Chapter 469 Heaven has favored me once
. The heat in the teacup had long dissipated. Occasionally, a few strange birds chirped from next door, breaking the weird atmosphere.
At the same time, the cry of a child came.
As if it could merge with her memory, Ying Changqiao trembled suddenly.
With a snap, she still remembered the date of delivery, and her mother rushed over and slapped her hard.
A bloody mark was scratched on the golden armor.
——"Evil creature, are you satisfied?"
——"That poor guy dared to coax you with sweet words, he deserves to be cut into pieces! You are so good, carrying his bastard as a treasure?"
Her lower body hurt so much, and the newborn swaddling clothes also cried like this, which made her upset.
Ying Changqiao felt wronged and felt that her mother didn't love her.
In fact, she had regretted it a long time ago.
But she was unwilling to bow to her mother, and she couldn't turn back and admit that she was wrong.
She didn't take care of the child since he was born.
Young, who doesn't act on impulse? How could she still miss the dead after she came to her senses? She
was panicking now because she was afraid that her secret birth would be exposed.
She was not worried that the child would be bad.
When the scandal was discovered, her mother was furious and ordered people to give her a contraceptive soup.
But she was obsessed.
Is it wrong for her, a princess, to fall in love with a poor scholar and want to stay with him forever?
Why did he kill her lover?
Why should she be sacrificed to fulfill her brother?
Don't think she didn't know that her mother and grandfather had intended to let her enter the mansion of the Marquis of Loyalty and Bravery.
Xiao Huaiyan is good-looking.
But he is not good at writing, and he is a frequent visitor to the brothel and a well-known playboy.
How could she be willing?
For this reason, after her mother left, she turned against herself, scratched her throat, and vomited the medicine she had drunk.
But who would have thought that she was really pregnant.
She missed her lover, but she didn't dare to make it public, so she kept it a secret.
How long could she keep it a secret?
Her mother still found out.
On the surface, she was asked to leave the palace to visit her grandmother because she was not in good health.
In fact, there were too many people in the palace and they forced her to go to her grandmother's house to abort the baby. After
the medicine was swallowed, she felt pain all night and bled a lot, but the baby was still in her stomach.
Yes.
Xiao Huaiyan, who didn't want to marry her, secretly switched the baby.
But Ying Changqiao didn't know.
She didn't have a miscarriage, so she cried bitterly, thinking that it was the spirit of her lover in heaven who blessed her to leave him a bloodline.
Her health deteriorated, and the doctor felt her pulse and dared not let her take abortion medicine again, for fear of hemorrhage.
She begged her mother for this, saying that she wanted to save this baby and promised to be obedient in the future.
Her mother would not really let her die.
This happened as she wished.
But Ying Changqiao soon became unhappy.
This matter was serious, and staying in Shangjing would definitely cause trouble, so she was arranged to go to her hometown with her grandmother.
Her grandmother was in good health, so she was placed under house arrest and was not allowed to step out of the door.
In order to avoid suspicion from outsiders, the grandmother who was originally staying in her hometown for a few months announced that she was sick again and did not recover until the day she gave birth.
In a situation where she had no choice, her longing for her lover disappeared day by day, and in the end, only resentment remained.
How could a dead person be worth her trouble?
On the day of delivery, she was like meat on a chopping board, and she had to take off her clothes and show them to a group of midwives.
How shameful is this?
She suddenly thought of Xiao Huaiyan's goodness.
If she hadn't made a mistake, I'm afraid she would have entered the door of the loyal and brave man's mansion.
How could it be like this?
But her mother asked her to stop fantasizing.
——"Has he played with enough women? You are a broken flower and a willow. Once you have sex, how can he not notice it?"
——"How can the loyal and brave mansion suffer this loss?"
——"You can forget about marrying a powerful family son in this life, and I don't ask you to help your brother. It's a blessing that you don't drag him down."
That child also became her stain.
After she finished her confinement, she abandoned the child and the gold necklace that the scholar had given her when they were in love, and returned to the capital.
Ying Changqiao suppressed the shock and fear in his heart, not daring to show his cowardice or think about it anymore.
Yao Ru stood up and told the nanny and Xunzhu.
"Take good care of the distinguished guest."
She said to everyone, "Dun Ge'er is awake, everyone please sit down first, I'll go and see."
Yu Tingwan stood up and followed him.
He really has no sense of boundaries. But the mistress didn't say anything, and the nanny and Xunzhu didn't think there was anything wrong with it.
After Yao Ru returned to the inner room, he picked up the crying child in the cradle.
Perhaps because he smelled a familiar scent, Dun Ge'er's crying became softer.
Yu Tingwan went in and closed the door. She had already coaxed the child.
Yao Ru's voice was very gentle, different from her coldness to outsiders: "There is milk tea in the room, which I figured out myself. It tastes pretty good, but I'll have to trouble you to pour it yourself."
She was holding the child and couldn't free her hands.
Yu Tingwan swept her eyes around the room.
As far as she could see, there were few things belonging to Yao Ru except for the things used by the baby.
Even in the dressing room, besides the hair comb, there was a small box of neatly arranged jewelry, such as the baby's safety lock, silver bracelet, and gold necklace...
but Dun Ge'er was too young to use them at the moment.
Look at the bed again.
Yao Ru should have slept with it herself at night.
It was not messy, but there was a tiger-head pillow for children and a childish bell hanging on it. There was also a five-poison bellyband sewn by Yao Ru herself, embroidered with centipedes and scorpions, etc. It
was a lucky charm left by the ancestors, using poison to fight poison and protect the body. Yao Ru was living a good life.
But...
Yu Tingwan was casual, she was not dexterous, and would not spend time to decorate the bedroom.
But often, Wei Zhao's desk would leave a bunch of flowers she picked from outside.
There were half-eaten melon seed shells in front of the window.
The East China Sea mermaid pearls that she played with as marbles would roll under the bed.
These were traces of her life.
But here, Yao Ru obviously didn't have them.
The air was filled with the sweet fragrance of milk.
Yu Tingwan's eyes were calm and light, no longer the intimidating aura in the pavilion. She walked over and poured herself a cup.
She picked it up and sniffed it.
It was the smell she liked.
After taking a sip, the girl's eyes lit up.
"He..."
Yao Ru walked forward.
She was not interested in those trivial things about Ying Changqiao.
Of course, she was asking about Ying Fuyan.
"His body..."
Yu Tingwan said softly: "Why didn't you ask when he came to see you?"
Yao Ru's throat tightened.
"I dare not."
There were some things she kept in her heart, and even the nanny and Xunzhu beside her didn't dare to mention them.
She and Yu Tingwan were not familiar with each other, but she didn't know why.
The girl's eyes were so clear and transparent that they could penetrate deeply into people's hearts. Yingying stood in front of him, and the look in his eyes when he looked at her was peaceful and calm.
There was no compassion, but it seemed to be able to silently comfort her.
Yao Ru: "I'm afraid to hear something I dare not hear from him."
She forced a smile: "I have thought countless times that one day he would appear in front of me. " But
after waiting so many times, she dared not even think about it.
"The heaven finally favored me once, and he finally came back. But to be honest, I didn't recognize him before he said his identity."
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