Chapter 368 Extra 7: Fox Nine's Two Thousand Word Love Letter
Fox Nine: When you see this letter, I have already failed in my confession.
Dear Dr. Jiang,
Hello!
I am Fox Nine, and I am going to confess to you tomorrow. I am nervous and excited at the moment.
I haven't read many books, and probably can't write nice love words, maybe they're even a little nonsensical, but what I'm writing down at this moment is how I feel right now. I hope you don't dislike this love letter. Well, it should be a love letter.
This is my first time writing a love letter, so I'm a little inexperienced, please don't mind.
Dr. Jiang, the first time I met you was in that narrow and damp alley in Exile Star. Do you remember?
You probably don’t remember it, but whether you remember it or not, I remember it.
That alley was dirty, messy and poor, and there were many people who could not afford a room to live in.
My brother and I came here penniless, and this alley was just a place for us to sleep temporarily.
It was quite ordinary and nothing worth remembering.
But that night I met you.
I don't know how to describe the first time I saw you.
It's like being attracted by the crowd at first sight.
Really, Dr. Jiang, that feeling is so wonderful. It seems that those people have become your foils, and only your figure is clear.
It feels like you can't control your gaze or your mood, and your eyes and mood follow you as you walk.
For the first time, I felt a sense of loss of control.
But your temperament makes me realize that we may not be from the same world.
It is even more unlikely that we will have any intersection.
But I didn't think too much about it that night.
I only remember that in the dim light when all kinds of stinky smells of garbage and sour smells of sweat were overwhelming me, the moment you passed by, you brought with you a burst of refreshing fragrance.
That fragrance seemed to strongly occupy my five senses
The fragrance was not overbearing, and was even ethereal, but it completely hooked me.
When you passed by, I noticed that your wrist was extremely white, as if it was whiter than the moon I saw when I was a child.
The heartbeat at that moment was completely unstoppable.
It looked even better when I saw you calmly pull out a gun and point it at the orc.
I can't help but fall in love with you.
You were wearing a mask at that time because the air in the outer city was not as fresh as the air in the inner city and was still slightly polluted. I guess that was why you wore an oxygen mask.
I can't see your face, but I still can't help falling in love with you.
I can't describe my mood that night. It was like the lingering summer thunder on a rainy day, filling my heart with a noisy feeling. It was also as humid and hot as summer, and my body temperature couldn't help but rise along with it.
It was an extremely out-of-control feeling, as if one's body and soul were being controlled by someone else and one couldn't suppress it.
But I didn’t feel sad. Instead, I felt happier and happier.
It was a kind of soul-proven happiness. I had never experienced this feeling before. That kind of loss of control was happy and not annoying.
This feeling is very, very happy. I can't find a more accurate word to describe it. It's probably like candy stuck on your chest, the sweetness spreading and extremely sticky.
After seeing you leave this alley, I suddenly fell into another very lonely mood.
I stared at the direction you left, watching you walk further and further away, and my mood fell to an extremely low point.
I have never experienced this feeling before. It was like two extreme emotions were fluctuating and colliding with each other all of a sudden. It was really the first time in my life that I experienced this.
You left this alley and I think you were heading towards that bar.
And I guess you will have to pass through this alley again when you come back from the bar.
So after a busy and tiring day, I should have gone to bed early.
But that night I opened my eyes wide and kept looking at the alley, thinking that someone would appear there.
That person will come back, and I don't want to lose the chance to see you.
Sure enough, you came back in the middle of the night. My wait was not in vain.
I watched you walk past, and at that time I hoped so much that you would notice my gaze and suddenly turn your head to look at me, but I was very timid, afraid that you would suddenly turn your head to look at me, and then see the love in my eyes that I couldn't hide.
I'm afraid that you will look at me with disgust.
At that time, I was lying in such a dirty place, and my clothes were also dirty. I was originally a white fox orc, but my hair was like covered with a layer of dust, which did not look good at all. At that time, I hoped that you would suddenly notice me, but I didn’t want you to see me.
When you walked over, you were no longer wearing the mask. I saw your face clearly, and you were just as beautiful as I imagined.
At that time I told my brother that I wanted to pursue you.
My brother said I was dreaming and told me to stop dreaming, but I still wanted to give it a try.
But I don’t want to meet you again in this identity. I want to become glamorous and stand next to you.
That night I was obviously very tired, but my brain was extremely excited and I couldn't sleep at all. Your shadow was all in my mind.
Later, I planned to find out where you lived. You were a pharmacist. When I was thinking about how to get to know you, my brother happened to be sick and went to you for treatment. We got to know each other naturally and added each other's contact information on the optical brain.
At that time, I felt that we were particularly destined to be together and that we would definitely have a future.
After that incident, I like you even more.
I want to work hard to become excellent, so excellent that when I stand next to you, others will envy me.
But accidents always come unexpectedly. You happened to meet me when I was picking up trash and fighting with others. At that time, the blood rushed to my head, and I suddenly realized the inferiority hidden deep in my heart.
But when facing others, I obviously don’t have this feeling, but after meeting your eyes, my fingers inevitably curl up.
Maybe I always want to meet you in an exceptionally beautiful way, rather than meeting you in a dirty and messy way, with people fighting on the street, snatching garbage, etc.
Sorry, when I think about it, I seem to have said too much.
Do you find it annoying when I say this?
If this annoys you, I'm very sorry.
But these are my true feelings.
I have never liked anyone else. The first person I liked was you, and I still like you now.
What happened afterwards caused us to separate for a long time, and I couldn't contact you. When we met again, I didn't want to miss this opportunity again, and I wanted to tell you about my secret love for you.
Dr. Jiang, I like you. Can I be your beastly husband?
Dr. Jiang, I really, really, really like you!
Fox Nine put pen to paper.
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