"Yes, it must be."
Su Ruo didn't know what he was thinking, the two of them were not completely on the same page.
She lay on his back, hugged him, rubbed his neck, and whispered to herself, "Actually, I don't want to lose my memory at all. I want to go back to when I was eighteen. Even if the situation was bad at that time, I still want to know you again and be with you... I'm even a little jealous of myself."
Even though it was obviously her, she was still jealous.
For those blank five years.
She said before lowering her head and biting his neck.
It felt like biting him, or like kissing him.
He managed to reach the third floor despite being bitten by her.
Then he put her down, turned her over and pressed her into his arms, looked at her and said, "Why are you jealous of yourself? Ruoruo, I wasn't very nice to you back then."
Thinking of what Aunt Zhang said about her health, he felt even more distressed and angry about his own negligence.
He pressed a little too hard and his breathing was a little heavy.
However, Su Ruo got a strange kind of satisfaction from it.
She hugged his waist, not saying anything, and after a while she said, "As long as you love me, it's worth being jealous...but this person is me, so I just can't accept that I lost five years for no reason, or the time I spent with you..."
Moreover, the two of them remained in the same situation for those five years, which made her feel that it was such a good thing but she did not cherish it well.
If she started over again at the age of eighteen, she would definitely be with him.
"As long as I am loved by you, I am worth being jealous of." This is really the strongest medicine.
His heart was in turmoil. He held her with one hand and slowly stroked the back of her neck with the other. He almost trembled because he was so careful to control the strength.
He blew a breath gently, then lowered his head and said in her ear: "Ruoruo, I want to kiss you."
She said "As long as I am loved by you, it is worth being jealous", and he wanted to love her now and express his love and affection for her in the most primitive way.
But I told her because I didn't want her to feel blasphemed at this time.
Su Ruo was stunned for a moment.
She looked up at him in his arms and saw his eyes looking at her. Those eyes were usually very stern, but now they were looking at her with unfathomable tenderness and love, as if they could suck people in and make them indulge in them from then on.
"Um."
She whispered.
She knew what he was worried about.
Because they just came out of the living room and said that
some things.
She was originally feeling so heavy and sad.
She thought about it, and slightly broke free from his arms, then grabbed his hand and put it on her chest, whispering, "Do you hear me? My heart is beating now. From now on, there will only be each other and our future. Although the past is still there and is very heavy, it has also passed."
She let go of his hand again, put her arms around his neck, rubbed him, and said, "But aren't we going in?"
She hadn't felt it so strongly before.
But his words "I want to kiss you" are like a glass of mellow wine. It just makes you feel surprised and excited at first, but slowly the alcohol seeps out and your body starts to feel it.
We want to feel each other through direct contact, and get rid of those really uncomfortable emotions that make our hearts sink.
He didn't answer her again.
Instead, he lowered his head and directly covered her mouth. It wasn't particularly fierce, but it was also firmly entangled and long. He demanded and explored her reactions, soothing and reconciling her needs.
Su Ruo deliberately emptied all her thoughts, forgot everything behind her, and only felt his kiss and caress. And because he was doing this just to love her and comfort her, he was particularly gentle and patient, and she quickly immersed herself in it.
She didn't know why when he pulled away.
He said, "Let's go into the room."
The voice was the low and hoarse one she was familiar with...the low and hoarse voice he would have when he was in the thick of his desire.
Su Ruo opened her eyes blankly, only to find that she had been picked up by him and sat on the railing... It was the railing inside the corridor. Both of them were dressed in disarray, and she could already sense something...
This happened in the stairwell outside. He would never act like this under normal circumstances.
She hadn't originally intended this.
But now he seemed drunk.
She said "hmm" and then realized that her voice had already changed in tone and became more seductive.
He lifted her up and walked to the door, opened it with one hand, and walked into the room without turning on the light. However, when Su Ruo saw the balcony through the study, her mind was partially withdrawn to reality, and she whispered, "Let's go to the balcony first."
Han Zecheng paused, took a deep breath, but without much hesitation he carried her to the balcony.
There were dim lights in the yard below.
There was no light in their house, so when they stood on the balcony, they could see the people below, but the people below could not see them.
They didn't know how long they had been kissing in the corridor, but it was obvious that the people downstairs were also delayed and only left at this time.
Su Ruo looked down, and as the wind blew, she slowly woke up from her previous state.
She saw Yuan Bocheng and Shu Yuelan leave first, and then after a long while Su Jianzhou came out alone in a daze. Originally he was quite tall, but now looking from a distance, especially in the dim light, he looked like a hunchbacked old man.
Su Ruo looked at the back and suddenly said slowly: "In fact, he was very good to me when I was a child, even better than Su Zhen. He was also very biased towards me in front of Lin Wanhua and Su Jia. Maybe he was considered a very good father in the eyes of the world. In the eyes of outsiders, I didn't have a bad life during those years. Lin Wanhua and Su Jia both gave in to me and tolerated me..."
As she said this, tears began to fall.
He held her from behind.
He reached out and fumbled to wipe the tears from her face, and said, "Yeah, I know."
"But you can no longer trust him like other children do to their fathers. Instead, you are cautious and even fearful."
He pressed her with his fingers and said, "Ruoruo, this is not your fault. You can see through that mother and daughter have bad intentions towards you. Aunt Shu and many other outsiders know about it. He is her bedmate, so how could he not know about it? Men are also human beings. If they ignore something, sometimes it's not because they really can't see it, but because they don't want to see it or they are simply avoiding it."
"I know."
She whispered.
She has always been sensitive, so her expectations and love for her father were eroded day by day, and she would not feel the slightest guilt even after what happened today.
The two of them didn't speak for a long time, until everyone in the yard downstairs had left. Then Aunt Zhang turned off the lights in the yard, and it suddenly became dark outside, leaving only the night.
He then said in the night: "Ruoruo, before you, I had never loved anyone, and I never wanted to love someone. But now, I feel great."
Su Ruo understood what he meant.
She felt great too.
There's nothing better than now.
She turned back and took the initiative to kiss him, gently kissing his Adam's apple, and seeing him swallow uncomfortably, she said in a hoarse voice: "Let's go back to the room."
He held her in front of the mirror and had sex with her once.
Extremely gentle and affectionate.
Carefully observing her reaction, as if afraid that she would feel uncomfortable.
Same clothes.
Although both of them were sweating profusely, she felt that he did not fully enjoy it.
This was not the rhythm he wanted.
This will only happen when I am satisfying her needs and serving her to please her.
She lay there for a while to relax. Although she was still very tired, she held his arm and whispered, "Do you want more?"
Han Zecheng glanced at her, but quickly looked away and whispered, "Do you want to die?"
Su Ruo didn't say anything.
But he didn't take his hand back.
Han Zecheng sighed, turned over, and said, "I don't want to hurt you, lie down, I won't go in."
******
Su Ruo walked forward, but everything that happened today was undoubtedly like a bomb detonating in the Su and Yuan families, blowing many things that seemed to be safe into pieces.
No one could doubt what Han Zecheng said.
Because that was something the military had found out, and even if they wanted to doubt it, they didn't have the confidence to do so.
After Su Ruo and Han Zecheng left, the living room became eerily quiet.
Then Lin Wanhua suddenly threw herself at Su Jianzhou's feet and cried, "Jianzhou, it's not like this, it's not like this, there must be some misunderstanding here..."
Su Jianzhou had been hit so hard that he had no strength left, but at this moment, he suddenly felt angry towards Lin Wanhua and kicked her away.
Su Zhen screamed and went to help his mother.
The scene is ugly.
I don’t know what happened next.
Aunt Zhang sighed.
She held Guoguo's hand and said, "After you guys are done, leave by yourselves."
After saying that, he whispered something to Guoguo and pulled him out of the living room.
At this moment, Su Jianzhou's entire body and mind seemed to have suffered a huge blow in every nerve.
What he could not face most at this moment were Yuan Bocheng and Shu Yuelan.
At that moment, if he hadn't been concerned about the other people in the room, especially his son, he would even want to kneel down and apologize to Yuan Bocheng.
He said with difficulty: "Bocheng, I am guilty."
As he spoke he began to sob.
Yuan Bocheng was also hit.
He also couldn't face Su Jianzhou. The anger in his heart had to be released. Even though he had always been gentle and refined, and had never hit a woman, the anger was flowing through his chest and abdomen. He couldn't help but rush to Lin Wanhua, dragged the frightened Su Zhen away from her, and then kicked her hard.
Shu Yuelan also hated Lin Wanhua.
But Yuan Bocheng's behavior still frightened him. It was one thing for her to beat Shu Yuelan, but it was another for her husband to beat her in such a way that could kill her. She stepped forward and grabbed him, saying, "Bocheng, let the Su family deal with the matter first. As for Dad's matter, we will wait for the judgment and punishment of the law. Although justice may come a little late, it will always come."
As she spoke, she raised her head and glanced at Su Jia, who had been huddled in the corner as if she had gone mad due to excessive stimulation. Just one glance made her feel as disgusted as if she had eaten ten flies. She was too lazy to talk to her and just turned to Su Jianzhou and said, "As for the engagement between Cheng Yang and Su Jia, I think you, Old Su, know what's going on. The engagement is invalid from now on. Please don't come around us anymore, you disgusting thing."
After saying that, he pulled Yuan Bocheng away.
He didn't look at Su Jia and Lin Wanhua again.
Shu Yuelan and Yuan Bocheng left, and Su Jianzhou could no longer stay. He did not even look at the crying Lin Wanhua, and said, "We will no longer have any relationship in the future. We will go through the divorce procedures when we return..."
"Jianzhou!"
Lin Wanhua screamed again, she said, "Jianzhou, I really don't know about those things, it must be a misunderstanding, let's ask Brother clearly, find out what happened, or it's because that girl hates me, yes, she hates me so much, that's why she did all this...Jianzhou, I really don't know anything, Jianzhou, we have been together for twenty years, and I gave birth to a son for you, the only son..."
As she said that, she turned to look at her son Su Zhen and said, "Ah Zhen, come here, beg your father...Jianzhou, for the sake of our son, let's sit down and talk it out. There must be a misunderstanding here."
Su Zhen was pinched by his mother, his face full of panic.
His world was also shattered by everything that happened today.
He murmured, "Dad, there must be something wrong here. Dad, no, how could Mom and Big Sister do that to Second Sister and Grandpa Yuan..."
"Send them back to the guesthouse today, and take your mother back to South City early tomorrow morning."
Su Jianzhou interrupted him and said, "Wait for her to go to South City and find a place to settle her down. Then I will go through the divorce procedures with your mother. Don't have any contact with them in the future. Otherwise, Ah Zhen, you will no longer have any future, and you will be ruined by them."
After he said that, he ignored Lin Wanhua's screams and pleas and walked out without looking back.
Lin Wanhua was still crying.
At this time, Su Jia suddenly said quietly: "Mom, it's useless. When he gave up Su Ruo for his future and comfortable life, you should have known that he was a cruel person.
It's no use begging him now. ”
******
"What a sin!"
Aunt Zhang said.
Guoguo looked at Zhang Ma who was full of emotion, but before she could continue to say anything, she said, "Mother-in-law, I'm hungry."
Then he muttered, "My father and mother should be hungry too. Should I go up and tell them that everyone has left and ask them to come over for dinner?"
Zhang Ma hadn't said what she wanted to say yet. After hearing what he said, she patted him on the shoulder and said, "No need to go. They are busy. They will come down to eat when they are hungry..."
After saying that, she remembered something and patted him again, saying, "The meal isn't ready yet. Let's go to the kitchen and help me."
"oh."
Guoguo shrugged and didn't care.
Anyway, just don't let him hear her reminiscing about the past.
Usually, after these elderly people say something like "committing a sin" with a look of emotion on their faces, they will start to recall all kinds of memories, which makes me feel a headache.
Then, while carrying him to the kitchen, Zhang Ma said, "Alas, people should not be too selfish. They only think about living a good life and want everything good they see. Think about how wealthy your mother-in-law He's family was back then. Our Zong Xi was also raised in wealth since he was a child, but now he has fallen into trouble. He still lives a down-to-earth life. He suffered so much before, but now he is slowly getting better..."
Guo Guo: ...
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