Chapter 483: I really won’t give what I
can’t give Will Shen Yumo’s aunt come to find her?
Eighty to ninety percent of Cheng Xuyuan's guesses were correct.
After all, the person who was looking for Shen Yumo was Shen Yumo's aunt.
It is quite normal to visit my niece who lives alone in Donghai after the Chinese New Year.
Shen Yumo can use some tricks to prevent Shen Yunliang from finding him.
But it is not an easy thing to prevent her aunt who lives in Donghai from looking for her.
As thoughts flashed through his mind, Cheng Xuyuan did not speak.
Shen Yumo also didn't speak.
Lying on the bed, Cheng Xuyuan usually fell asleep very easily, but this time, he felt like he couldn't fall asleep at all.
One minute, two minutes, three minutes...
"Are you asleep?" Shen Yumo suddenly asked after an unknown amount of time.
Cheng Xuyuan said: "No."
"You don't actually need to worry about whether my aunt will come." Shen Yumo suddenly said, "Whether my aunt comes or not, it actually can't change the fact."
"That's the child. I will definitely give birth to him."
"Whether she comes or not, it won't change this fact."
Hearing Shen Yumo's words, Cheng Xuyuan smiled and said, "Don't you think that you can delay it for a day?"
"oops!"
Shen Yumo suddenly let out a soft exclamation.
This exclamation made Cheng Xuyuan stunned. He quickly sat up and asked, "What's wrong?"
"He kicked me." Shen Yumo said softly.
Cheng Xuyuan naturally knew who this "he" was.
Hearing this, Cheng Xuyuan smiled gently.
He hesitated for a moment, then slowly said, "I want to touch him."
Shen Yumo did not respond to Cheng Xuyuan's request.
In Chen Xuyuan's view, not responding means agreement.
So he moved from the foot of his bed to the head of Shen Yumo's bed.
Shen Yumo did not reject Cheng Xuyuan's coming. When Cheng Xuyuan lay down, he just kept his eyes open and looked at him quietly.
In the dark night, Cheng Xuyuan felt that Shen Yumo's eyes were sparkling.
Cheng Xuyuan did not extend his hand immediately, but looked at Shen Yumo for two seconds before slowly extending his hand.
Just when Cheng Xuyuan's hand fell on Shen Yumo's belly, Shen Yumo's palm suddenly grabbed Cheng Xuyuan's palm, and then gently moved his hand away.
At this moment, Cheng Xuyuan felt that the place where his hand touched moved, as if someone was greeting him.
This greeting made Cheng Xuyuan feel extremely close to him.
It was like a warm current that surged directly into his heart.
He felt this feeling quietly and didn't want to say anything.
In the dark night, apart from the occasional sound of firecrackers, there was no sound at all. I don’t know how much time had passed before Shen Yumo suddenly said, “It would be great if I could go back to the past.”
Hearing this, Cheng Xuyuan sighed softly.
He understood what Shen Yumo meant, but he couldn't go back now.
After all, he now has his own life and someone who loves him deeply and whom he loves back.
Cheng Xuyuan couldn't let his life become a mess because of the child.
Cheng Xuyuan couldn't come up with a good option for Shen Yumo's current situation.
Finally, Cheng Xuyuan said: "I will take good care of you."
After saying this, Cheng Xuyuan suddenly felt that what he said was similar to what the scumbag in his previous life said.
However, at this moment, he seemed to have no other good choice.
Shen Yumo smiled and said, "Thank you, but I hope that when everything is stable in the future, we can interact less."
"I should be able to take care of myself."
Cheng Xuyuan did not refute this, but just nodded slightly.
"When I was at Chengjiazhuang, I really didn't like you." Shen Yumo looked at Cheng Xuyuan and said lightly: "At that time, I just regarded you as a good person."
Hearing the word "good person", Cheng Xuyuan couldn't help but shudder in his heart.
He hurriedly said, "Shen Yumo, I hope we can be friends in the future, so please don't use the word 'good person' to describe me again."
"Someone told me that when a girl says to a boy, 'You are really a good person,' it means that the two of them will just be strangers in this life."
Shen Yumo said frankly: "If my father hadn't suddenly resumed his work, I would have thought about living with you in Chengjiazhuang for the rest of my life."
"I am even ready to tell you my determination."
"But I didn't expect that the resumption of the college entrance examination and my father's resumption of work would come at the same time."
"Did you blame me then?"
When Cheng Xuyuan heard this, he silently thought of the master's memory.
In this master's memory, Cheng Xuyuan saw endless unwillingness.
But in Cheng Xuyuan's opinion, these reluctances are unreasonable.
After all, Shen Yumo is a person, and it is understandable that she chooses a better life for herself without breaking the agreement.
What's more, there are many things that can change at any time.
"It would be a lie to say I don't blame you."
“But slowly I figured it out.”
Cheng Xuyuan connected his own thoughts with those of the master and said: "You have the right to pursue your own life, and I also have the right to choose a better life."
"As we have said before, we are all here to make a living, and there is no such thing as one person apologizing to another."
At this point, Cheng Xuyuan said: "If it weren't for this child, the two of us would become familiar strangers."
"As for this child, I will try my best to be a good father, but I really won't give what I can't give."
Shen Yumo knew what Cheng Xuyuan meant by "can't give". She smiled and said, "Cheng Xuyuan, you have improved so much compared to before."
"I used to feel that marrying you was really unfair to myself."
"But now, I feel that I can't keep up with you. The gap between you and me is getting bigger and bigger."
The two people lay on the bed, no longer looking at each other, and then talked incoherently.
Talk about the past, future plans, and expectations for the child who is about to be born...
Before he knew it, Cheng Xuyuan fell asleep.
Shen Yumo, with his eyes open, looked at Cheng Xuyuan who was sleeping, and slowly closed his eyes.
Although this situation is only temporary, in her heart, she still very much enjoys the feeling of being together.
On New Year's Eve, the two of them got up in the morning and started to get busy.
Cooking, making dumplings...
When the weather was warm at noon, Cheng Xuyuan called Shen Yulin while he and Shen Yumo were strolling downstairs.
Shen Yulin was a little surprised when he heard Shen Yumo's call, but when he heard that Cheng Xuyuan had gone to spend the New Year with Shen Yumo, he became silent.
But in the end, he agreed to tell Shen Yunliang and his wife that Shen Yumo had gone to Gulangyu Island with his friends during the New Year and asked his aunt not to look for Shen Yumo anymore.
On this day, Wang Yian did not come to disturb them.
Only at lunch time did their neighbor Sister Li knock on their door and bring them a portion of steamed pork with rice flour that she had made at home.
At that time, eating meat not only required money but also tickets, food like steamed pork with rice flour was quite precious.
In response to Sister Li's kindness, Cheng Xuyuan gave her a can of beef bought from the Friendship Store as a return gift.
With the arrival of Sister Li and her husband, some of Shen Yumo's colleagues who lived nearby came in groups of three or four in the afternoon.
The purpose of their coming here was, of course, to see Shen Yumo's husband.
Those who can become a family with the editor are naturally cultured people.
There are even many university teachers among them.
For example, Sister Chen’s husband is an associate professor who teaches mechanical knowledge at the university.
However, no matter who he faces, Cheng Xuyuan can perform with ease.
She even talked about mechanics with Sister Chen's husband, who didn't like to talk, for more than an hour, which impressed the associate professor very much.
When the sun sets, most people return to their homes.
After all, at this time, every household has to prepare the New Year’s Eve dinner.
Naturally, there is no time for chatting.
When everyone left, they left behind a pile of melon seed shells, but they also took one thing away, that is, Shen Yumo's husband, who was a very skilled engineer.
Looking at Cheng Xuyuan who was sweeping, Shen Yumo said with some admiration: "I didn't expect that you even understand mechanics."
"I like reading, and I read a lot of different books, so I can talk about a little bit of everything."
"But they are not very refined." Cheng Xuyuan said modestly.
He put away the melon seed shells and suggested to Shen Yumo: "We don't need to make too much for the New Year's Eve dinner tonight."
“Just make four dishes.”
Shen Yumo didn't object: "Let's heat up the steamed pork with rice flour that Sister Li sent, and the fried meatballs that Sister Chen brought. Let's make a cold dish and stir-fry some lotus root cubes."
"By the way, I bought firecrackers. Let's set them off after dinner." Cheng Xuyuan said with a smile as he listened to the crackling sounds of firecrackers outside the window.
Shen Yumo hesitated for a moment and said, "I won't go down."
"My heart beat a little faster when I heard the sound of the cannons."
"How about this, I'll stand by the window and watch while you set off the fireworks."
Cheng Xuyuan looked at Shen Yumo's situation and didn't force him. He smiled and said, "Then you have to watch carefully later."
Since the food was ready, the two of them finished their meal quickly.
Cheng Xuyuan went downstairs with the cannon, while Shen Yumo sat on the chair that Cheng Xuyuan had prepared for him in front of the window, watching quietly.
Under the dim light, many people were setting off firecrackers in front of the building.
The sound of firecrackers and children's laughter, one after another, turned into continuous music, echoing continuously in the night sky.
Shen Yumo waited quietly, and soon she saw the familiar photography.
He lit the firecrackers, and then there was a crackling sound.
Standing in front of the window, looking at his face looming in the night sky, Shen Yumo felt a slight smile in his heart.
This was their first official New Year's Eve together! It was also very likely their last New Year's Eve together.
But now, she is really happy.
After all, she didn't have to be alone in the East China Sea for a year.
A firework suddenly exploded outside the window, brightening the dim sky.
The new year is about to begin!
(End of this chapter)
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