Chapter 482 I have a terminal illness and I am going to die
Gu Qingshi didn't know about the conversation between Lu Yuan and Fang Wen. She accompanied Bai Xue everywhere to play, and after a few days of relaxation, Bai Xue finally came to her senses.
"If he really doesn't like me, that's fine, but I can't just let him go. I still want to meet him. I always feel like he has his reasons. I can only let go of him and give up completely after meeting him."
Gu Qingshi breathed a sigh of relief, but was a little helpless, "Do you still want to find him?"
"Well, I want to find him."
"But Sister Guo Qing never found him."
Bai Xue thought for a moment and said, "Sister, do you think Guo Lang never went abroad, or are the things he said all false?"
"No way, if not, why did he lie?"
"I don't know either, but it's not impossible. I want to find him." Bai Xue made a decision and promised, "Don't worry, sister. I'm just looking for him. I won't do anything else. As long as I find him, I will come back if nothing happens. By then, I will definitely forget about him, so don't worry."
Gu Qingshi thought about it and agreed, "Okay, but do you know where to look for it? What if you can't find it?"
"Then I won't look for it anymore. I'll just look for a week. If I can't find it within a week, I'll go back. I have so many things to do. I won't delay."
"good!"
Gu Qingshi hesitated for a moment and did not continue to follow Bai Xue, letting Bai Xue find the end of her own affairs.
Gu Qingshi went back, but Bai Xue did not follow him back to the capital. Instead, Guo Qing returned because she really couldn't find Guo Lang.
Guo Qing couldn't find it, and Gu Qingshi gave up hope on Bai Xue, but unexpectedly, Bai Xue was actually found.
Guo Lang actually did not go abroad, but hid in a small county town that no one would have thought of. Guo Lang had filmed a movie here before. There are many beautiful fireflies here, which form a unique landscape in summer. Guo Lang was deeply shocked after seeing it once. He once said that he would bring Bai Xue to see it when he had the chance.
Guo Lang has been to many places in the past two years and has mentioned them to his family member Bai Xue. This place is just one of them. Guo Qing and the others didn't think of it, but only Bai Xue found it.
Guo Lang wrote many letters to Bai Xue, and he mentioned many things, big and small, and many places, but Bai Xue remembered all these things and places. Although she couldn't say that she could recite Guo Lang's letters by heart, she remembered every one of them clearly because she had read them so many times.
Bai Xue followed her intuition and found Guo Lang in this small county town after searching in vain twice.
Guo Lang is in the farmyard that Bai Xue mentioned before. He bought the farmyard. If he waits for a while, in summer, these fireflies will appear, just like the starry sky. This is the best place to watch them.
Guo Lang lived in the courtyard, waiting for the arrival of summer to see fireflies again, but he was destined to never see that day again.
It had only been a month since Guo Lang broke off the engagement, but when they met again, everything had changed. Bai Xue almost didn't recognize Guo Lang.
If she wasn't so familiar with the place, if she hadn't become suspicious and turned back to look, she might have missed Guo Lang and never found him again.
Guo Lang looked completely different, as if he had become a different person. He was skinny and looked like he was running out of energy. In fact, this was true. Guo Lang was sick and was about to die.
Seeing Bai Xue's disbelief, Guo Lang closed his eyes in pain, "How come you recognized me after all?"
"It's really you. How did you become like this? Are you sick? I knew you..." Bai Xue couldn't say the rest, and this time Guo Lang didn't argue.
Because of the way he looked, there was no point in arguing, and he didn't have the energy or the strength to argue.
"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry." Guo Lang looked at Bai Xue and smiled bitterly.
The cause of the incident has to start with the premarital examination. To register for marriage, you must do a premarital examination, which is a very important step. It was during the premarital examination that Guo Lang found out about the problem.
The first examination revealed some problems, so Guo Lang was asked to have a follow-up examination. Guo Lang was busy preparing for his wedding at the time, but he still found time to go. He thought there was nothing wrong, but it turned out to be very serious.
As luck would have it, he was diagnosed with a very serious terminal illness on the day of his wedding. The diagnosis was basically tantamount to waiting for death. The doctor said he only had one to three months to live.
Everything seemed like a joke played by God. He had been in such good health before, but the doctor told him that this was the nature of the disease. It would not normally break out, and if it did, he would die. Even if the disease was diagnosed, nothing could be done.
Guo Lang didn't want to die, so he wanted to marry the girl he had been dreaming about for years. He told himself that everything was fake and it was just a nightmare.
But he couldn't deceive himself, especially after seeing Snow White in a wedding dress, he couldn't do it. The pastor said it didn't matter whether he was in sickness or in health, but he was sick.
Seeing Snow White in her wedding dress and walking towards me was like a dream come true.
Guo Lang broke off the engagement. In order not to drag Bai Xue down, he didn't want to delay her, nor did he want Bai Xue to know. Otherwise, Bai Xue would definitely stay with him and even become a widow. How could he bear that?
He found an excuse to develop abroad and turned himself into a complete bad guy so that Bai Xue would forget about him.
When his parents found out about his illness, they felt sad but had no other choice but to keep it a secret from them. Thinking that his sister would take care of them in their old age, he wanted to create the illusion that he had disappeared abroad.
But he didn't expect that Snow White would find him. His Snow White loved him as much as he loved her, and understood him as much as he understood her.
Guo Lang wanted to ask God what he wanted from him, to let Bai Xue find him when he was about to die.
When Guo Lang was speechless and asked the heavens, he suddenly heard Bai Xue say, "I let you run away before, but now I have found you, let's continue to get married."
"Xiaoxue, you are crazy. Didn't you hear me? I am going to die, maybe tomorrow, maybe in the next second."
Guo Lang was very clear about his situation. He had a premonition of his death. He had been in great pain and confusion before, but after getting up early this morning, he felt much better. The pain in his body was gone, and he felt better too.
He knew that this was his last breath and that he was going to die. He already knew the result and had to accept it no matter how unwilling he was. But when he saw Bai Xue suddenly appear, he thought at first that it was an illusion in his last moments, but it was the truth.
Now his silly Snow White actually wants to marry him.
"Even if you die in the next second, I still want to marry you." Bai Xue looked at Guo Lang stubbornly, "Even if you die in the next second, I still want to be your wife."
"But I don't want to. I didn't want to a month ago, and I don't want to now."
"Guo Lang!"
Bai Xue called out, Guo Lang smiled and held her hand, "Don't be angry, Xiaoxue, you must be happy in the future. My life is enough, and I can see you one last time at the last moment."
He died without regrets.
Bai Xue couldn't accept this fact. "Don't talk nonsense. What last look? No, I'll find my sister. We can definitely find a way to save you."
"It's useless, Xiaoxue, just let me look at you a few more times." Guo Lang raised his hand to touch Bai Xue's face, but he lost his strength halfway up the air.
(End of this chapter)
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