Chapter 182 Your Heart is in Trouble (Fifth Update)
People who practice Taoism take life and death very seriously, but also very lightly.
Almost every practitioner has this contradictory mentality.
When people first began to practice spiritual cultivation, it was to achieve immortality.
Many monks can achieve longevity, but no monk can achieve immortality.
As a result, most monks have experienced a long time, become accustomed to the joys and sorrows of the world, and gradually become indifferent to life and death.
No one wants to die if they can stay alive, but if death is inevitable, ascetics are not afraid.
"You'll remember me, right?"
Lin Yu followed the flower fairy's words and the flower fairy immediately looked resentful.
"You can't bear to see Lin Yun sad, so you can't bear to see me sad?"
"Of course not. I just know that among all the people I have met, you are the only one with the most steadfast faith in the Tao. You will remember me and be sad for a while, but you will definitely continue to walk your own path firmly."
"You are wrong. I would not be sad at all if you died."
The flower fairy said this proudly, and Lin Yu couldn't help but pinch her face, and the two started playing around again.
As night fell, the Flower Fairy and Lin Yu slept side by side, and they seemed to have endless things to talk about.
In the night of Ziyun Mountain, lightning flashes from time to time.
Fang Yu stood in the yard, looking at the familiar scenery, feeling mixed emotions.
After coming out of Ziyun Cave, she closed the door to visitors, locked herself up, and adjusted her mood.
As a cultivator of a higher realm, she has already discovered her own abnormality.
People who practice Taoism have pure hearts and few desires. Although she has a bad temper, she has always been abstinent and self-cultivating. Now, she can even control her anger, let alone her lust.
Besides, Lin Yun is still her apprentice, and it is impossible for her to have too many inappropriate thoughts about Lin Yun.
However, the reality is very unreasonable.
Finally, Fang Yu had an epiphany.
Lin Yun is her calamity.
When one reaches her level, one will also have to go through tribulations. To take back one's soul from the destiny star, one naturally has to go through many tests.
On the road of cultivation, one may encounter all kinds of disasters, such as disasters of killing, disasters of the heart, and disasters of life, but the one that Fang Yu fears the most is the disaster of love.
This is also what her master said when he was still alive, that she was a good material for spiritual practice, but being too sentimental was her fatal flaw.
At that time, she was still very unconvinced. She thought that being loyal and righteous should be an advantage, so how could it become her disadvantage?
The master asked her, "If you want to survive the love catastrophe and have to kill the person you love with your own hands, what would you choose?"
"Killing others for personal gain is not a righteous act."
"But if you don't overcome the tribulation, your cultivation won't improve at all. If there is a disaster in the world, you need to have enough cultivation to deal with it. Killing one person can save the world. What choice will you make?"
This question made Fang Yu's scalp tingle for a moment.
The Shenxiao Sect takes protecting the world as its mission, and she has received such education since childhood, but killing innocent people is also against morality, not to mention that the person is her beloved.
At that time, Fang Yu didn't understand love either. It was just a moral choice, which made her very entangled. She had no choice but to cheat and said, "Then as long as I don't fall in love with anyone, I don't have to go through the emotional tribulation!"
This is a smart choice.
But her master just smiled.
"For everything in this world, the more you want to escape, the more you cannot escape. Fate is there, and one day, you will need to make your choice."
Thinking back to what he said at that time, Fang Yu felt even more depressed.
Destiny, could it be that her master had already seen her destiny at that time?
Over the years, Fang Yu has been working hard to improve himself in order to prepare for today.
As a result, she was actually defeated by Lin Yun's kiss. Although it was also because he touched her randomly, she should be angry. Why can't she get rid of Lin Yun's appearance in her mind?
Realizing that she might have to go through an emotional tribulation, Fang Yu was already flustered. Thinking of what her master had said at the beginning, her mood became even heavier.
Everything seemed to be going in the direction of the prophecy. Now the world was experiencing a catastrophe. If it was really as his master had said, in order to save more people, she would have to kill her beloved...
Fang Yu's mind reappeared every detail of his acquaintance with Lin Yun.
"I want to have a master as good as you."
"The disciple just wants to live."
“If I really succeed in my practice, I would like to do four things.”
"Because the Master is very beautiful."
"I know I was wrong, but I don't regret it."
All the words that Lin Yun had said echoed in her mind one by one. Fang Yu thought of how Lin Yun looked at her with respect and admiration, and that slightly shy look, which made Fang Yu feel excited again.
"Why is it you..."
Fang Yu even had this thought: if it wasn't Lin Yun who caused her to fall into love trouble, perhaps she wouldn't be so entangled.
But then, she thought again that if the person who made her endure the tribulation was not Lin Yun, she would kill him. This was obviously against her principles.
"metropolitan?"
Fang Yu was feeling extremely confused when she suddenly heard someone calling her. She turned around and saw it was Hu Yuling.
"Elder Hu? What's the matter with you coming here so late?"
"I will go to Yuling Sect early tomorrow morning. I have something to discuss with the Sect Master."
Fang Yu nodded and said, "Then follow me in!"
After leading Hu Yuling into the house, Fang Yu sat down and started to make tea.
Hu Yuling was very quiet at first, but when Fang Yu took the tea leaves, she suddenly said, "Your mind is in turmoil."
Fang Yu's hands trembled, and she accidentally put some more tea leaves in the cup, but she did not refute. She just handed the cup to Hu Yuling and said, "A lot of things happened today. I'm sorry to have embarrassed you."
"Are you worried about the riots that will be caused by the death of Master Huanglong?"
Fang Yu nodded.
Hu Yuling immediately realized that this was a lie.
Fang Yu was too straightforward and honest, she was not likely to lie. There must be something else that made Fang Yu lose her composure.
Thinking that Lin Yun had set his sights on her, Hu Yuling asked tentatively, "I heard that you punished Junior Brother Lin Yun to reflect on his mistakes today. What did he do wrong?"
Fang Yu's hands trembled again, and he pretended to be indifferent and said, "I think he is stubborn and his faith is not strong, so I let him reflect on himself."
Hu Yuling understood in her mind. Looking at Fang Yu's behavior, Lin Yun must be extremely "naughty".
The story gets interesting.
Thinking about how Lin Yun had tricked him before, and now that he was asked to go down the mountain, he seemed to have seen through the trap, and now was his chance.
"I think he is still young, and it is normal for him to have a weak heart. You should not be too harsh on him. There is a saying that reading ten thousand books is not as good as traveling ten thousand miles. It is not enough to work in isolation. Why not send him down the mountain to gain some experience?"
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