Chapter 102: You should be proud, not humble!
Nan Qi didn't know about the conversation between the two Arnold brothers after he took Bai away.
He pulled Bai back to the room and pressed Bai to sit on the sofa. He was amused to see Bai looking down at him like a child who had done something bad.
Bai is so cute. He has never seen Bai with this expression before. He can’t get enough of it.
However, Bai seemed to have misunderstood his thoughts and was feeling rather uneasy, almost scratching the leather sofa.
With a light chuckle, Nan Qi reached out to lift Bai's chin and leaned close to Bai, but found that Bai closed his eyes stubbornly and refused to look at him. A sly smile flashed in his eyes, and he moved his head and kissed Bai's lips directly.
Because Bai had been busy for most of the day and hadn't drunk any water, his lips were a little dry. Nan Qi stuck out his tongue and traced along the shape of Bai's lips bit by bit to moisten his dry lips.
Then, seeing Bai's eyes suddenly open with surprise and confusion, Nan Qi curled his eyes in satisfaction and pressed his lips against Bai's. His voice was low and sounded like Satan tempting people to commit crimes: "Bai, close your eyes when you kiss."
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The white CPU burned out. Nan Qi was so anxious to pull him up just now. Wasn't it because of his plan for the Arnold brothers? But because he wanted to kiss him?
How is this possible? What happened midway that made Nan Qi change his mind and become so interested?
Suddenly, there was a "tsk" sound in his ear. Bai looked over reflexively and saw a hint of dissatisfaction in Nan Qi's drooping eyes. Bai didn't dare to move. He felt that what he had just thought was wrong. Nan Qi still wanted to settle the score with him because he had plotted against the Arnold brothers.
But he did not regret it. In order to protect Nan Qi, he had to do this to kill this pest. And as long as Arnold did not betray him, he would protect Carter and Arnold at the risk of his life.
"I, um..." Bai wanted to open his mouth to make his position clear and show that he would not change his mind. As soon as he opened his mouth, a flexible and soft tongue slipped into his mouth.
Nan Qi's kiss was delicate and forceful. Bai felt his entire mouth and tongue were numb. Nan Qi's tongue flexibly swept through his mouth, as if he wanted to tie his tongue into a knot before leaving.
Bai was dizzy from Nan Qi's kiss. His nose was filled with the smell of the male insect's shower gel, and his lips and teeth were sour with the lemon-flavored mouthwash. When he couldn't remember what he wanted to say to Nan Qi, Nan Qi finally showed mercy and let him go.
The next second, Bai felt that he heard the most beautiful sound in his life.
Nan Qi's voice was hoarse with desire and sexy panting: "Bai, thank you for everything you have done for me, and never lower your eyes to me. I trust you, believe in your character, and will understand everything you do. So..."
Nan Qi paused, then spoke with a bit more seriousness: "So, please trust me a little more, believe that I can understand you, and understand your good intentions. Even if one day I become stupid and don't understand, you should communicate with me properly, instead of being silent and looking down at me, even though you are very cute like that."
Bai stared at Nan Qi in a daze. The kiss just now had him gasping for breath, and he finally managed to recover. Nan Qi's affectionate "confession" made his heartbeat and breathing, which had finally stabilized, fluctuate again.
He opened his mouth several times before a dry voice came out: "Don't you think I'm despicable? I even scheme against my friends."
Nan Qi simply sat on the coffee table in front of Bai, clamped Bai's legs between his legs, and leaned over to look at him:
"Bai, I can tell the difference between a despicable plot and a well-intentioned self-preservation. I know you're doing this for me, trying to keep the variables under control, and I also know you truly want to protect Carter. As someone with vested interests, how can I rebuke you for plotting against my friend?"
Reaching out and gently pinching Bai's nose, Nan Qi chuckled as he looked at Bai's increasingly bright eyes and rosy lips. "Besides, I've seen your 'scheming' before. I was the one who was behind it, and I wasn't angry. So how could I be angry because of your good intentions of self-preservation?"
Nan Qi stopped smiling and looked at Bai with deep eyes. "Bai, you should be proud. You are capable, brave, and resourceful. You have defended your country with blood and sweat. You are a true hero."
"Please don't be swayed by so-called love, or the so-called male-female superiority. Be selfish and don't forget your 'Female Insect Liberation Plan'. As a good and responsible leader, you should be proud, not self-deprecating!"
"Never bow your head before any insect, no matter what race."
Inferiority complex? Do you have low self-esteem?
Nan Qi's words were so powerful that they sounded like thunder in Bai's ears, as if they were about to deafen him.
My head was buzzing, and my mind was full of Nan Qi’s words, "You should be proud, don't feel inferior."
So I've always had an inferiority complex? Was it because I've been planning to liberate all the female insects and working to find a way for females and males to live in peace that I have an inferiority complex?
Right, Nan Qi saw through his weakness at a glance, and saw through his fragility disguised as strength, just because of his escape today.
In fact, he would never escape before. No matter how much he hated it or was afraid of it, he would face the problem head-on and force himself to solve it calmly.
He has been doing this for so many years and naturally feels that he never feels inferior.
But since he met Nan Qi, Nan Qi's cheerfulness, Nan Qi's tenderness, and Nan Qi's unique insights every time he encountered a problem made him unknowingly begin to rely on Nan Qi, this strong and gentle person, like a bug that can't be defeated by anything.
The more he got along with Nan Qi and the more he relied on Nan Qi, the more despicable he felt. He felt that he was using Nan Qi's love for him to force Nan Qi to do everything for him.
The more he was like this, the more he wanted to hold on to Nan Qi tightly, not wanting him to know his shameful side.
Over time, the fragility and fear, inferiority and selfishness that had been suppressed in his heart since childhood began to grow wildly again without his knowledge or awareness.
He was driven by this crazy inferiority and selfishness again, and wanted to know how Nan Qi would react when he knew that he was such a pest.
So he didn't go to Arnold to talk about this matter later today, but told Nan Qi his plan directly in front of him.
But after he finished speaking, his inferiority and selfishness were satisfied, his fragility and fear prevailed, he became cowardly, and suddenly didn't want to know Nan Qi's reaction anymore. He even felt confused and regretted his recklessness.
But Nan Qi didn't blame him.
Nan Qi told him to be selfish, proud, and not to be inferior.
Nan Qi accepted him, completely accepted his imperfections.
He no longer had to worry about Nan Qi discovering his faults one day, leaving him, or even becoming enemies.
At this moment, brilliant fireworks exploded in Bai's heart. He raised his eyes and stared at Nan Qi closely. After a moment, he smiled brilliantly.
He thought that he would never feel inferior again because he had the most solid and reliable shield.
Bai threw himself into Nan Qi's arms, feeling more relaxed than ever before. Nan Qi gently stroked Bai's hair, but a hint of heartache flashed in his eyes.
Such a good person like Bai was actually occupied by inferiority. It was his fault. If it weren't for Bai's strange behavior today, he didn't know how long it would take for him to realize that Bai was so insecure.
Sighing in his heart, Nan Qi hugged Bai tightly. He was afraid that just today's conversation would not be enough to completely comfort Bai.
If he wants Bai to completely let go of his inferiority complex, he needs to start from the source of his inferiority complex. Today is a good day, the atmosphere and timing are right, and tonight he will ask Bai about his past experiences.
Only in this way can he find out the crux of the matter, prescribe the right medicine, and make Bai recover quickly and completely.
After making up his mind, Nan Qi gently kissed the top of Bai's head and said in a gentle voice: "You have been controlling the spirit body for so long today, you must be tired now. Go take a shower and take a nap. There will be delicious food when you wake up."
Bai held Nan Qi tightly, and Nan Qi was a little surprised at first, then he smiled. He patted Bai on the back and said, "Are you being a spoiled child?"
Bai was silent for a few seconds and nodded slightly.
Yes, he was just acting coquettishly. He didn't want Nan Qi to leave. He wanted to hug Nan Qi.
"Okay, then I won't leave. I'll stay with you." Nan Qi said, picking up Bai's legs and clamping them around his waist. Then he held Bai's butt with both hands, and before Bai could react, he picked up Bai like a child and shook him up. He was satisfied when he heard Bai's exclamation, and then he walked towards the bathroom.
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