She was delicate and soft, her eyes seemed to be soaked with water, and she looked at him seductively in her arms.
The thin long legs were still rubbing restlessly.
He took a breath and exhaled, his big hands caressed her from behind, hugged her tightly in his arms, and held her like this for a long time before saying, "Ruoruo, I told you before that before you, I had never loved anyone, and I had never wanted to love anyone, including myself."
"But I'm not pessimistic. I've never been pessimistic. I'm just, maybe, born indifferent."
Like a wolf.
Cold and calm.
His mother said when he was very young that he was like an inhuman wolf cub.
He didn't have any objection because he thought it was quite right.
Su Ruo was originally waiting for him to speak, but she was unhappy when she heard him say that.
She supported her hands on his chest, struggled back, and protested, "No."
Who is born indifferent?
It’s just that I experienced the cruelest thing when I first knew this world, so my heart became hard and cruel.
But he didn't become bad, instead he became so good.
Thinking of this, she felt pity and pride in her heart, and temporarily forgot what she said before. Instead, she leaned forward and kissed him gently, biting his chin, and said, "You only love me."
There was a tone of pride and complacency in his voice, as if he was asserting his sovereignty.
This looks very similar to Guoguo.
It was definitely her son.
Han Zecheng felt itchy from the kiss and his heart swelled from the words. He held her head with his hands, lowered his head and rubbed his forehead against hers, and said in a hoarse voice, "Well, I only love you."
After saying that, he lowered his head and rubbed her red lips with his lips, then pushed his tongue into hers, entwining them, kissing her carefully and densely. When she softened in his arms like water, he put one hand around her waist, held her hand with the other, placed her on his chest, and whispered, "You believed in me in the first place."
"You don't trust other men, not because you don't believe they won't love someone, but because you don't believe they will be able to overcome time, loneliness and solitude when they lose their lover. They will succumb to reality. Even if they don't love someone that much, they will find someone else to live with. And after they have done this kind of physical intertwining with another person, what's the point of talking about whether they love their ex or not?"
"But you know I won't. If you believe that I love you, then after you believe that I love you, you will never let anyone else enter my life, let alone ask for other women. I only want you."
Su Ruo felt her heart melt.
Yes, it’s not that she doesn’t believe in love or not, but she doesn’t believe in the nature of most men.
But I also believed in his strong heart and iron will.
This is the most important thing.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, bit the back of his ear gently, and said, "Well, you convinced me."
The sound lingered and entangled his heart like a hook.
All his affection and desire suddenly burned up. He took off his clothes, hugged her, pressed her down and sat on her. Then he gasped and heard her scream "Ah". All his self-control disappeared in an instant.
Su Ruo sometimes didn't understand either.
He looks so serious, rigid and meticulous on the outside.
Looking at such a person, you will feel that although he is like steel and full of strength, he will probably always only have one posture when doing that kind of thing, and he will be done with it after a strong sprint.
But in fact it is not at all.
He liked to torment her, using different methods and trying different positions. Many times she would cry, not knowing whether she was uncomfortable or embarrassed... Although he would always pay attention to her reactions, kiss her, comfort her, let her relax, let her just feel him and enjoy him.
However, during this period of time, he was considerate of her body and restrained himself a lot in terms of the frequency and movements.
Of course she could feel this.
After they were done, she touched his sweaty cheek and asked him, "Was it unsatisfying? Was it hard?"
He kissed her hand, with a faint smile on his face, and said, "If you don't want to, take good care of your body."
Su Ruo blushed and said angrily, "You are the one who is demanding. Your mother also said that I am a vixen. Don't vixens suck men's yang energy? I think I am like a tonic. No matter how I replenish myself, I am feeding you."
This time he couldn't hold back any more, he just laughed while hugging her, then whispered in her ear in a voice that could make someone pregnant: "Didn't I feed you?"
Su Ruo's heart was beating wildly, and she pushed him in annoyance, but then she thought of something and asked him in a questioning tone: "Why do you know all this?"
He was confused and asked, "Which ones?"
"that is......"
Su Ruo was a little embarrassed to say it, but since she had already done it, there was nothing to be embarrassed about. She rubbed his chin and whispered, "How come you have so many tricks?"
Han Zecheng was probably stunned for a moment as well.
But he didn't answer her directly, but touched her
He held her back and asked her, "Do you like it?"
Su Ruo's face got hot...although it was already very hot.
She said nothing.
He said, "No matter how many times you try to make you happy, it's not enough."
Su Ruo:......
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A week later, Han Zecheng received a letter.
The letter was delivered directly to Fangyuan Road.
It says “Dear Deputy Commander Han” on it.
There was no signature on the envelope, but the handwriting was strong and clear, obviously a man's. Aunt Zhang didn't think much about it, and when Han Zecheng came over that week, she handed the letter directly to him.
Han Zecheng didn't know who wrote this letter to him.
He opened it and found that the words inside were completely different. The handwriting was delicate and frivolous, obviously that of a woman.
He first scanned the signature, which was "Gu Jia, Room 307, 3rd Floor, Department of Surgery, Qingcheng Second Hospital."
Su Jia's original surname was Gu.
She is now in the hospital due to a car accident, and Han Zecheng certainly knows all this.
This woman actually wrote him a letter.
He scanned the contents of the letter again.
There were only a few short lines on it.
Said she wanted to see him and had something very important to tell him.
Then I wrote a few things later.
One was a task he had just received, asking him to go to Yunnan next month.
This is a mission that has just been assigned from above. Only a very small number of people know about it, and it is even less likely that people outside the army will know about it.
Another thing is that He Zongxi is doing business with Han Qinqin's ex-husband Lin Yumin, and they will receive a big order during this period.
This matter has nothing to do with Su Jia.
Even he didn't know about his other aunt, Aunt Zhang.
Han Zecheng's first reaction was that she was a spy.
But he had already checked Su Jia.
She does have a lot of weird behaviors. Sometimes she seems very smart, and sometimes she seems extremely stupid.
But she definitely couldn't be a spy... Could a spy do what she did?
This was really too strange. No matter what the reason was, he still went to the hospital to see her.
However, he didn't want to bypass Su Ruo regarding Su Jia's matter.
He gave the letter to Su Ruo and said, "She can't possibly know these things. Maybe there is someone behind her."
Su Ruo's way of thinking is different from Han Zecheng's.
After reading the letter, she said thoughtfully, "Ah, no wonder I think she's weird. I couldn't understand it before, but now I understand a little bit... You see, she asked someone to report me, saying that my grandfather was a foreign capitalist. My father didn't even know that my grandfather was still alive abroad. How did she know? And she came to buy the small Western-style house and kept asking Aunt Zhang about the eldest brother of the He family. It's obvious that she knows something."
"But I don't think there is someone behind her. Who knows so much and makes her do such stupid things?"
Han Zecheng looked at her.
She stammered, "I, I heard that some people in this world can dream about things that haven't happened yet... Hey, do you think she is like that too?"
She shuddered at this and said, "That's pretty scary."
Han Zecheng patted her on the shoulder and said, "I'll go see her."
Su Ruo grabbed him again and said, "I'm talking nonsense about whether I'm dreaming or not. If you go to see her, what if there is someone behind her who wants to harm you?"
Han Zecheng smiled and said, "It's okay. Am I so useless in your eyes?"
Su Ruo pouted, so he lowered his head and kissed her, saying, "That's a hospital. What do you think that is? I think she wants to use some information to get me to stop killing her."
She was now almost at the end of her rope.
Su Ruo snorted and said, "You didn't do anything. Those are the punishments she deserves."
Han Zecheng smiled and said nothing.
The next morning he took Su Ruo to the hospital.
However, Su Ruo did not go in, but waited for him in the garden below the hospital.
When Han Zecheng went to the room, Su Jia was standing in front of the window.
He turned his head when he heard the door open.
"Is there anything you want to tell me?"
Han Zecheng asked, "What do you want?"
Su Jia looked at Han Zecheng.
In fact, she was a little nervous, but she forced herself to look around, and finally turned to look out the window.
There, Su Ruo was sitting on a bench in the hospital garden, talking to an old man in a wheelchair.
The weather is sunny and warm, with a delicate, beautiful and gentle girl and a kind old man, it is like a landscape painting of peaceful times.
She said, "I once read a book. After I woke up in the hospital, I wrote down the general content of the front of the book and placed it at the end of the bed. You can take a look."
The bed was right in the direction of the entrance, but two steps away from Han Zecheng.
He glanced over and saw that there was indeed a notebook there, but he was not interested in following her instructions and taking the next steps.
He said, "I don't have much time, nor do I have much patience. You'd better keep your words short."
Su Jia took a deep breath.
She smiled bitterly and said, "I'm not Su Jia."
"The real Su Jia should have died in the car accident. I woke up in this body. Although I don't know who I am... I forgot, but I know I am not Su Jia, but I have all her memories. Not only that, I also have another memory, the memory of a book."
She looked at Han Zecheng, who remained expressionless after hearing her words, and smiled bitterly again.
She said, "I know you don't believe it. It's really hard to believe, but you will understand after you hear everything."
"I'm not Su Jia, and I don't want to bear all the consequences of her stupid behavior... Of course, now I'm in her body, using her body, and I'm willing to bear certain punishments, but I still hope to reconcile with you."
"Besides the two things in the letter, what else do you know?"
He didn't comment on what she said that she was not Su Jia, but just asked her.
She took a breath and said, "I know a lot. I will tell you from the beginning... But please believe me first. I am not Su Jia, because if I were Su Jia, I would not do so many stupid things."
"Let me tell you about Su Jia first. I'll tell you what's going on with her and why she does those crazy and stupid things."
"Su Jia lived two lives. In her previous life, she married a man her uncle introduced to her. She was prosperous for a few years, but a year later she became destitute and suffered from poverty and illness for the rest of her life. In her previous life, she did not plot against Su Ruo with her uncle. Su Ruo went to college and married Yuan Chengyang naturally. They shared the same ideals and lived a happy life."
"She was reborn with this memory more than five years ago, which was the August when Su Ruo was preparing to go to college."
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