Chapter 1045 Wedding Chapter 13
Rong Huai raised his eyelids, stared at the scene for a few seconds, then lowered his head again.
The light in the eyes that no one could see dimmed little by little...
In fact, the distance between them has always been very far.
It was his delusion. As long as he worked hard, he could get closer a little bit.
Just a little bit would be nice.
Unfortunately...it's all in vain.
He hated that he was only 17 years old, and he also hated that he met Xiangyi too late.
"Rong Huai, I heard that you are going to special training soon? Come on, try your best and control your temper..."
"Also, you should be approached by many scripts in the near future. I think you should focus on your studies. You can first take on some dramas with small roles but good casts to hone your skills..."
“…”
The girl's voice was soft, and she really sounded like a gentle and considerate sister, explaining everything to Rong Huai in detail.
Rong Huai didn't say anything for a long while, only uttered a single word in a low and muffled voice:
"……good."
As long as he is what she wants him to be, he will grow up.
Xiangyi seemed to have noticed his subtle thoughts and whispered a few words to Shi Sui.
The man seemed dissatisfied. He narrowed his eyes slightly, with a deep and dangerous look, as he looked at Rong Huai on the other side of the screen.
I don’t know what Xiangyi said to him, so Shi Sui avoided the question.
Before leaving, he gently kissed Xiangyi's smooth and milky white forehead.
As if declaring sovereignty.
Xiangyi said helplessly: "Childish..."
These two words instantly threw Rong Huai's world into chaos.
Xiangyi would never speak to him in that tone no matter what.
Even a man as outstanding, mature, calm, and successful as Shi Sui would occasionally feel childish, let alone him...
Rong Huai felt extremely depressed, listless and had no energy at all.
Until Xiangyi's gentle voice fell into his ears.
"Rong Huai, I have someone I like."
She didn't ask, "Do you like me?" nor did she say, "I don't like you."
Gentle and polite.
But keep people at a distance.
Rong Huai said hoarsely: "...I know."
Xiangyi: "I want to share my views on love with you. It may not be correct, and may not be suitable for you. Just listen to it for reference."
"Before you like someone, you should like yourself first. No one is more important than yourself."
"For the one you love, you can give, you can sacrifice, you can give everything, but there is only one thing——"
"You don't live for him/her, you live for yourself."
…
The video has been disconnected for a long time.
Rong Huai replayed the call over and over again - he quietly turned on the screen recording function of his mobile phone.
Like a traveler trekking in the desert, he will greedily drink even a drop of water.
Every word is the gentlest, yet the cruelest.
I don't know how many times it has been played on loop.
Rong Huai pressed the pause button.
"Fuck... stop being so sentimental. I don't like you at all."
After a moment, his eyelashes trembled continuously, and his voice was hoarse and full of tears:
"…I don't like you that much."
The boy stroked his hair irritably and punched the sandbag.
The heavy sandbag was knocked away and bounced back.
He punched the sandbag again and again, not just to vent his anger, but also to suppress his emotions.
After exhaustion.
The boy was half-kneeling on the ground, his breathing disordered.
“Pah—”
There were water stains dripping onto the floor.
"I like you."
"But...but I like it here." He seemed to convince himself, "I can do it...right..."
The empty room, with no one answering, was like the boy's thoughts, finally buried.
(End of this chapter)