"What do you care!" Jin Suting was furious. In her mind, she had already imagined a long scene in which Helan Ruizhe married another woman and didn't want her anymore.
"Alright." Helan Ruizhe hugged the angry Pufferfish in his arms and patted her hair to soothe her. "I'm just worried that someone might forge the old general's handwriting and trick you into returning to the general's mansion. I'll go check it out first. You stay in the East Palace."
"I'm hungry. Let's eat now, okay?"
The little girl in his arms didn't speak for a long time. Helan Ruizhe thought she was still angry. He looked down and saw that there was a small wet spot on his chest. She had been crying.
She listened carefully to Helan Ruizhe's words and felt the unique warmth in his arms.
"I'm sorry." Jin Suting whispered in his arms, "I don't like to be unreasonable. I know you are doing this for my own good. But...but I just can't help but think about it...I don't know why I always feel so insecure, but...maybe after you lied to me last time, I can't help but...can't help but think about whether what you said is true or false...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have doubted you so much..."
She also wanted to give the other party 100% trust, but maybe because of her original family background or because she had been deceived before, she couldn't do it.
When Helan Ruizhe went out, she was left alone in the East Palace and could do nothing but count the birds, the flowers in the garden, and the waves of bees that came to collect nectar today.
These boring behaviors are to tear her apart, see the countless molds growing in her body, laugh at her and finally drive her crazy.
She longed too much for a sense of security and happiness, not the feeling of being together all the time.
But I feel at ease even when you are not around.
Helan Ruizhe had given her this feeling.
"fool."
He patted Jin Suting's thin back from time to time, bent down slightly and rested his head on her shoulder, saying, "It's okay. You can doubt me, question me, or distrust me. I can explain everything to you. For example, I came back late today because I cooked a bowl of red bean and barley porridge for the Queen Mother, the kind you taught me to make. Or for example, I didn't want you to leave the room because I was afraid that you would be seen by others. I wanted to protect you."
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