So that's why.
Su Ruo felt a little lost when she heard him say this.
Of course she hoped that he would be by her side when she was pregnant. Even if he couldn't be there all the time, it would be fine to see him once a week like now.
Knowing that he is there and I will be able to see him in a few days, I feel at ease.
But if he left for Yunnan and didn't come back for several months, just imagine that my belly would be very big by the time he came back, and no matter what happened in the meantime, he wouldn't be by my side... I couldn't think about it any more. Su Ruo felt very uncomfortable just thinking about it.
She quickly ordered herself to suppress her gloomy mood, then pulled the corners of her mouth, forced a smile, reached out to grab the clothes on Han Zecheng's waist, and carefully stroked her belly with the other hand, saying: "It's okay, you see I live in the school, there are Aunt He and Aunt Zhang..."
As he spoke, he smiled a little wider, as if he had thought of something. "Well, you see, the time has come to test me. Didn't you tell me yesterday that you wanted a wife who could support and understand your career? I can't always say I can do it and I will do it well, but when it comes to practical matters, I will hold you back. You see, who made me your wife, and who made my lover an excellent soldier?"
But this could not comfort Han Zecheng at all, instead it made him feel even more upset.
Su Ruo looked at his gloomy expression and felt that this was really unlike him.
He is not a negative person, but he will never show this expression in front of himself if the problem can be solved.
They would never say something like "This child came at the wrong time".
Unless he has made a decision...
Her heart skipped a beat, and the hand that was holding his clothes tightened all of a sudden. She said nervously, "Brother Han, you, you don't want this child, do you?"
After hearing this, she really started to panic.
She said anxiously, "There is no such thing as the best time. It is not up to us to decide when the child will come or not... But no matter what, since she is here, no matter how difficult it is for us, we cannot give up on her."
Maybe it was because she suddenly became pregnant and her emotions were more sensitive, or maybe pregnant women tend to have greater mood swings, and coupled with Han Zecheng's earlier statement that he would be away for several months, she was actually still affected... In short, due to multiple factors, she couldn't help but tears rolling down her cheeks as she said these words.
To be honest, Han Zecheng did have the thought of not having this child.
Can
That was just a fleeting thought, and he didn't want to think about this possibility too deeply.
Seeing her cry, he regretted not hiding his emotions.
He reached out his hand to wipe her tears and said, "What are you thinking about? How can you say one and mean two? I was just thinking about how to make the best arrangements in the future, whether to take a leave of absence, or continue studying, or stay in school, or how to make arrangements... I am even more worried when you are like this."
Su Ruo was stunned when she heard him say that, and then she felt that her reaction was too big.
When I thought about the specific problems he mentioned, my original sad mood immediately dissipated.
She wiped her tears, then held his hand, rubbed the back of his hand, and said embarrassedly: "Oh, why am I like this, I was not like this before."
She used to live under Lin Wanhua's command, competing with Lin Wanhua and Su Jia in wits and courage all day long, but she was not at all sentimental or the kind of person who would cry easily.
She said angrily, "Have you spoiled me?"
He stroked her cheek with his thumb and whispered, "I heard that women tend to be moody when they are pregnant."
My emotions also change in front of the people I love.
He had seen her forbearing and calm appearance, so he would only cherish her even more now that she would act coquettishly and express her emotions with him.
But Su Ruoke didn't know what he was thinking.
She sniffed and said, "Okay, then I have to adjust myself."
Then he thought about his previous question seriously and said, "I have already thought about how to arrange things later. I think it is better for me to stay in school."
"I only have a few basic courses per semester, which is actually very easy for me... and these are large classes. As long as I can pass the final exam, it doesn't matter whether I go or not. As for other activities in the department, I am in a special situation, so I can definitely apply to the department to not participate. As for Aunt Shu's project, I won't do it if I feel tired. This way, I can be with my roommates every day at school, have something to do, and won't be sad because I miss you too much."
As if she was afraid that he would disagree, she started to act coquettishly, "Actually, I just have to attend a few classes and take a few exams. I don't have to do anything else. I have Aunt He and Aunt Zhang to take care of me, and I have classmates to talk to. It's much better than others. You see, it's just a pregnancy. Don't other pregnant women still have to go to work? I heard that the educated youth who went to the countryside had to work in the fields until they gave birth...Alas, Han Zecheng, don't spoil me too much, otherwise I will get worse and worse."
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It is easy to go from frugality to extravagance, but it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality.
At this point, Su Ruo also became alert. She whispered, "Brother Han, I know you are good to me, but I can't rely on you for everything. I can't live without you. We will live together for the rest of our lives. We should support each other instead of becoming like a dodder, relying on you to survive."
She had always been very independent before, but during this period she became more and more spoiled and became dependent on him unconsciously.
Originally he said that he could love her like an elder and give her whatever kind of love she wanted. To him she was like a child and he spoiled her in everything... She vaguely felt that something was wrong, but when she was in love she only felt sweetness and didn't think too much about it. Now she realized that this might cause problems.
Su Ruo thought a little too far ahead.
Two people have different brain circuits.
Han Zecheng was just worried about her health.
He said, "What dodder? Is there a dodder that thinks as much as you do? If you don't want to drop out of school, then don't drop out, but don't force yourself. You can catch up on your missed lessons later."
"I won't be in the military area for the next few months, so it's fine for you to stay in school, but I'm still worried about the dormitory, so just move to Fangyuan Road. I'll tell Aunt He and Aunt Zhang later, and I'll clean up the study downstairs, and you can move into that room, so you can call me every day."
Su Ruo had no objection to this arrangement.
This would give him peace of mind.
She herself also hopes to call him more often.
She nuzzled him gently and said, "Thank you. Don't worry, I will take good care of myself. Don't be distracted in the army."
He reached out and touched her hair, then turned around, started the car, and said, "Let's go to the Chinese medicine hospital."
"Why go to the Chinese medicine hospital?"
Su Ruo asked curiously.
"Go get your body checked by a Chinese doctor,"
Han Zecheng said, "Although Aunt Zhang said that you are feeling better, Aunt Zhang is not a doctor after all. Let's go see a Chinese doctor and ask him to prescribe some dietary supplements for you. When we get back, Aunt Zhang will take care of you."
Su Ruo said "Oh".
Although she felt that it didn't seem necessary, but seeing how cautious and nervous he was, she still went along with him... Alas, she suddenly felt that it was better that he wasn't by her side every day. He was so nervous that she felt a little overwhelmed.
However, when this thought came to her mind, she felt that she was really heartless... It turned out that everyone has bad natures, and you can't be too nice to others, otherwise they will not cherish them.
Alas, the ancients were right.
Reflect on yourself three times a day, otherwise your mind and nature may change unknowingly without you even realizing it.
******
The two went to the Chinese medicine hospital.
The doctor who treated Su Ruo was an old Chinese doctor.
The old Chinese doctor felt Su Ruo's pulse and said, "This slippery pulse is still shallow. Would you like to prescribe some medicine to stabilize the pregnancy?"
Su Ruo hurriedly shook her head.
Medicines are poisonous. She just got pregnant, so she dared not take medicine carelessly. What if the old Chinese doctor accidentally prescribed the wrong dosage?
Han Zecheng said, "No, doctor. She is not in good health. Can you help me take a look at her constitution and prescribe a diet plan for her? It doesn't matter what the ingredients are, as long as they are suitable for her."
The old Chinese doctor glanced at Han Zecheng and without saying much, he lowered his head and started writing on the list. After a few minutes, he finished and handed it to Han Zecheng.
Han Zecheng picked it up and took a look. It was just simple white rice, fish, meat, vegetables, and some inedible things.
These are some do’s and don’ts in daily life.
He wanted to say something else, but the old Chinese doctor said, "Her constitution is a little weak and cold, but it's nothing. As long as she pays attention to balanced nutrition and doesn't suffer from deficiency, she's too thin. If she supplements too much, the baby will be too big and it will be difficult to give birth in the future."
Han Zecheng was startled when he heard this, but he didn't mind the long-windedness and asked him many more questions.
The old Chinese doctor didn't dislike him, but Su Ruo almost started picking her toes beside him.
After leaving the hospital, Su Ruo hugged his arm and said with a smile: "Alas, I think it's really not easy to be a Chinese medicine practitioner. People like you can go to the doctor to ask this and that over and over again just because I'm pregnant. There must be more people who keep pestering the doctor about vague issues like physical constitution."
"Need not,"
He glanced at her and said, "Just prescribe a few doses of medicine for those patients."
All right.
Su Ruo thought to herself, you are quite difficult to deal with.
But when she thought that he was doing this for her and didn't even care about his image, her heart softened.
But Su Ruo felt that Han Zecheng was too nervous to ask the doctor so many questions.
Just feel at ease after asking.
How can I remember all the things the doctor said?
But when she got home and slept, he gave her a few densely written papers, which listed the dos and don'ts one by one. It was probably after he listed the old Chinese doctor's words in a clear and logical way...
Su Ruo: Well, he wasn’t pestering the old Chinese doctor because he was nervous. He was really asking questions logically.
She underestimated him.
******
Han Zecheng took Su Ruo to the Fourth Hospital first, and then to the Chinese Medicine Hospital. They didn't come back until almost evening. However, when they came back, He Zongxi and Guoguo had not returned yet.
After Su Ruo came back, Aunt Zhang asked her to go back to her room and lie down for a while.
He said he would call her when it was time for dinner.
Su Ruo felt like she had suddenly turned into a piece of tofu.
But to be honest, she also felt tired, so she didn't bother with everyone and followed Han Zecheng upstairs to sleep.
After entering the stairwell, Han Zecheng said, "I'll carry you up."
Su Ruo was startled.
She studied him for a long moment.
Then my heart softened.
She let him carry her on his back.
After walking on his back for a while, she whispered, "Hey, Han Zecheng, I will take good care of myself, don't worry. I have thought about it. After I graduate from university, I can do the restoration of ancient cultural relics or ancient paintings. Yes, I can also write books. I will find something I am interested in. In this way, I can follow your troops wherever they are... Alas, who can blame me for being so talented? I can do anything well."
“Isn’t it the restoration of ancient buildings?”
He said.
"Hey, I like that one too."
She said, "But I've read too many books recently, and I suddenly realized that I have a collecting habit. Alas, I don't have Aunt Shu's endurance and patience, and dedication to that profession. I can only explore my own preferences and potential in depth, and use my expertise in the future. I believe that there is definitely more than one way. I will definitely find a career that I can love and devote myself to, just like you and Aunt Shu... well, and He Zongxi."
She laughed when she talked about this, and said, "Didn't you notice that when talking about growing cotton, Brother He's eyes light up? But he doesn't really like growing cotton. He won't do as in-depth research as the professors at the Agricultural University to improve the quality of seeds and cotton yields... Well, he is interested in growing cotton, spinning, and weaving... He likes to control the entire industry chain."
"I think it's probably the same reason. I like ancient buildings, calligraphy and painting, and ancient cultural relics, but I won't invest as much as Aunt Shu in studying how to restore an ancient building, and spend a year, half a year, or even longer on such a restoration project."
"You're only meeting He Zongxi for the first time, but you do know him."
Han Zecheng suddenly interrupted her long speech.
Su Ruo was stunned for a moment, then she pursed her lips and smiled, stretched out her hand to pinch him, and said: "That's because I'm smart."
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