Chapter 405 You are never alone
Why did Shen Yumo and I come to visit Cheng Xuyuan?
Wasn't it to express our admiration for the author Cheng Xuyuan?
But now, how come we are talking about our own works!
Moreover, there seems to be a strange feeling between Cheng Xuyuan and Shen Yumo.
This feeling is not an ordinary relationship between an author and an editor.
One thought after another surged in Wang Yian's mind, making him more suspicious.
Shen Yumo was not angry about Cheng Xuyuan's comment that his talent was not as good as Wang Yian's.
Although she also writes something, Shen Yumo is still very self-aware of her situation. She knows that she still has some gaps with Wang Yian in many aspects.
However, Cheng Xuyuan's evaluation of himself seemed to show that he was a little too familiar with Wang Yian in front of him.
"Cheng Xuyuan, Yian is very talented. What she lacks now is a direction that suits her. Do you have any good suggestions for this?"
In order to prevent Wang Yian from having wild thoughts about other things, Shen Yumo directly began to guide the topic.
Cheng Xuyuan could sense the meaning of Shen Yumo's words, but he still followed Shen Yumo's words and said: "Yian's writing is very good, and he has accumulated a lot of experience in life."
"The reason why she hasn't produced any works that demonstrate her abilities yet is mainly because she hasn't integrated writing into her life..."
As Cheng Xuyuan spoke, he was thinking about the works of Wang Yian in his memory, and unknowingly, he expressed the pulse of her works.
Wang Yian came to see Cheng Xuyuan, originally just wanting to meet his idol.
But at this moment, listening to Cheng Xuyuan's words, a feeling arose in her heart.
That is, it was really worth coming to see Cheng Xuyuan this time.
This person's words gave me a feeling of enlightenment.
even……
In an instant, she actually felt like she had found a soulmate.
"Cheng Xuyuan, thank you for your guidance. I know what to write next!" Wang Yian looked excited, with a slight tremor in his voice.
Cheng Xuyuan said: "I am very much looking forward to your work."
At this point, he continued, "Yian, I think you need a quiet place to think carefully."
"I live in a place with paper and pen, so I'll lend them to you."
At this point, he said to Shen Yumo, "Let's go out for a walk and don't disturb Yian."
Shen Yumo knew that Cheng Xuyuan had something to say to him.
Although she felt that it was a bit too conspicuous for her to talk to Cheng Xuyuan alone, she still had a vague sense of eager anticipation.
An anticipation of chatting with him.
After all, he is the father of his own children.
Although she didn't want him to know about the child, she was happy for them to talk about it.
At this time, Wang Yian's main attention was on his subsequent writing, so he didn't notice that there was anything wrong with Cheng Xuyuan and Shen Yumo walking out.
She thanked Cheng Xuyuan and began to think about what Cheng Xuyuan had said to her.
Walking out of the room is a small path that is not too wide.
There were not too many pedestrians on the path at this time, and the occasional tinkling sounds were full of the breath of life.
The two people walked on the street, neither speaking at first.
It was as if they really had nothing to say.
"Yian knows that I came from Yanjing Literature and Art, so she thinks I know you." Shen Yumo suddenly said: "The reason why I didn't deny this is because it would be too obvious and too deliberate if I did."
"After all, how could the editor of Yanjing Literature and Art not know the famous Cheng Xuyuan?"
Hearing the words "famous" coming out of Shen Yumo's mouth, Cheng Xuyuan was speechless.
He could sense a hint of sarcasm in Shen Yumo's tone.
Cheng Xuyuan smiled and said, "This is great! If it weren't for Yian, we wouldn't have been able to meet in Donghai."
These words made Shen Yumo's heart tremble.
She couldn't help but think of a dream she had some time ago.
In the dream, she was walking slowly holding the hand of a quiet little boy, and the little boy's other hand was holding Cheng Xuyuan.
Although it was just a dream, this scene took root in her heart.
But after waking up from the dream, she knew very well that such a situation would never come true.
After all, the two are divorced.
And by Cheng Xuyuan's side, there is also Fang Yuqing.
After a moment of hesitation, Shen Yumo suddenly said, "Cheng Xuyuan, Yanjing is very big. I think it is big enough for you to display your talents."
"Here in the East China Sea, I just hope to be able to live a brand new life."
Shen Yumo spoke very calmly, but Cheng Xuyuan could clearly sense the meaning hidden in this calmness.
He looked at Shen Yumo, whose face became more peaceful, and nodded gently, saying, "I came here this time just to see how you are doing."
"When I was about to come, I felt again and again that I shouldn't have come."
"But I still came here under the pretext of having a trip around the East China Sea."
"Seeing that you have friends and things of your own, I feel relieved."
"I hope you can start a new life of your own in the East China Sea."
Shen Yumo smiled and said, "Thank you. I believe I can start a new life as you wish."
"By the way, when will you return to Yanjing?"
"It should be tomorrow. Lao Lan said that they will finish all the performances tonight, rest during the day tomorrow, and set off back to Yanjing in the evening." Cheng Xuyuan said without hiding anything.
He will leave tomorrow night.
Shen Yumo hesitated for a moment, then smiled and said, "I have something to do tomorrow night, so I won't see you off."
"I wish you all the best."
Cheng Xuyuan was not too disappointed that Shen Yumo did not see him off. After all, the connection between the two was slowly decreasing.
"Thank you. I hope you are doing well in the East China Sea."
After saying these words, the two seemed to have no more topics to talk about. After walking for a distance in silence, the two returned to the hotel.
At this time, Wang Yian was also thinking and found her future creative path. Her expression was filled with excitement of breaking free from the shackles.
"Cheng Xuyuan, thank you for your guidance."
"If it weren't for you, I would still be writing nonsense without knowing what I want to express."
At this point, she said solemnly: "How about you come to Donghai and I treat you to a meal?"
“I know where the best snacks are.”
Cheng Xuyuan waved his hand and said, "Thank you Yian, but I'm really too tired these two days, so I won't go to eat the snacks. I appreciate your kindness."
Wang Yian was quite disappointed with Cheng Xuyuan's rejection.
She also wanted to ask Cheng Xuyuan more questions while eating.
The current situation made her not know what to say for a moment.
Although Shen Yumo, who was standing next to Wang Yian, understood Wang Yian's thoughts, he was unwilling to continue the awkward situation with Cheng Xuyuan.
She smiled and said, "Yian, since Cheng Xuyuan is tired, let's not disturb him too much."
"It just so happens that I have some things to deal with at work."
"Let's just say goodbye."
Although Wang Yian was filled with reluctance, after Shen Yumo said so, she had no choice but to wave goodbye to Cheng Xuyuan.
In the evening of the next day, Lan Tianye and his colleagues, who had completed their performance, boarded a train heading north with the farewell of friends such as Wang Xiaoping.
The train roared, Cheng Xuyuan sat on the berth, and waved goodbye to others through the window.
Those who came to see them off included not only Wang Xiaoping and other staff members of the Donghai People's Art Theatre, but also old friends such as Xie Jin, and even a few colleagues from the Donghai Literary Association who they had only met once.
But Shen Yumo was not among these people.
It seems that it is really as Shen Yumo said, she will not come to see him off.
It’s okay if you don’t come!
She now has a new life of her own. Although her life in Yanjing has been disrupted, it is not bad for her to start over in Donghai.
In this way, there will be no guilt in my heart.
“Woo!”
The train roared and moved forward quickly amid the vibration of the rails.
Wang Yian watched the departing train and came to the editorial office of Shanghai Literature and Art with reluctance in his heart.
She is very familiar with this place and can be said to be very familiar with it.
However, when she arrived at the office, she did not find any trace of Shen Yumo.
"Sister Qi, where is Shen Yumo?" Wang Yian asked Sister Qi.
Sister Qi said, "I didn't see her this afternoon. I wonder where she went?"
"Did you know he had something going on?"
Hearing Sister Qi ask this, Wang Yian didn't know how to answer for a moment. He couldn't just say, "Let me talk to her about how I felt when I sent Cheng Xu away."
"Nothing, just want to talk to her for a while."
Sister Qi said, "Why don't you wait for her? Maybe she will be back soon."
Wang Yian hesitated for a moment and said, "Sister Qi, I won't wait for her. It's not an important matter anyway."
"Goodbye, Sister Qi."
Just half an hour after Wang Yian left, Shen Yumo returned to the office with a calm face.
Sister Qi told her about Wang Yian looking for her, and then asked with concern: "Yu Mo, where have you been?"
Shen Yumo said: "It's nothing, I just went to see a friend."
"That's good. Just tell me if you have something to say." Sister Qi not only did not doubt Shen Yumo's answer, but also did not ask any further questions.
Watching her busy sister Qi, Shen Yumo sat upright at her desk. Although she had a manuscript in her hand, the train that was speeding away was still in her mind.
He's gone! Now that he's gone, I don't know when I'll see him again.
Maybe, after this separation, we will never see each other again.
In a daze, she suddenly felt something move in her stomach.
Although she was not sure whether this feeling was real or an illusion.
But at this moment, she felt that there was someone beside her.
I am not fighting alone.
In this strange East China Sea, I am never alone!
Therefore, no matter whether Cheng Xuyuan leaves or not, there is always someone by my side who will never leave me!
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