Her tear glands were dried up from crying. She would cry whenever something happened. She hated herself for not being strong enough, just like when she was a child and Jin Chu blamed her for breaking a porcelain vase and she was slapped by Jing Ruizi. She couldn't straighten her back, was helpless, and could only cry.
Why are we going backwards as we grow older?
At ten o'clock on the streets of the Windy City, people were coming and going, and cars were rushing to their destinations. No one in the fast-paced city noticed that the girl at the traffic light squatted down, buried her head in her knees, and cried heart-wrenchingly.
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Jin Suting's cell phone was left at Jin's house. She had no cash on her. She was very tired from crying and her eyes were telling her that she wanted to rest.
She walked back to Jingyuan Community. She had taken off her eight-centimeter high heels at some point and thrown them somewhere in the city.
The small stones on the newly built asphalt road in the community pricked her feet and hurt her eyes. She felt like crying.
The elevator dinged, indicating that the 23rd floor had been reached, and Jin Suting unlocked the door with her fingerprint.
She didn't want to turn on the light because the world was dark and it made no difference whether the light was on or not.
The bathtub was filled with water, and Jin Suting took off her hypocritical dress. It was actually very tight, making it hard for her to breathe, but she still had to put it on, because only by putting it on would she look good and look like a human being.
Just like her life, she had to wear a mask of hypocrisy to face Jing Ruizi, Jin Qunwei, and those who played a crucial role in her life.
She wanted to tell them that she was very happy. Even if she was slandered, framed, humiliated, abused, ignored, left out, and spit on, she would heal herself and even greet those she disliked with a smile.
I don’t know when she became so unrecognizable as herself, the kind of person she hated and despised the most.
Negative emotions are always kept to herself. Perhaps it was from the day she came to the Jin family at the age of five that her life was destined to be ignored.
Although she is sensible, optimistic, positive and optimistic.
For so many years, the people in his Jin family kept her in the dark like a fool.
But so what? She never lacked the courage to start over.
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