Chapter 354 I Miss You
Shen Qing's mind was not uncomplicated. When it came to relationships, there was no such thing as a clean break. If it wasn't, the better he treated her, the more impossible it would be.
If Xuanyuan Ling hadn't been so nice to her, she wouldn't have felt so complicated.
Chen Qing was originally raised in love, and people are suited to a better environment. Xuanyuan Ling loves her, she will not resist, she cannot resist, even if she wants to resist, and the result of accepting it is what it is now.
People change as the environment changes. If Xuanyuan Ling indulges her, she will inevitably become more and more demanding, especially since Xuanyuan Ling is now clearly trying to help the Shen family get back on track.
In fact, Xuanyuan Ling was not going to support another aristocratic family, but Xuanyuan Ling's action of directly supporting the Shen family also told Shen Qing that the future would change after she revealed in front of Xuanyuan Ling that she was not completely ignorant of state affairs, and her relationship with Xuanyuan Ling would no longer be as simple and pure as before.
In the past, Xuanyuan Ling's favor to her was not considered excessive in Shen Qing's opinion. In fact, in the eyes of others, Xuanyuan Ling's favor to Shen Qing was already too much, but Shen Qing knew in her heart that for an emperor to favor a concubine was rational as long as it did not involve state affairs. It was normal for a man to favor a woman when the woman really pleased him. Although sometimes Shen Qing did feel that Xuanyuan Ling had gone too far, when she thought about it afterwards, it was actually just like that.
He had even tested her before. When Shen Zhizhuo had just passed the imperial examination, he had also tested her to see if she hoped that Shen Zhizhuo would have a better future.
But now, things are very different.
He was no longer as rational as before towards her, or rather, he knew it was inappropriate, but he did it anyway, and he did it for her. If it were in the past, Xuanyuan Ling would never do this.
At this moment, the fetus moved and Shen Qing paused. She subconsciously touched her belly, and the bulge there was the child of her and Xuanyuan Ling.
At this moment, Zhaohua Palace is right in front of him, and Zhao Hai is waiting at the door.
Chen Qing went out for a walk. Xuanyuan Ling came over when she had time. After asking, she found out that she didn't go to the Imperial Garden. So she didn't go out to look for her for a while and just waited for her here.
Zhao Hai saw Shen Qing and went to greet her: "The Queen is back."
Shen Qing smiled and said, “When did the emperor come? Have you been waiting for a long time?”
"About two quarters of an hour."
Shen Qing walked in. At this time, the child moved again, and she also smiled: "As if she knew she was going to see her father."
As she spoke, she walked inside and naturally saw Xuanyuan Ling.
Xuanyuan Ling also saw Chen Qing coming back, and saw her walking towards him while touching her belly. She didn't usually touch her belly, usually when the baby moved, she would touch it as if it was new. Xuanyuan Ling also walked over and put his hand on her belly, but he didn't feel the baby moving, but Chen Qing spread her arms and threw herself into his arms.
Although she loves to act like a spoiled child, she usually doesn't act like this the first time she meets someone. Xuanyuan Ling held the person in his arms and glanced at the servant who lowered his head: "What's wrong?"
Did she think she was being wronged? But now in this palace, I'm afraid there is really no one so brave as to let her be wronged, right?
Shen Qing just shook his head and said nothing.
Xuanyuan Ling couldn't help feeling a little puzzled. Nothing had happened recently and everything was fine, but Shen Qing was obviously worried. It would be fine if she told him, but if she didn't tell him and he didn't know the reason, he wouldn't be able to coax her.
After hugging for a while, Shen Qing seemed to react and raised his head from Xuanyuan Ling's arms to look.
"Want to say it?" Xuanyuan Ling asked her.
Shen Qing just watched him looking down at her, with her appearance imprinted in his eyes. At this moment, she suddenly smiled.
Smiling at Xuanyuan Ling.
She has a beautiful smile.
Xuanyuan Ling felt soft in his heart when he saw her curved eyebrows, but he was a little puzzled when he saw her looking upset one moment and smiling the next.
Before he could figure it out, Shen Qing didn't say anything, but hugged him again, buried his head in his chest, and said in a buzzing voice: "I miss you."
This was unexpected, and Xuanyuan Ling also chuckled: "Another smooth talker."
This time it's real.
I really miss him, and a lot.
She was indeed stubborn when it came to love. From the beginning, she had taken him seriously and had engraved in her mind that he was the emperor and she would only win his heart and never let herself fall into a disadvantageous position emotionally. So over the years, no matter how good he was, she would guard that little piece of land in her heart.
But now she could not stand Xuanyuan Ling being so good to her, and felt guilty. She could not help it, but told herself to wait and see. She was pregnant now, and he liked children, so his feelings towards her would naturally be different. After the child was born, she would wait and see for another three years. It is said that there is a seven-year itch. In another three years, she and Xuanyuan Ling would have known each other for seven years. If after three years, she was not tired of Xuanyuan Ling, and Xuanyuan Ling was not tired of her, then she should be more open-minded and sincere.
Shen Qing didn't say anything, but held Xuanyuan Ling's hand tighter.
Xuanyuan Ling noticed it and his brows softened. He didn't know what Chen Qing was thinking, he only knew that she just wanted him to hug her at the moment, so he asked her to hug him for a while. It's never a bad thing to be clingy.
When Shen Qing didn't want to hold him anymore, she pulled him into the house and simply nestled in his arms and refused to come out.
Xuanyuan Ling looked at her self-righteous appearance and shook his head helplessly: "The child hasn't even been born yet, and you've become a child yourself? How can you be like someone who is going to be a mother?"
Shen Qing looked at him unhappily, feeling very moved by herself: "Don't despise me."
Xuanyuan Ling looked at her unhappily: "Very overbearing."
He even asked her to control her words. If he hadn't been reluctant, he would have thrown her out.
Shen Qing has become immune to his unpleasant words. After all, he always says this, and there is so much indulgence in his unpleasant tone.
After a while, Xuanyuan Ling said, "If you really have something to worry about, don't hold it in. I'm here."
Chen Qing felt that he had teased her a little, and her heart moved, so she leaned forward to kiss him.
Xuanyuan Ling kissed her right in the middle, and because it came too suddenly, she was not in the right state for a while. But seeing that her eyes were full of himself, Shen Qing was aroused for a while. It was really a thunderbolt that stirred the earth and the kiss almost made him die.
At least he remembered to protect her stomach and didn't press it on the table. But the two of them separated, looked into each other's eyes, and breathed rapidly.
Well, this scene is quite something. After all, Chen Qing is still pregnant. The two of them can't help themselves and really stop. The atmosphere between them is getting more and more intense. Xuanyuan Ling can't help it. Chen Qing is not much better. This kind of thing hits it off, and there is a baby in the belly, and the belly is quite big...
Xuanyuan Ling has been looking forward to having this child for so long, he can't just reject him at this time, but the atmosphere has become like this.
Shen Qing nodded.
Xuanyuan Ling looked at her unhappily. Sure enough, what he had thought at the beginning was right. She was greedy in this matter. She did like to be comfortable, but who doesn't like that? She was inexplicably excited. Xuanyuan Ling himself didn't know how to arouse Shen Qing's emotions. It was not that she was deliberately seducing her. If she was, it wouldn't be like this. Xuanyuan Ling knew it was not the case. It was hard to describe the feeling, but he was just very excited.
I'm so excited but I can't do anything wrong.
I was suppressing my emotions and excitement, but it was also very stimulating. The feeling was really complicated and really made people feel uneasy.
Xuanyuan Ling's movements were quite big when he lifted the person up, but he was quite gentle when he put the person down: "Don't do anything stupid, I need to be careful."
Shen Qing also knew about his situation, and somehow his thoughts diverged: "What if the child moves..."
Xuanyuan Ling: “…”
He almost suffocated Shen Qing to death. At this time, his heart was already complicated, and she suddenly said this?
He blocked her mouth. Really, he had to block it. It was so sad!
Shen Qing asked him to hold the back of his head and make a few "wuwuwu" sounds. Well, it was actually quite comfortable.
Then it will naturally fall into place.
Xuanyuan Ling was indeed being careful, and only cared about Shen Qing. Originally, this was a very natural thing for him and Shen Qing, as they were quite compatible in bed. But now he had to be careful, and naturally he would feel more pity for her, and naturally cherish her more and more in his heart.
After it was over, Xuanyuan Ling actually wanted to do it again. When he was emotional, he sometimes couldn't control himself, and he was indeed not very satisfied now. Chen Qing was now heavy and pregnant. It was not that he disliked her being pregnant, but even if Chen Qing didn't mind, he wouldn't always pester her, and he was not a clingy person. Instead, Chen Qing would feel sorry for him and tease him from time to time. Today's inability to control himself would make people feel sweet in their hearts. Although he was not satisfied, he was not satisfied, and there was also an unsatisfied feeling in it.
Those who were originally unwilling to put themselves in a difficult position in this matter, now seemed not so unbearable after enduring for her.
After Chen Qing finished her work and washed herself, she became lazy. Xuanyuan Ling stayed with her for a while and saw her yawning. She fell asleep soon after. He himself was not sleepy, but he stayed with her. In the end, he did not fall asleep. He was still asleep when Chen Qing woke up.
When Xuanyuan Ling has nothing to do, the two of them spend time together and chat. Since Chen Qing became pregnant, they have become accustomed to it. Xuanyuan Ling spends much more time than when he first came to Zhaohua Palace. He still handles government affairs, but when things are dealt with early, the two of them are together.
Shen Qing lived a comfortable life, but she did not feel at ease just because Qin fell. She still had to be on guard. What if someone deliberately took advantage of Qin's fall and let her down?
But life seems to be stable.
If Shen Qing was living a stable life, Chu Linglong was in a bad mood. Now she stayed in the house and rarely went out. She often thought about the child. She didn't even see him once, and the child was gone. How could she get over it? Moreover, she lost her child. Apart from moving to the palace and the last time, there was nothing left after that.
The fifth prince has been vindicated. The emperor has removed the Qin family. She is the fifth prince's biological mother and should have been promoted. But now, she has nothing.
While Chu Linglong was thinking about these things, Concubine Zhou came to the door.
Chu Linglong had accepted things from Concubine Zhou, but she didn't expect her to come to her house. She and Concubine Zhou hadn't seen each other for a long time. Now, she didn't want to see her, but since she came, she still met her.
Lady Zhou felt indescribably happy when she saw Chu Linglong looking so bad, but she said, "Take care of yourself."
Chu Linglong didn't feel good after hearing this, but they didn't become enemies. The two of them continued to interact with each other and exchanged polite words. They actually returned to the polite state they had when they first went out on the tour together.
Cai Ping followed Concubine Zhou, and only after she came out of Chu Linglong's place did she dare to reveal a bit of complexity. She felt that Concubine Zhou had really changed, and had become unfamiliar. She had been holding it in for the past few days, and until she returned to her room, Cai Ping finally couldn't help but said, "Concubine Zhou, why did you still go to see Concubine Yi?"
Lady Zhou smiled and said, "She and I are sisters. We are in the same situation now. We have many interactions. It's not just this time. I'm afraid we will interact with each other many times in the future."
The fact that Concubine Zhou went to see Chu Linglong again did not cause any waves in the harem, but Shen Qing's expression was silent after he knew about it. This news was told by Fang Yun, but Fang Yun herself did not understand it when she said it: "Concubine Zhou and Concubine Yi's relationship had become so distant before, but now it is better."
Shen Qing didn't know that Concubine Zhou had drugged Chu Linglong, but she knew why the two of them got back together.
Really, when one person is good and the other is not, it is difficult for the two to be together. When both of them are not good, they can support each other and seem to cheer each other up, but it just looks a bit sad.
As long as the two of them didn't cause any trouble, Shen Qing didn't have much interaction with them on weekdays, so she didn't pay much attention to this matter.
After that, just take good care of the fetus.
The further the months go by, the more worried I become. After all, although no one talks about it, premature birth sounds scary.
Shen Qing's belly was getting bigger and bigger, and it was getting closer and closer for the baby to be born.
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