Su Ruo probably instinctively sensed something when he reached out and pinched her chin.
But everything happened in just a flash, and she instinctively closed her eyes. When he kissed her and his breath invaded her, her head buzzed and she could no longer think of anything.
But she subconsciously still wanted to push him away, but he restrained himself from doing so. If she did, how could she stop him with her limited strength?
Su Ruo struggled for a bit, but soon fell limp in his arms.
When Su Ruo recovered, he had already carried her to the sofa and held her in his arms, with her clothes in disarray.
He touched her cheek and said, "Is this what you mean?"
Su Ruo blushed and turned away, not wanting to look at him.
Her heart was pounding and she had no idea how things had turned out to this point.
But the way he said it made it seem like she wanted it this way.
She was embarrassed and annoyed.
Thinking of the last time he asked her to "get out" after kissing her, she blurted out in shame and anger: "Why are you holding me? Didn't you let me go after your impulse?"
Han Zecheng was stunned.
He immediately thought of something...that was what happened more than a month ago. This girl actually still holds a grudge against him for kissing her and then asking her to leave?
Isn't that for her?
But that's no good explaining.
He stroked her back, sighed, then lowered his head and kissed her gently, pecking her cheek slowly like a dragonfly touching the water, and then her lips, but only gently, carefully, and without lust, as if he was kissing something precious.
After all, she was still young and had lost her memory.
He didn't want things to develop to this point when she was still ignorant and trusted and relied on him.
Because he was afraid that once he started, he would no longer be able to control his heart.
But things are still out of control.
Su Ruxian was still shy and annoyed, pouting her lips and turning her head away, but he hugged her, so gently, so cherishingly, without any of his usual coldness and seriousness, and her heart softened and she felt a little dizzy.
She closed her eyes, and only her trembling eyelashes and her small hands tightly grasping his clothes revealed her nervousness.
He kissed her, and finally held her in his arms before he lost control. His breathing became heavy and his heart was pounding. He wanted to say to her, "If you continue like this, don't ever talk to me about breaking up again."
But the words were never spoken.
She is still a little girl now.
He spends every day with her and he knows himself. He appears a little distant and cold, but in fact he indulges her in every way, so it is not surprising that she gradually falls in love with him.
But she would be going to college soon, and he had no confidence in such a relationship.
But if he indulged himself and got too deeply involved, and she wanted to leave but he refused to let go, that would not be the scene he wanted to see.
So he didn't want to indulge his emotions too much.
He said, "Last time I was afraid I couldn't control myself and scared you."
"And now?"
She said.
Now?
She teased him like that, and even a saint couldn't control himself.
He bent down and kissed her, and said, "Are you scared?"
Su Ruo blushed, she snorted, thought of something, and asked instead of answering, "If it wasn't me, there would be someone else who would be your wife. Would you treat her like this?"
This statement is really unreasonable.
Su Ruo also knew that what he said was wrong.
But she asked with confidence.
Maybe he's a little too spoiled.
Han Zecheng frowned and asked, "What are you thinking about?"
This was too graphic and made him feel a little uncomfortable.
But Su Ruo was naturally not satisfied with such an answer. She turned her face away and snorted.
She is usually very well-behaved, but I didn't expect that she has so many bad tempers now.
But her look, even a hum, was like tickling his heart, making him feel itchy and happy, and he just wanted to press her into his arms and kiss her again.
But in the end, reason prevailed.
He helped her straighten her clothes and said softly, "I'll go get you a glass of water."
But she looked at him, her hands still tugging at his clothes.
He didn't understand, and then he saw her look away, and then whispered: "Well, now you...you kiss me, will you be responsible?"
He was stunned, then his heart was agitated, and a sour emotion surged in his heart and chest. He lowered his head and bit her nose tip, and said, "Okay, I'll take responsibility."
As long as you are willing.
Her face was flushed, and she looked so pitiful and touching.
He couldn't help but lower his head and kiss her for a while. When he let her go, her little hands were still tightly grasping his clothes. He said in a hoarse voice: "Ruoruo, do you want me to continue like this?"
As he spoke, his men exerted a little more strength.
Su Ruo felt a current running through her body and her toes, her bones going numb. She pushed him away and pulled the small blanket on the sofa to cover herself. After a while, she cursed, "Go away."
This guy looks serious, how could he be so bad?
******
In the evening, the two continued to read.
But this time, they no longer sat at their own desks. Instead, Han Zecheng sat on the sofa, while Su Ruo stayed beside him and flipped through a book.
Han Zecheng wanted her to go to the desk and take a good look.
But Su Ruo pursed her lips and looked at him accusingly for two seconds, and then he surrendered.
It's not Su Ruo's fault. She is actually only 18 years old now, and this is her first love. Although she is still ignorant, it is human nature to want to get close to the person you like after falling in love.
However, Su Ruo has a pure heart. She likes to be close to others, and unless he does anything, there will be no lust involved.
It's just that she trusts him, likes him being by her side, and cherishes her feelings, which makes her feel very safe and sweet.
She could quickly get into the book by flipping through it next to him. Sometimes she would discuss it with him, express her feelings, listen to his opinions, or ask him to help her recite the book... She thought that this was a very efficient way to read.
But Han Zecheng is different.
She stayed close to him like this, and her body, having just taken a shower, had a faint scent of soap and her own unique fragrance.
He had tasted it only before.
Whenever she moved, her hair would touch his neck and arms.
She would always get close to him inadvertently, hug his arm, or rub against his chest. She was wearing a loose nightgown, so if he lowered his head, he would see something he shouldn't see...
How come he didn't know she was like this before?
Even a saint can be driven mad by her.
But what can he do?
I can only bear it.
Read with her.
He always considered himself cold-blooded.
He never needs to consider self-control and willpower, because he is so cold-blooded that he doesn't need these things to restrain himself.
But I just realized now... no, I realized it before... there were big problems when I met her.
In the past, he couldn't believe that he actually had a lustful problem... Although he only liked her, he discovered it and controlled it very well.
Now in front of her, the army was completely defeated.
Maybe God sent her to test him.
Finally, after ten o'clock, when it was time for them to go to bed, he took her book, held her down and kissed her until she cried.
But he carried her to bed and prepared to continue sleeping on his folding hard bed.
Su Ruo hugged him and murmured, "Actually, actually, why don't you sleep over here? That bed is very uncomfortable, right?"
Han Zecheng touched her face and said, "Don't you want to sleep tonight?"
Su Ruo was stunned for a moment, then looked up and met his eyes.
The ink was dark and there seemed to be a raging storm inside. For a moment, her heart was pounding and she was filled with panic.
She pushed him away, pulled back the quilt and huddled down on the bed, then pulled the quilt up to her chin and muttered, "Go to sleep."
Han Zecheng looked at her, smiled silently, then turned around and turned off the lights.
******
Lust is like a Pandora's box.
Once the relationship between the two people begins, it will never be possible to return to its previous state.
Although Han Zecheng was still restraining himself and was not a person who showed his emotions, and his life seemed to be no different from before, he could not stand the change in Su Ruo's attitude.
Su Ruo already regarded him as her lover.
Unintentional coquetry and closeness can wear on people's hearts, so no matter how restrained Han Zecheng is, the two of them still can't do without kissing and caressing each other every day.
Although this is often a mixture of sweetness and torture for him, he doesn't even know whether it is sweeter or more torturous.
Especially after several times, Su Ruo was no longer just passive.
The more she knew, the more she enjoyed challenging his self-control. Every time she was about to get angry, she would be bullied badly by him and then she would feel afraid.
If Han Zecheng hadn't been concerned that she had only a dozen days left before the college entrance examination, he would have been so irritated by her that he wouldn't have wanted to endure it.
But even though he was tortured badly by her.
It would make her cry.
But usually I pamper her more.
He had always doted on her.
It's even worse now.
Even though he still looks the same on weekdays, in fact, no one knows what he treats her as. Not only does he not get involved in daily housework, he even helps wash her underwear.
At first Su Ruo was not used to it, but he said to her, "You have to do everything by yourself when I'm not around." These words softened Su Ruo's heart. To be honest, she didn't know whether she was feeling soft-hearted or uncomfortable.
She said, "I have been doing it myself since I was a child."
She has always taken care of her own affairs.
When he heard her say that, he glanced at her, then lowered his eyes and continued doing what he was supposed to do.
But Su Ruo thought back to the five years that she had forgotten. They had been married for five years, but the two of them had basically spent no time together.
Thinking of this, Su Ruo let him do what he wanted.
But I still insist on cooking dinner every day.
But sometimes Su Ruo would still sigh while he was washing dishes: "I originally wanted to take Guoguo to live in the dormitory when I go to college, but now I doubt whether I can do it."
She wasn't kidding, she had lost her memory and didn't know how she had taken care of Han Guo before.
But now it is Han Zecheng who bathes Han Guo every day and plays games and boxing with him at night and on weekends... She is afraid that she can't take good care of him.
At least it wouldn't make him as happy as it does now.
Han Zecheng looked up at her. He wanted to let him stay in the military area, but just because he could go home every day during this period of time did not mean that he would be able to go home every day in the future.
He belongs to the field army, and will not have long-term peace. Once he goes on a mission, it is likely to take at least a month, or even several months or a year.
So not only could he not ask Guoguo to stay, he was even hesitant about keeping her.
But day by day, Su Ruo felt that she seemed to understand him better.
Actually, what my sister-in-law said seems to be quite right.
Another day, he gave her a book called "Self-study Series of Mathematics, Physics and Chemistry" for no apparent reason.
Su Ruo was surprised and asked him, "How did you get this?"
You should know that this book is only sold in Shanghai, but every time there is news that Xinhua Bookstore sells it, long queues will form outside in the middle of the night, and it will be sold out as soon as the store opens in the morning. Ordinary people can't buy it at all.
Han Zecheng showed no expression and said calmly, "I heard that this book is very useful, so I asked someone to buy it for you."
"But, I..."
Su Ruo was about to say that she already had one, but her gaze stopped abruptly when she saw the gloomy look on his face.
She already had it, but what she had was a handwritten copy.
It was a handwritten copy given to her by her fellow educated youth from the commune primary school in Hanjia Village.
He went to great lengths to buy this book, so he might have been bothered by it for a long time.
She still takes it out and uses it every day.
For a moment, Su Ruo felt a little funny and a little distressed.
She stepped forward and grabbed his arm, then stood on tiptoe and kissed his chin, whispering, "Thank you."
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