat my sister like this? How did you become like this? Was your compassionate heart, your calm and cool demeanor all just an act?
I don't have time to ask you for answers.
Master, I want to live and die with you. Don’t kill my sister, kill me instead.
"Master, I'm tired...please stay with me."
I plunged the dagger into his heart.
In this way, everything is perfect.
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