"If you don't need to go to the countryside and can continue to go to college, will you take the initiative to break up your engagement with him and come to me?"
Su Ruo heard him ask her this.
She was stunned, because this question instantly took her mind back to the memories of half a year ago.
At that time, she was happily preparing to go to college, because she could finally leave that home and was extremely excited that she would no longer have to face Lin Wanhua and Su Jia.
At that time, she and Yuan Chengyang had been engaged for two years.
Even if her feelings towards him are different from her feelings towards Han Zecheng...
But she also knew that he was really worried about her. As long as she got a little closer to other boys, he would get nervous and angry.
He said that if I betrayed him, he would die.
He was such a gentle and proud person, but every time he changed color and panicked, it was because of her. She could always deceive him easily. After he knew about her pranks, he never blamed her and always indulged her...
Uncle Yuan and Aunt Shu treated her like their own daughter.
Teach her from a young age, teach her to read, write and draw, comfort her when she is wronged at home, guide her out of bad emotions, tell her that there are many beautiful things in this world, and many things to do, and that she should not let herself live in darkness because of grievances.
Can she ask Yuan Chengyang to cancel the engagement?
She could imagine what kind of storm would arise in the Su and Yuan families if she brought it up.
And she believed that the result would not be what she wanted...the engagement would definitely not be cancelled smoothly.
She would just stab Yuan Chengyang in the heart.
Let him become extreme... She actually didn't know what he would do.
She could accept that she had a bad background and Yuan Chengyang left her.
But she couldn't open her mouth.
That was what the young girl owed Yuan Chengyang and Aunt Shu, for protecting her and teaching her when she had no ability to protect herself and no sense of right and wrong.
In fact, she was very skeptical about the authenticity of Yuan Chengyang and Su Jia being together.
She also wondered why Yuan Chengyang would agree to break off the engagement with her just because she came to the countryside due to her bad background.
But the facts are the facts.
She didn't want to think about it.
The life in front of us is always more important.
Su Ruo frowned and said nothing.
His face seemed to be troubled by something and was a little pale.
Her hesitation was a torture to him.
It even led him to misunderstand that she didn't dislike Yuan Chengyang, but she chose him because Yuan Chengyang gave up on him and was with someone else.
What if he didn't?
Is Yuan Chengyang still in love with her now?
His heart seemed to be grabbed by something and it ached violently.
When he asked this question, he was not actually asking about the hypothesis.
He is not so emotional as to dwell on a hypothetical question.
He was just testing her attitude.
Test her feelings towards Yuan Chengyang, test her attitude towards their engagement...
He felt as if he could not control himself and wanted to get up and leave, but as he thought so, he not only did not leave, but reached out and held her, one hand on her shoulder, the other hand touching her face, and said: "Are you hesitating?"
The voices didn't even sound like his own.
Su Ruo nodded.
The last string in Han Zecheng's mind was finally snapped, and his hands suddenly clenched as if he wanted to clamp them into her shoulders.
But then I heard her continue: "I'm thinking about how to cancel the engagement, it seems difficult... Should I report myself, then drop out of college and go to the countryside to find you? But what if by mistake I go somewhere else? After all, if it's just a little bit wrong, everything may change... ah..."
Han Zecheng was stunned, then loosened his hand.
But Su Ruo realized later that her shoulder blade seemed to be broken.
The pain is so numb.
It was so painful that she couldn't react. She looked up at him and said, "It hurts. Why are you doing it so hard?"
Han Zecheng did not answer her.
He pulled her into his arms, lowered his head and grabbed her lips, then pushed closer, hooked her tongue, held it in his mouth, and sucked it so hard that Su Ru felt a pain and numbness.
He rubbed her so hard that Su Ruo felt like she was about to be broken or crushed by him.
Su Ruo was moved to tears by him. She pushed and hit him while sobbing, but when he really wanted to use force, her resistance was completely useless... When he let go of her mouth and bit her neck, Su Ruo cried out and said, "Han Zecheng, what are you doing? I'm going to die, I'm going to be killed by you..."
At this moment, I don't care about the ambiguity of this sentence.
When Han Zecheng heard her crying, he seemed to slowly come to his senses and slowly let go of her.
She is still crying.
He reached out and gently touched the place where he had just held her, then carefully touched her neck, and suddenly felt extremely regretful.
But there was no point in saying anything at this time. I could only hug her, pat her and coax her, saying, "Okay, it's my fault. I thought you were hesitating, thinking you were hesitating between him and me. Ruoruo, don't hesitate, don't hesitate at all."
Any hesitation would mean that she still has feelings for him.
As long as there is still a little affection, if he is not by her side, and that person is by her side for a long time, and the two of them are together day and night, there is a possibility that the previous feelings will be rekindled.
Su Ruo felt so wronged.
She lay in his arms and sobbed, letting him rub her. After a while, she sobbed, "Why are you hesitating? I must come back to find you. Otherwise, what will happen to Guoguo? Where can I find Guoguo?"
No matter what the reason is, whether it is voluntary, accidental or objective, there is already such a life, and if you miss it...
Besides, she has never met Han Zecheng, so she doesn't know what it's like to love someone.
But since I've already fallen in love, it's even more impossible for me to continue being with Yuan Chengyang.
Otherwise, even if they were together, it would not be fair to Yuan Chengyang.
And there's Guoguo. She can't erase Guoguo's birth... She was really shocked when she thought of this. This is absolutely not possible.
Han Zecheng choked suddenly.
She said she must come back, but not for him, but for Guoguo...
But seeing her like this, he felt relieved even though he didn't ask her that question.
******
Han Zecheng wanted Su Ruo that night.
Su Ruo will be going to school in two days, and he just wants to hold her in his mouth.
But Su Ruo kissed and hugged him, but she wouldn't let him go to the last step. She said, "You scared me before. Look, my shoulders are all bruised. What if you do this to me when you get excited in the future? I'm not strong enough for you to beat me...so you have to learn to restrain yourself."
Han Zecheng: ...
How could he hit her?
The force was a little bit stronger but he was also careful about the degree of force, otherwise if he had really used too much force, her thin arm bone would have been broken long ago.
But he definitely couldn't say this, otherwise things would only get worse.
Then he could only coax her into helping him in other ways, but Su Ruo still wanted to talk to him even when she was infatuated.
She said, "Hey, tell me, if I really go back to being 18 years old, and then go to the countryside to find you...but you don't even know me, and with your personality you will definitely ignore me, what should I do?"
Han Zecheng was helpless.
He wasn't actually interested in hypothetical questions.
Especially at this time.
What I said before about if was just for another purpose.
And after getting her answer, he decided to let the matter go.
As long as she doesn't hesitate, he will naturally deal with the practical problems.
But now she is the ancestor and needs to be coaxed.
He could only say: "No, I will like you when I see you."
Su Ruo abruptly avoided his kiss and angrily asked, "Why? Do you like me just because I'm pretty? I'll be old in the future, and you may meet other prettier women. Will you like them when you see them?"
Well, she did it on purpose.
Han Zecheng: ...
Will this ever end?
******
Two days later, school started again after the Little New Year.
Han Zecheng took a day off to send Su Ruo to school.
Guoguo also wanted to come along, but Han Zecheng said that the round trip ride would take six or seven hours and was too tiring, so he just dropped him off at the kindergarten.
Taking into account the special circumstances of the troops, the military district kindergarten provides after-school care services. Not only can your child stay for a day or two, even staying for half a year is no problem.
Su Ruo felt a little distressed when she saw her son's stubborn and aggrieved face with tears in his eyes.
Han Zecheng's heart was made of stone, he didn't fall for his tricks, he said: "Look at him pretending, he can just turn around and go play happily with others."
Su Ruo was angry and said, "How can that be true? Can't I tell whether he is really sad or just pretending to be sad?"
Han Zecheng said helplessly, "He is sad not because he can't go to the provincial capital with me, but because you will not be at home after you go to school... Ruoruo, there is nothing we can do about it. He has to learn to bear it on his own. He is not as weak as you think."
Su Ruo remained silent.
Han Zecheng saw that she felt guilty, sighed, and said, "You have to believe in him, he will adjust well. We will leave early tomorrow morning, and then you will report to school, pack up the dormitory, and there are many procedures to go through. After reporting, there are other things to deal with. You will be even more distressed if you take him and lose him. I will take him over on the weekend after you settle down."
Su Ruo knew that what he said made sense, so she could only agree.
Han Guo didn't know that he was sacrificed by his father again.
The two set out in the morning and arrived at 11 o'clock in the morning.
Han Zecheng took Su Ruo to have lunch first, and then sent her to school.
Today is the day for all new students to report. The campus is very lively, with welcoming banners and students coming and going everywhere.
Han Zecheng took Su Ruo to the orientation and registration desk of the School of Architecture and Art. It was a row of tables with sophomores and juniors sitting at the back.
This year is the first year that the college entrance examination was resumed, and the students are generally older.
When Su Ruo stood there, it was like a delicate flower suddenly popping out from the gray bushes.
Even though Han Zecheng, who had an intimidating aura, was standing next to her, the older students still had their eyes shining with amazement... Well, it was mainly because Su Ruo followed Han Zecheng's wishes and wanted to focus on influence, so the two of them didn't stand that close.
A boy stood up and said to Su Ruo enthusiastically: "Classmate, are you a freshman in our School of Architecture and Art?"
He completely ignored Han Zecheng who was standing next to him.
However, a girl sitting two seats away secretly glanced at Han Zecheng and felt a little regretful, probably because she regretted that she was not sitting over there.
Su Ruo smiled at him and said, "Yes."
The boy was a little confused by her smile. After a long while, he began to ask her name and department with a stammer, and then took the form in his hand to find her name.
At this time, the girl next to him poked the boy sitting in front of Han Zecheng. The boy finally took his eyes off Su Ruo and looked at Han Zecheng, saying, "Classmate, are you here to register as well?"
Han Zecheng glanced at him and said expressionlessly, "No, I am here to report with my lover."
The boy's originally absent-minded expression froze.
The girl next to him was also stunned. The boy who was looking for a name for Su Ruo on the other side raised his head belatedly, then looked at Han Zecheng as if he couldn't react, and then looked at Su Ruo.
This situation is inexplicably funny.
Su Ruo almost couldn't help laughing. She put her arm around Han Zecheng's arm, ignored his stern face, and said with a smile, "Yes, he just accompanied me to report."
In order to maintain a serious image, Han Zecheng usually doesn't allow her to do anything outside.
Everyone's expressions completely fell apart.
However, the students’ enthusiasm was genuine.
Even though they knew that Su Ruo already had a "lover", they still enthusiastically helped her register. Some classmates also took them to get daily necessities such as bed sheets, quilt covers, basins, and thermoses, and finally sent them to the assigned dormitory.
The girls' dormitory at Qingdao University has four people in one room, and they are all students from the same department.
This year's college entrance examination included candidates from the past ten years, so the ages of the students who came in were also different. In Su Ruo's dormitory alone, two of the other three people were several years older than Su Ruo. They were all educated youth and seemed to be married with children. The other one was a high school student who just graduated last year and was not even twenty years old.
There is a big age gap between everyone, and the older ones are more stable. When they meet, they don't immediately become chattering and lively like people of the same age, but the atmosphere is very harmonious.
The two older ones are called Wang Dongmei and Zhao Xiuli, and the younger one is called Guan Tongtong.
They all came here early this morning, so Su Ruo was the last one to arrive at the dormitory.
At this time, Wang Dongmei and Zhao Xiuli were alone, without any family members, but Guan Tongtong's parents were still there.
When Su Ruo heard them talking, she knew that Zhao Xiuli's lover had also come this morning, but had left now.
Because Su Ruo looked younger, they all thought Han Zecheng was Su Ruo's brother. When Su Ruo introduced that he was her lover, everyone was surprised.
Later, Han Zecheng helped Su Ruo make the bed and clean the house, while Su Ruo was packing clothes and putting them into the closet, while chatting with a few other people.
My roommates don’t gossip much, or at least they are too embarrassed to gossip right now. They just exchange information about the school and the college that they know in a friendly manner.
But Guan Tongtong's parents really want to know the background of their precious daughter's roommate.
They asked Su Ruo, "Comrade Su, you look so young, have you gotten married so early?"
A lover means someone who is already married, while someone who is not married can only be called a partner.
Su Ruo smiled and said, "Well, we have been married for a long time, and our son is already four years old."
Wow!
Everyone was shocked again.
Guan's mother: "Your partner works so efficiently, what kind of job does he do?"
Then he said, "By the way, I haven't asked you yet, where are you from?"
Although Han Zecheng was wearing a military uniform, these days, eight out of ten people wearing military uniforms can't be concluded that they are soldiers.
But looking at his appearance and aura, he doesn't look like an ordinary person.
Su Ruo looked up at Han Zecheng who was still busy. When she saw the quilt Han Zecheng was folding, she burst out laughing and said, "Well, he is in the army, a soldier. We live in the Biyang Military Region."
When Guan's parents heard her laugh, they followed her gaze and saw the quilt that was folded in a way that didn't look like a quilt but more like a sculpture carved out of a knife... They really asked a stupid question!
The two men continued to ask relentlessly, and they were determined to find out Su Rufang's age, where she lived, who her parents were, what her personality was like, etc.... They wouldn't even give such details when introducing someone to a date, which shows how deeply they love their daughter.
However, Han Zecheng worked very efficiently and finished all the plotting and organizing work in a short time.
Su Ruo was also frightened by Guan's parents' questions, so she quickly picked up her bag and said goodbye to Guan's parents and roommates, saying that she was going to send Han Zecheng back.
I felt relieved when I got out of the door.
She turned to look at Han Zecheng, only to see that he looked fine, even better than when he sent her here this morning.
The two of them left the dormitory building. Su Ruo looked at his watch. It was already four o'clock. If he drove back, it would be almost seven o'clock.
She felt a little reluctant to leave, kicked the stones on the ground and said, "Well, I'll check my class schedule later. If I have nothing to do this weekend, I'll go home."
After saying that, she turned to look at him, and couldn't help but put her arm around him again, looking up at him and saying, "It would be great if your military district was in the provincial capital."
But she also knew that this idea was too greedy. It was already a luxury for him to be only three hours' drive away from her.
Han Zecheng looked at her and said, "Didn't I tell you this morning that I still had things to deal with today? Come here and I'll take you to a place."
"Um?"
Before Su Ruo asked him where they were going, he had already taken her hand and walked towards the east gate of the school.
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