"Have you really made up your mind?"
He asked her.
Su Ruo felt that there was something wrong with his expression.
Although, he has always been serious, but now it seems a little too serious...
It seemed like they were not discussing marriage, but going to war... Although he was indeed going to the battlefield later... So was it because of this?
Does she feel guilty because she thinks that once they get married he will have to go to a remote and unstable military area, leaving her alone at home and they may not see each other for several years?
But this was not told to her at the beginning. That was why he needed a calm and strong wife.
So, what is there to feel guilty about?
He didn't even think about the fact that without him, how could she live a peaceful life?
She held the stack of drawings, smiled at him, and said, "Of course I have made up my mind. You don't have to feel guilty at all. Without you, I might be a lonely soul now."
She wasn't exaggerating at all.
This farm, without him and the troops he led, would be nothing more than a gloomy tomb to her. All the people were talking and laughing, as if they had flesh and blood, but to her, they were all gloomy, with menacing fangs... Perhaps some of them had no ill intentions themselves, but that was just the end of it.
But this person always seemed cold and distant, always serious and rarely smiled.
Unlike the others, he didn't have all kinds of smiles and greetings, but he was the only one here who dragged her out of this grave.
She said, "Don't you know how much others envy me? They say I really don't know how lucky I am to have you willing to marry me."
Of course, most people say it’s because she has an attractive face.
But she knew it wasn't.
She whispered, "I also feel like I didn't know what good I had done... You're the best thing that's happened to me in a while, so of course I made up my mind."
At this moment, she looked up at him, her face was as pale as snow, as if it would melt at the touch of a finger, but her eyes were black and bright.
Such a look, gentle yet firm, can even give people other illusions in a trance.
The sweet and seductive illusion will make people sink.
He reached out and stroked her hair, then took a deep breath and said, "It's cold outside, let's go back first."
Just now he almost couldn't restrain himself and did something inappropriate.
for.
Su Ruo felt a little embarrassed for what she had just said.
She hummed, and seeing that he was about to hand her the umbrella, she said, "You can take it back. I'm at the door right now. I can run back in a few steps."
He did not insist, but just walked further in and sent her to the gate of the yard. He watched her trot into the house, and then stood at the gate of the yard for a while before leaving.
After Su Ruo returned to the house, he took off his coat, sat on the bed, lit the kerosene lamp, turned it over, and spread out the drawings he had just brought back to look at them.
After watching for a while, someone sat on her bed.
It’s Sister Mei.
There are four people living in this room, and the other two are not here. They must have gone to wash or visit the next door neighbor.
Sister Mei asked, "Xiao Su, Captain Han, is he serious about you?"
Su Ruo turned to look at her.
She didn't want to show off, but she also didn't want to listen to any more of her "well-intentioned advice" that was meant to stir up people's hearts. No matter how much her relationship with the people here improved in the future, even though she didn't blame them from the bottom of her heart for what happened in the past, they could never be friends again.
She hummed, and said, "The marriage application has been approved, and we will get married in a while."
Sister Mei was shocked.
At that moment, the surprise and disbelief in her eyes were barely concealed.
After a long while, she said, "But the military is not very strict in approving marriages. What's your background? Also, has Captain Han's family agreed?"
I heard that Captain Han’s family has some background.
Su Ruo was stunned.
At this moment, it suddenly occurred to me that the two of them had never discussed his family affairs.
But she never liked to follow Sister Mei's ideas.
"I said, there is nothing wrong with my ingredients."
It is true that there are problems with her family background, but as long as no one deliberately picks it out, it can be said that there is no problem.
She looked at her and said, "I think Zhao Qiang probably wanted to tell me this when he came to me. As long as I agree to his conditions, he can help me solve the ingredient problem?"
Sister Mei looked a little unhappy for a moment.
She said, "Xiao Su, are you still blaming me for that?"
She clearly felt that since that incident, she didn't want to listen to her anymore.
She said, "Xiao Su, I didn't mean to hurt you when I told Zhao Qiang about that. I misunderstood you before, thinking that it would be impossible for you to find Captain Han, and that being with Zhao Qiang was the best way out. You didn't know..."
"Sister Mei,"
Su Ruo didn't want to know her reasoning.
She interrupted her and said, "I know you may have good intentions."
"But next time there is a girl in the same situation as me, if you really want to express your kindness, even if you don't dare to go against some people and don't dare to help her openly, then when there is no one around like now, give her a bandage, some ointment or something to encourage her. Instead of brainwashing her with the man you think is the best person for her to marry in her situation, telling her that she has no other way out except marrying this man... Sister Mei, people are different. You may think a man is good, but others may not think so. But a bandage, some ointment, a look of genuine concern and encouragement, rather than sympathy and pity for you, is the warmth that everyone needs."
Sister Mei's face was full of colors.
Su Ruo sighed, stretched out her head to blow out the lamp, and said, "It's cold, go to bed early."
The following days were uneventful.
But after the Lunar New Year, Su Ruo fell off the river bank due to an accident.
After Han Zecheng rescued her, he consulted an old Chinese doctor, who said that she had caught a cold and needed to be well taken care of, otherwise her body might develop a chronic illness... This was also the reason why she had been doing excessive farm work for a long time before, but her nutrition was completely insufficient... Well, what nutrition was there? Just a little bit of dark-faced steamed buns every day.
But she was an educated youth working on the farm, and she would not stop working just because a Chinese medicine doctor said so.
After Han Zecheng consulted her opinion, the two of them got married directly, and then moved her household registration from the farm educated youth to his army unit.
However, the official wedding date was set for March 6, which is the second day of the second month in the lunar calendar, commonly known as the Dragon Raising its Head, and is also the Spring Farming Festival in Jiang County.
The calendar says it’s a good time to get married.
The wedding was held on the farm.
Political Commissar Qu came all the way from the military region to hold the wedding for the two. Han Heping and Wu Guizhi's family from Hanjia Village also came over.
This was the first time Su Ruo met Wu Guizhi.
Although Wu Guizhi looked a little stern at this time and seemed difficult to get along with, she was not as exaggerated as later on. She even gave her a red envelope of two yuan and told her that Lao Er's family was alone in the new house: "Alas, Lao Er is not young anymore. Children of his age in the village can run around everywhere, but he has been dragging his feet. Later, he finally got engaged to the girl named Zhou whom he met when he was in school. I didn't expect that when his father got into trouble, the girl changed her mind and married another man in a blink of an eye... This really worries me."
"Fortunately, I kept nagging him... I said that if he still refused to get married, I would find him a wife in the countryside. Well, I didn't expect that he would get married in less than half a year. Second brother's family, if you hear any gossip, don't take it to heart. Don't worry, even if his heart is not with you, you can live at home while he is in the army. When you have children in the future, you can live at home. I will definitely treat you as my own daughter."
Su Ruo:......? ? ?
When Han Zecheng returned to his new house after entertaining his comrades, Su Ruo had already been beaten up by Wu Guizhi.
He saw Su Ruo sitting on the bed blankly and said, "Are you hungry? I saw you didn't eat much at night."
Su Ruo shook her head.
She looked up at him. She was still a little dazed before...she didn't know why he wanted to marry her.
It seemed like there were all kinds of reasons, but she still felt like something was missing... Later he treated her very well, and she had a slight thought in her mind that maybe he liked her a little.
But after listening to Wu Guizhi's words, she realized what was missing.
It was because he married his fiancée whom he met when he was in school, and his mother was nagging him to get married all the time, and she just met his requirements, and he happened to hear her asking him to introduce someone to someone...everything came together.
She touched her chest, not knowing what it felt like.
When Han Zecheng saw her look, his heart ached, and his original joy faded by seven points.
He said, "You go to sleep first, I'll go take a shower and come back."
When he came back she was already lying on the bed.
He sat down in front of the bed, and she turned to look at him, then sat up as well.
He said, "Don't worry. If you don't like it, we can still get along as before. In the future...when you don't need this marriage anymore, we can separate."
Su Ruo was stunned.
No. What is he talking about?
Since she agreed to marry him, she must be serious about it.
Even if the person he had in his heart before was someone else...it's actually no big deal. People will probably forget about it as they live their lives. What's more, she believes in him. With his character and sense of responsibility, he will definitely not be thinking about a woman who has already married someone else after marrying her.
Yeah, why did she have such a wrong idea before?
Why are you still having such awkward emotions?
She pulled herself together, shook her head, and said, "What are you talking about? Didn't you tell me before that marriage is a very serious matter?"
She closed her eyes, then leaned over and hugged him.
This is her first time after all
It was him who was doing this kind of thing, so he was very nervous and his hands were shaking.
She hugged him and said, "I will be a good soldier's wife and live a good life with you."
He felt her tremble.
In fact, he smelled the faint fragrance on her body and felt her thin arms softly around his neck, and his whole body suddenly tensed up... He had to admit that at this moment he didn't know how long he had been craving for her. He wanted her, and he didn't care even if she was just grateful to him.
He reached out and hugged her, then fell asleep on top of her.
There is no need for any guidance afterwards, I just follow my instinct and it's unstoppable.
But at the last moment he stopped, panting and asked her, "Won't you regret it?"
Su Ruo would never regret it.
She felt that it was foolish to think too much... She saw that his eyes were dark, but they seemed to be burning... At this moment she clearly saw what she wanted.
She kissed his lips, resisting the feeling of her heart about to jump out, she stretched out her legs to wrap around him, and said, "I don't regret it. Anyway, you said that I would leave when I want to, so I'll stay with you now."
Han Zecheng's heart sank.
But this did not cool down his current impulse at all, but instead aroused more suppressed emotions and possessive feelings.
He bit her and pressed forward without any hesitation.
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"Wow wow wow"
Su Ruo was dazed and heard a baby crying. She felt a sharp pain in her head and opened her eyes.
Snow-white walls, snow-white curtains, and the snow-white world outside... She was a little confused for a moment and didn't know where she was.
But this confusion probably only lasted for two seconds.
Because the baby's crying continued.
She turned her head to look in the direction where the child was crying, and saw Aunt Zhang holding the child and coaxing him. Her expression was rare and loving and patient... It was Nan Nan.
She finally remembered the child she had given birth to, but the feeling of looking at Aunt Zhang holding her at this moment seemed like a lifetime ago.
"Mom, are you awake?"
Su Ruo was just about to call out to Aunt Zhang, but was interrupted by a surprised voice.
She looked away and lowered her head, and saw a small head in front of the bed...exactly the same as when she woke up in Hanjia Village.
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