Chapter 121 Misogyny
The scars deep in his heart were brought up again and again. Gu Qingshi became very manic and didn't want to see Qin Zeming at all.
"Qingshi." Qin Zeming was hurt by the pain in her eyes, "I'm really sorry"
"Get lost! Don't make me say it a second time!"
The look in Gu Qingshi's eyes when he looked at Qin Zeming was nothing but cold disgust.
The love they once had completely disappeared today. No matter what Qin Zeming said, there was no possibility between them anymore.
Qin Zeming was afraid of irritating Gu Qingshi further, so he didn't dare to say anything more and could only leave first.
The evening breeze was blowing gently, and Qin Zeming felt cold all over. After getting into the car, Qin Zeming could not help but roared, "Qin Zeming, what on earth did you do!"
When he drove despite knowing that he couldn't drive after drinking, he should have controlled himself, but he failed to do so, which led to this situation.
Qin Zeming leaned on the steering wheel, his face full of despair.
He always thought that he had a good life, but he didn't expect that fate would play such a trick on him. How much he looked down on and didn't care about Gu Qing before, how much he regretted it now, but it was too late.
Gu Qingshi was obviously his fiancée, and at that time he could have truly possessed Gu Qingshi if he had just taken one step forward, but he didn't want it. Now he regrets it so much.
Qin Zeming sat in the car, waiting for Gu Qingshi to come out, but after a long time, until it was dark, she still didn't come out.
Gu Qingshi entered the space and was washing his hands. After washing his hands, he still felt it was not enough, so he took a shower again, over and over again, to wash away all traces of being touched by Qin Zeming.
But no matter how she washed it, she still felt disgusting.
Gu Qingshi looked at her arms that were rubbed red, smiled bitterly and stopped. At this point, she had to admit that she might never forget the painful shadow left by her previous life.
After her rebirth, she avenged herself, started her career in a hurry, and started all over again, as if she had forgotten everything. But only today did she realize that she still had a hurdle in her heart that she could not get over. The scar would always exist, and she hated and rejected men from the bottom of her heart.
It would not even be possible for her to get married and have children like ordinary people in her life.
Qin Zeming, who was outside, waited and waited, but never saw Gu Qingshi come out. Later, he became a little anxious, afraid that she would do something stupid, so he quietly went to check.
But there was no trace of Gu Qingshi on the farm any longer.
After a while, Bai Zhong came back. Qin Zeming saw that Bai Zhong was feeling very guilty, so he didn't dare to stay any longer or ask any questions, and drove away in a hurry.
No one knew what happened to Gu Qingshi except Qin Zeming. Qin Zeming secretly went to the store the next day and was relieved to see that Gu Qingshi was fine, but he did not dare to appear in front of Gu Qingshi.
Because Gu Qingshi didn't show any abnormality, even Bai Xue didn't notice anything. But when Lu Yuan and Fang Wencai arrived, Lu Yuan discovered the abnormality.
When they arrived, Gu Qingshi and Bai Xue were sitting there eating something and didn't notice them coming. Fang Wen tiptoed in and wanted to scare them, so he shouted and patted their shoulders.
Bai Xue jumped up and down in fright, and Gu Qingshi was also startled. He threw the thing in his hand away and took a step back.
By the time he saw it was Fang Wen, it was too late to stop.
Fang Wen was beaten to the point of doubting his life, because Gu Qingshi and Bai Xue were eating sugarcane, which was almost like a stick. Fang Wen jumped up and down in pain, holding his head.
"Boss Xiao Gu, I was just joking with you, why did you hit me?"
"Sorry, I didn't know it was you and I was scared." Gu Qingshi seemed to want to step forward, but hesitated and stepped back.
Lu Yuan felt that something was wrong with Gu Qingshi and glanced at Fang Wen. "It's what you deserve. Who told you to joke around like that?"
He turned to Gu Qingshi and said, "Next time he scares you, just keep beating him up. Don't be polite."
"Boss, you're going too far!" Fang Wen jumped up.
Gu Qingshi looked at him with a hint of a smile on his face.
After chatting with Lu Yuan for a while, Gu Qingshi couldn't help asking, "Lu Yuan, you said before that you taught Fang Wen all his skills. I saw that you were also good at fighting before. Have you practiced it?"
"Yes, I have practiced a little, what's wrong?"
"I really want to learn. Can you teach me when you have time?"
Hearing this, Lu Yuan glanced at Gu Qingshi and asked, "Why do you suddenly want to learn this? Did something happen?"
Gu Qingshi couldn't help but clenched his fists, "I want to become stronger."
By now, Gu Qingshi had completely realized a truth: a person should have the ability to protect himself. Nothing is better than possessing martial arts.
No matter who you are, no matter what means you use, I will deal with you with one blow.
Just like what happened to Qin Zeming before, if she hadn’t been eating space vegetables and spiritual spring water for some time, and her strength had not gradually increased, she might not have been able to escape. Unless she hid in the space in front of him, exposing her biggest secret bottom line, which was too passive.
Fortunately, she was strong enough to escape this time, but what about next time? What if she didn't have the space?
Gu Qingshi thought about it and felt that since her strength was increasing, she might as well strengthen her martial arts ability.
In this way, I can protect myself in the future, no matter if I meet someone like my nephew or someone like the bald Qin Zeming, I can smash their heads.
When Lu Yuan looked at Gu Qing, he didn't know why she had this idea, but after thinking for a moment, he agreed.
"Okay, I'll teach you some self-defense techniques."
"Do whatever makes it hurt." Gu Qingshi's mind was full of violence, and he wished he could learn it right away. However, just as he set out, a large group of guests arrived.
"This is Gu's Kitchen. We must eat here today."
When my aunt went up to ask, she found out that these people were introduced by Wang Cantou and were all from other places.
Seeing that his aunt was too busy, Gu Qingshi went over to help serve tea.
Lu Yuan watched for a moment. Although Gu Qingshi's performance was not very obvious, Lu Yuan keenly noticed that Gu Qingshi was indeed a little different today.
It was as if she had suddenly developed mysophobia like him. She would unconsciously avoid people when greeting guests, and her body would become stiff when she got close to guests.
Moreover, he is only stiff towards men, but not too abnormal towards female customers.
Lu Yuan's eyes sank slightly. He wanted to say it was because of the bald head, but Gu Qingshi had never been like this before.
Unable to bear seeing any trace of embarrassment on Gu Qingshi's face, Lu Yuan winked at Fang Wen and asked Fang Wen, who was waiting for dinner, to go and help and replace Gu Qingshi.
"Let Fang Wen help, I will teach you." Lu Yuan and Gu Qingshi went to the backyard, tentatively approached Gu Qingshi, and touched her arm. He thought that if Gu Qingshi was stiff, he would give up immediately. Unexpectedly, Gu Qingshi was a little unnatural at the beginning, but she got much better later.
Lu Yuan was a little unsure for a moment. Was Gu Qingshi the same as him? Could he only accept being approached by certain people?
Gu Qingshi didn't know that Lu Yuan was so perceptive, but she also noticed her own abnormality. She really didn't want to get close to other men. Her uncle and Bai Yang were okay, but not the others, including Fang Wen.
But only Lu Yuan seemed to have no problem.
(End of this chapter)
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