Chapter 105 Past Events in a Foreign Country (2)
"Come out."
The man gripped the sofa's surface more tightly.
"Almost done." Okiya Subaru said nothing more, lowered his eyes and took off the towels on the man's legs one by one. The red color of the places that had just been scalded by hot water faded, and it seemed to have returned to normal.
"Get out when it's almost done."
Without paying attention to the other party's almost cold and hard voice of expulsion, the man pressed his gun-like hand on the calf and squeezed it hard as if evaluating something.
Although his legs were numb, Suemitsu Sosuke, who had been burying his head in the sofa backrest, still shrank as if he was scalded and subconsciously dodged backwards.
"The leg muscles are severely atrophied. "Feeling that the leg muscles under his hand were completely stiff due to no movement for a long time, Okiya Subaru frowned and suggested, "You should find a caregiver to massage me at least once a week..."
"I don't need it." As if afraid that he didn't understand, the man turned his head slightly, revealing half of his cheek and a dark red eye that even glowed at night, and repeated word by word, "Absolutely not necessary. "
In the darkness, the two looked at each other in silence for a while. Suemitsu Sosuke tried to make his eyes cold and sharp, wanting to drive away the guy who came in and disturbed his rest. The
dark green pupils of the man didn't know what he thought of during the stare, and gradually darkened, and he looked away first.
Before the black-haired man could breathe a sigh of relief, the other party grabbed his scarred leg, and his fingers rolled on the tight muscles of his calf, directly His own example made him hire a caregiver on the spot.
At first, his eyes widened in disbelief, and then the man gritted his teeth and cursed a long-lost curse, "Let me go--"
He wanted to grab the other's hand, but the position made the movement soft. In the end, he could only gather strength and attack Okiya Subaru's shoulders and neck with his hands. It was a fierce attack on the man, but it only made him frown, and his hands did not stop moving for a moment.
"...Muscles will become stiff if they are not pressed for too long, just like your emotions. Keeping pressing will only make your heart and your legs shrink." Okiya Subaru sighed, "I thought you should vent properly. "
My biggest source of emotion right now is that I was clearly ready to rest but was disturbed by you!
Thinking so viciously in his heart, the man sitting on the sofa felt his cheeks suddenly become cold, and this time it was not because of the rain.
His hands that were about to hit the opponent's shoulders froze there, and in the end he could only pull the opponent's clothes viciously, as if he wanted to tear the fabric under his hands.
Whether it was the past that was vivid even if he had not really experienced it, or the high-intensity and continuous missions of the chestnut-haired police officer, the ugly appearance of the drug dealers and the miserable conditions of the victims, the cold gray pupils The white-haired boy was filled with the bloody murders committed by the killer. The dark and gray world in his eyes suddenly burst.
His other aliases sometimes had bad emotions, but he would just cover it up. Most of his friends were not the kind of people who would ask questions unless someone was willing to talk.
Who knew that Shuichi Akai, who was not even a friend, would be so tough and rush over with an axe to chop down the dam he had built!
Once the tears started, he could no longer stop. They fell like beads from a broken string. He bit his lower lip so hard that it broke. He couldn't stop it, and finally he could only lower his head, not wanting the person in front of him to see his expression.
He really couldn't help it. Maybe just like the other person said, he really needed an outlet.
After finally finishing massaging the calf, Okiya Subaru inadvertently moved forward a little as if to massage other parts of the body.
At this time, Suemitsu Sosuke came over and buried his face in the other's shoulder, as if he felt that this posture was better than being seen by that person in his wolf-like state. His tears wet a large area of his clothes in an instant, and the sob in his throat could no longer be hidden when his face was blocked.
Okiya Subaru just silently held the other person's hand. The muscles in the legs that had been tense for months gradually began to massage, and he felt the skin under his hands finally soften. Perhaps these legs that had been hidden under the blanket were connected to the soul of the man. Pressing the muscles in the legs seemed to release the depression in the heart.
He heard the other person's sobbing getting louder and louder, and gradually began to mix in some incoherent words.
The senior who had always been patient and strong buried his face in his shoulder, sobbing and saying things like "I'm so tired" and "It hurts", and didn't forget to curse him as a "bastard" at the end of the sentence.
"I just want to...rest..."
He is here to retire, why is it more tiring than every previous mission?
"...I want to...sleep well..."
He finally let another vest sleep, but he was "fraudulently" accused of having psychological problems. When his throat gets better, he will have to see a psychiatrist.
"It hurts...it hurts...don't bother me..."
Gin Shinei, you are suspicious every day, can't you just have a few days of peace?
"Kill... me..."
Akai Shuichi, wait for me, I will kill you tomorrow when I calm down.
Not knowing that the last sentence was a foreshadowing of his own misfortune, Okiya Subaru pursed his lips at the sobbing with intense pain. He subconsciously wanted to turn his head to look at Suemiku Sosuke because of this sentence, but he forced himself to hold back.
The man with meticulous logic spoke incoherently at this moment, like a child, only uttering childish words such as "I want..." and "OK...", and his shoulders kept shaking, like a swaying mountain ridge about to fall.
From these vague cries, he glimpsed a fragment of the past burned by fire. Subaru Okiya felt as if his heart was being pulled. He stopped massaging and placed his hands soothingly on the layers of scars on the man's calf.
After an unknown amount of time, the broken and hoarse crying sound gradually subsided, and the hands that had been tightly grasping his clothes gradually loosened. The man with glasses then tilted his head to support the other person and asked in a low voice, "Senior.....?"
Not getting any response, Okiya Subaru brushed away the other person's messy black hair, only to find that the man had his eyes closed, with water droplets still hanging on his eyelashes, and his cheeks were wet, ruined by tears, but his expression was relaxed, even his tightly wrinkled brows were loosened, and he had obviously fallen asleep after venting.
After placing Suemiku Sosuke on the sofa and covering him with a blanket, he stood in the dark room in silence for a long time, then went to the kitchen to clean up the broken kettle, and took out the medicine bottles one by one to identify them and put them away.
He opened each bottle of medicine to check the quantity, and thought that the man did not take his body seriously and had never taken medicine. Now he realized that he had taken all the pills he was supposed to take. The guy who was already asleep was actually struggling to live longer in pain that ordinary people could not understand.
Even a little bit is good.
When he finally wiped the water stains on the floor clean, Subaru Okiya came out of the kitchen without any breath of life and found that the man on the sofa had curled himself up into another posture.
His black hair blocked his eyebrows and eyes, and the blanket was hanging on his body, but he was sleeping soundly. The man with glasses walked over and heard a mumbling from his dream.
"Why is it so painful to be alive..."
The sticky and soft voices brought a heavier impact to people than the bells ringing in the temple.
Subaru Okiya even missed his breathing a few times, and he strangled his face and picked up the blanket and covered it again.
"...You have worked hard."
Just take a good rest today.
Author's words:
Thank you for reading (sorry for being late today)
Suemitsu: Is it possible that I struggled so hard not because I was too defensive, but because it was too embarrassing to be held down and stripped Akai
(thinking): Emotions exploded like this, it seems that I have suppressed too much
Suemitsu (no expression): ...Because it is one main body and four vests with five people's emotions. Of course, tomorrow's assassination and extermination are also five people.
Main body + 4 vests: (sharpening knives.jpg) I will kill you when you wake up
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Total: 38 Already returned: 35
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Small drama: Sticking with Tao Tao
Yesterday we agreed to spin blades together today, to be the black and white evil spirits with the peerless double blades
As a result, I got stuck while writing and put the blades back
[9 o'clock in the morning]
Me: Wuwuwuwuwu, it's 9 o'clock, I'm stuck, it's over, it's too late
Tao Tao: Take your time, there's no rush, the most important thing is to cultivate good emotions, emotions and inspiration are the first
In my mind: Vision of an angel with holy light
Me (affectionately): I want to
marry Taotao:? This kind of sweet emotion cannot be shaved.
I am going to marry her (choked up)
(whispering: I have been writing until the early morning for a long time. I have been feeling a little uncomfortable these days. I will try to adjust my schedule. Taotao and I will officially start the health team!)