Okay, today I can tell you the truth.

My mother's illness relapsed. She had chemotherapy and surgery two and a half years ago, and she has been recovering well in the past two years. Her physical condition is even better than before she got sick. Only then could I write this book "Little Cabinet Elder" with peace of mind. However, during the routine checkup before the holiday, I found that the indicators had gone up...

This happened very suddenly, and my wife, father, and I returned to the darkest moment two and a half years ago. Although I kept telling myself to be strong and give strength to those around me, the familiar yet strange feeling of tearing tormented me all the time, making me unable to sleep every night.

It happened to be the National Day, so the doctors were not on duty and I couldn't get admitted to the hospital. I was in a state of helpless rage.

I went to the hospital early this morning and finally saw the doctor. I got everything done and felt relieved. Now I can proceed with the treatment step by step.

Then I explained a few questions everyone had. First, why didn’t I tell you earlier? Who would be willing to admit it before seeing the doctor’s final confirmation? And my mother sometimes read my books, so I couldn’t explain it at the time.

Second, why not just take a long vacation? Those who have similar patients at home know that this kind of treatment is a long process. For example, chemotherapy is done in stages, staying in the hospital for a few days, going home to rest for half a month or twenty days, and then doing it again. In addition, my wife and father are trying their best to reduce my burden, so I can still work most of the time.

Third, my next work plan. Of course, I will write as much as I can within the controllable range, and strive to finish the book as soon as possible. But after finishing the book, I will definitely stop for a long time to complete those unfinished commitments.

In fact, I am very reluctant to finish this book. This Japanese world we have built together for two years is a good haven for escaping reality. This is especially true for me now...

But in this situation, it is inevitable to ask for leave from time to time. For example, today, I can only update once again...

Anyway, I'm really sorry, but I really don't want this to happen...

Finally, I still say that, young readers, do whatever you want to do while you are young... Don't wait, many people around you can't wait...

I will leave this chapter until tomorrow night and then delete it.