Chapter 119

Jiang Nian tried hard to hold back her tears. She sniffed and tears welled up in her eyes: "I'll wait for you at home. You must come back."

Lu Yu smiled and said, "Okay." He held Jiang Nian in his arms: "We agreed to have a baby this year. Wait for me at home."

Jiang Nian pursed her lips tightly. After holding back for a long time, she finally broke down.

She hugged Lu Yu tightly, buried her head in his arms and cried: "I can't bear to leave you, Lu Yu, I don't want you to leave."

What he did seemed to be telling her what to do after his death.

He seemed to know what he would experience next. Jiang Nian could only watch helplessly but was powerless to stop it. Even though the plot collapsed again and again, the ending seemed to be the same in the end. She didn't even know how the book ended.

Lu Yu hugged Jiang Nian tightly without saying a word. The originally medium-sized room now seemed a little empty, and the sound of Jiang Nian's crying echoed. He closed his eyes, smelled the faint fragrance on Jiang Nian's body, and kept repeating one sentence in his heart: I will come back, he will definitely come back this time.

He has Nian Nian in this life, and she is still waiting for him at home.

He also wants to have children with Nian Nian, and have several children.

After a long time, Lu Yu's low and hoarse voice rang out from the room: "Niannian, let's go watch a movie."

Jiang Nian choked up and said, "Okay."

She went to the bathroom and washed her face. Looking at her red eyes, she held back her tears again, turned back to the room, put on some vanishing cream, changed into a brightly colored cotton coat, and walked out of the house holding hands with Lu Yu. On the way, they met Gu Shizhou and Lou Zhi. Gu Shizhou was quick to notice the strange look on Jiang Nian's face. He didn't ask much, just asked something else: "Where are you going?"

Lu Yu said: "To watch a movie."

Lou Zhi smiled and said: "Captain Lu is still good at coaxing his wife."

Gu Shizhou glanced at Lou Zhi, who was stunned for a moment, then quickly shut up when he realized what was going on. Gu Shizhou glanced at the watch on his wrist: "This trip is just in time to catch up The bus to the city in the afternoon, let's go."

Lu Yu: "Yes."

The two left the army and walked into the county. There were not many people taking the bus at this time. Jiang Nian sat by the window, her head resting on Lu Yu's arm, lowering her eyelashes to see the two people's interlocked hands. She remembered that after she and Lu Yu confirmed their relationship, they took the bus to the city together. Lu Yu held her hand and covered it with a small cloth. Thinking of that time, Jiang Nian couldn't help but miss it.

At first, she thought Lu Yu was a cold, restrained and taciturn man, but she didn't expect that after really getting to know him, she knew that it was all fake.

Jiang Nian's eyes moved to the window, looking at the scenery that was quickly receding, and slowly closed her eyes.

"Lu Yu."

The man tilted his head: "Hmm?"

Jiang Nian pursed her lips and smiled: "Be sure to come back safely, I'll wait for you at home." After that, she touched her belly: "I also want to have a child that belongs to the two of us."

Lu Yu held her hand and smiled: "Okay."

After arriving in the city, Lu Yu took Jiang Nian for a walk, bought some snacks and went to the cinema. The movie lasted two hours, and Jiang Nian's hand was held by Lu Yu for two hours. After the movie ended, it was dark and there was no car back to the army.

Jiang Nian was next to Lu Yu, looking up at him: "Where are we staying tonight?"

Lu Yu said: "Go home."

Jiang Nian was stunned: "There is no car--"

"Lu Yu, sister-in-law."

Gu Shizhou's voice came from outside the cinema. Jiang Nian turned around in surprise and saw Gu Shizhou standing next to the military green jeep, with his hands in his pockets, smiling at her and Lu Yu. People passing by looked at Gu Shizhou, and there were many women who wanted to come forward to talk to Gu Shizhou. Wearing a military uniform and being able to drive a military car at will, he must be an outstanding officer. There

were even older women who wanted to take the initiative to introduce Gu Shizhou to a partner.

Gu Shizhou coughed lightly and said to Lu Yu, "Hurry up."

If you are any slower, the aunties will come around.

Jiang Nian rarely saw Gu Shizhou's face showing a fearful expression. It turned out that even the calmest people would have a headache when facing the introduction of the old aunt. She pulled Lu Yu over and said with a smile, "Political Commissar Gu, why are you here?"

Gu Shizhou smiled and said, "If I hadn't come, Lu Yu would have to carry you back."

Yep.

Hearing what Gu Shizhou said, he still felt sorry for Lu Yu?

Jiang Nian raised his head and looked at Lu Yu jokingly. Lu Yu's face darkened and pinched her fingers: "Hurry up and get in the car."

The sky was dark, and only the car lights illuminated the road ahead.

Jiang Nian leaned on Lu Yu's arm and fell asleep in the bumpy back seat of the car. Her hand was holding Lu Yu and never let go.

Gu Shizhou glanced at Jiang Nian through the rearview mirror, and then glanced at Lu Yu who had been looking down at Jiang Nian: "Have you told her everything?"

Lu Yu said: "Yes."

His fingers traced the contours of Jiang Nian's cheeks, and his voice was low and mellow in the dim car: "Shizhou, help me take good care of her during the few months I'm away." His fingers squatted on Jiang Nian's pulse, and when he noticed that she was sleeping soundly, he added: "If I don't come back, as I said before, help me send her to Xinjiang."

There is another person in the world who loves Jiang Nian as much as he does.

If that day really comes and he disappears from this world again, at least in this time and space, his Nian Nian will not be alone for the rest of her life. In the remaining days, Song Bai will love her and protect her, and will not let his Nian Nian endure unnecessary suffering and torment in this era.

Lu Yu's eyes were full of love and reluctance for Jiang Nian.

This day after five years of reincarnation has finally come. No matter how he resisted and struggled in the previous two lives, the ending was the same in the end.

The car was a little bumpy, and the whimpering sound in his arms called back Lu Yu's thoughts. He kissed Jiang Nian's forehead, wishing he could always be with her.

Gu Shizhou glanced at the rearview mirror, tapped his fingers on the steering wheel, and said with a smile: "Although this mission is a bit difficult and dangerous, it will not lead to life and death separation." He glanced at Jiang Nian again and continued: "Also, I will take good care of Jiang Nian without your instructions. She is just like Meng Xiang here, she is my sister, and I will not let her be bullied in the family building."

Lu Yu didn't say anything else, and said in a light voice: "Thank you."

Gu Shizhou drove the car directly to his family's building. He got out of the car and opened the door. He waited for Lu Yu to enter the corridor holding the sleeping Jiang Nian before driving away.

The light was on in the corridor. Yu Liang's door was open. A woman's angry voice came from inside. Yu Liang stood outside the house without saying a word. He heard footsteps coming from the stairs. He turned his head and saw Captain Lu coming over with his sleeping wife. Yu Liang was startled and ran back to the house to cover his wife's mouth: "Shut, stop arguing, Captain Lu is back."

The door was closed from the inside, blocking the scattered light.

Lu Yu: ...

He glanced at the door of Yu Liang's house, opened his own door, and carried Jiang Nian back to the house. Just as he put Jiang Nian on the bed, the person on the bed suddenly woke up. She sat up quickly, and when she saw Lu Yu leaning over the bed, she stood up and hugged him tightly, saying in a muffled voice: "I was scared to death, I thought I fell off the cliff."

The feeling of weightlessness of falling off the cliff in the dream just now overlapped with the scene of being gently placed on the bed by Lu Yu. Jiang Nian breathed a sigh of relief, and when she saw the familiar room, she was stunned for a moment: "Are we home?"

Lu Yu smiled and said: "Well, we just arrived, and I saw you sleeping soundly, so I didn't call you."

Jiang Nian rubbed against Lu Yu's arms: "I'm hungry."

Lu Yu said: "I'll go cook."

"I'll go with you."

Jiang Nian got out of bed and went to the kitchen with Lu Yu. Looking at the tall and straight back of the man, Jiang Nian's eyelashes trembled and her eyes almost turned red.

She really couldn't bear

to leave Lu Yu. She was so afraid that the scene in her dream was real, and she was so afraid that she would never see Lu Yu again.

It was obviously just a dream, but her heart always felt like being pricked by a needle, and it hurt.

When she went to bed at night, Jiang Nian hugged Lu Yu tightly and didn't let go. She didn't fall asleep until dawn when she couldn't hold on any longer. Lu Yu reached out and stroked Jiang Nian's warm cheek, kissed her on the lips, and then slowly got up. He packed the clothes for change into the bag, left a note for Jiang Nian, and left.

Gu Shizhou was waiting downstairs. When he saw Lu Yu coming down, he asked, "Where's your sister-in-

law?" Lu Yu replied, "She's sleeping."

It was still dark and there were not many people on the road. Lu Yu and Gu Shizhou got in the car and drove away. The jeep drove out of the family building and headed towards the dim military base.

Jiang Nian got up at noon. She touched her side and it was already cold.

There was a knock on the door from outside. Jiang Nian covered herself with the quilt and did not respond. The knocking continued for a while and then stopped. She heard sobbing from under the quilt. It took a long time for the crying to stop. She lifted the quilt and went to the bathroom. When she passed by the table in the outer room, she saw a piece of paper on the table with Lu Yu's handwriting on it.

"Eat your meals on time at home, don't cry, I'll be back soon."

Jiang Nian's sobs, which she had finally stopped, burst out again.

She sniffed, wiped the tears from her face, went to the bathroom and rubbed her face vigorously, then raised her head to look at the mirror hanging on the wall. In the mirror was a haggard face and red eyes from crying.

What are you crying about?

Dreams are just dreams, they are all fake.

He is the male protagonist, the protagonist of this book, how could anything happen to him?

Jiang Nian patted his face and turned to go to the kitchen. It has been two months since Lu Yu left. Jiang Nian has not received a call from Lu Yu. She lives her life as usual. After the spring, the private plot needs to be hoeed and watered. Jiang Nian got up early in the morning and went to the private plot with a hoe. She hoped that when Lu Yu comes back, the vegetables in the vegetable plot will be full.

Lu Yu has a big appetite, so she must plant more vegetables. Jiang Nian hurried to the private plot and saw a familiar figure from behind. The man was wearing a white shirt and military pants, with his sleeves rolled up, revealing his strong and powerful arms. He swung the hoe to hoe the ground to loosen the soil. She seemed to see Lu Yu in a trance. Jiang Nian was distracted and did not come back to her senses until Gu Shizhou turned around. "Sister-in-law." Gu Shizhou had sweat on his forehead. He wiped it casually and said to Jiang Nian, "I have almost finished plowing the land. You can go back. When you have time, go to the market to buy some vegetable seedlings." Jiang Nian came back to his senses, looked at the handsome Gu Shizhou opposite him, and began to think about Lu Yu again. She smiled and said, "There will be a market tomorrow. I will go buy vegetable seedlings with Auntie Tian tomorrow." She took the hoe and said to Gu Shizhou before leaving, "Commissar Gu, thank you." Half a month later, an unexpected guest came to the house. It was Ling Mengxiang. Jiang Nian was a little surprised by her sudden visit. Ling Mengxiang talked to her about Professor Ling for a few words, and then talked about her teaching in the school. This was the first time Jiang Nian had close contact with Ling Mengxiang. Her eyebrows and eyes were very similar to Professor Ling, and you could almost see some of Professor Ling's appearance from the contours of her face. Ling Mengxiang spoke slowly and pleasantly, and was somewhat similar to Guan Lu. It happened that day that Guan Lu saw Ling Mengxiang coming over with her child. The two had lived in the same compound since childhood, and their parents were old acquaintances. They talked a lot in this room. Ling Mengxiang left after lunch, and Gu Shizhou was waiting for her downstairs. When Jiang Nian and Ling Mengxiang went downstairs, she whispered to Gu Shizhou: "Do you have any news about Lu Yu?" Gu Shizhou smiled and said, "Yes, I went to the military region and met the chief two days ago. The chief had just met with Lu Yu, and he was fine." Jiang Nian pursed her lips, as if trying to see the truth of these words from Gu Shizhou's face. Gu Shizhou smiled faintly, and met Jiang Nian's inquiry with dark eyes: "Why, sister-in-law doesn't trust me?" Jiang Nian smiled awkwardly: "No." The vegetables in the private plot have been planted, and they need to be watered every two days. Chen Yao and Gu Shizhou helped with this. For this, Jiang Nian prepared a table of dishes and invited Gu Shizhou, Chen Yao and Shu Xue. At the dinner table, Chen Yao drank two more glasses of wine and asked Gu Shizhou: "Political Commissar Gu, when are you going to get married?" Gu Shizhou: ... He took the wine and drank it in one gulp: "I'm not in a hurry yet." Jiang Nian clinked soda with Shu Xue, turned around and looked at the handsome Gu Shizhou: "Political Commissar Gu, do you have a girl you like?" She expanded the scope: "For example, a girl who knows you well?" The last time Ling Mengxiang came to see her, they met Gu Shizhou downstairs. Jiang Nian could see that she looked at Gu Shizhou differently. Ling Mengxiang's family suffered a change, her mother died, her father was arrested, and Gu Shizhou protected her all the way. After protecting her for so many years, anyone would be attracted to Gu Shizhou.

Gu Shizhou understood what Jiang Nian meant, and he coughed lightly: "No."

Jiang Nian: ???

Chen Yao was also stunned: "What unmarried girl is there around Political Commissar Gu? How come I don't know?"

Jiang Nian: ...

Gu Shizhou and Chen Yao both drank some wine tonight, and Shu Xue stayed to help Jiang Nian clean up. Jiang Nian looked at the clean outer room and thought of how Lu Yu had to take care of all the things before. In a blink of an eye, the vegetables in the private plot have grown twice

.

Jiang Nian gave some vegetables to the neighbors, otherwise they would go bad if left in the plot.

She got up early today and crossed out today's date on the calendar with a pen.

Counting, Lu Yu has been away for five months.

He said that it would take at most half a year, at least four months. Now five months and ten days have passed, and he should be back in at most twenty days.

Jiang Nian had just finished breakfast when a security guard knocked on the door, saying that there was a call from her. In the past five months, she had received several calls and ran over happily every time, but each time she returned disappointed. This time, Jiang Nian ran over excitedly again. As soon as she picked up the phone, a familiar voice came from the other end: "Run slower, don't fall."

Jiang Nian couldn't tell what she felt in her heart. She covered her mouth, not wanting Lu Yu to hear her crying, but he still noticed it sharply: "Niannian, I'm fine, I miss you very much." Jiang Nian couldn't

hold back her tears all of a sudden, covering her mouth and crying uncontrollably.

No one could understand her feeling of having her heart hanging in the air and suddenly falling to the ground. She had trouble sleeping at night for the past five months, thinking about Lu Yu every moment. His voice kept echoing in her ears, but it had always been illusory, until this moment when it really appeared in her ears. Jiang Nian was so happy that she couldn't speak.

Lu Yu didn't say anything else, but stayed with her quietly on the other end of the phone. When she calmed down, he smiled and said, "Did you embroider again during this time?"

Jiang Nian sniffed, her voice even had a little cry in it: "No."

Lu Yu said, "Gu Shizhou will do all the work on the private plot. I'll thank him when I get home."

Jiang Nian smiled and said, "It was all thanks to him and Chen Yao. I've already... We have invited them to dinner. We will thank them when you come back."

Lu Yu: "Okay."

The two chatted about trivial matters in life. Jiang Nian held the receiver tightly and finally asked the question that she had been holding back for a long time: "Lu Yu, when will you come back?"

The other end was silent for a moment, and then said: "I will come back next month."

Jiang Nian checked the calendar this morning and there were still twenty days until next month.

She pursed her lips, her breathing was a little tight: "I will wait for you to come back."

Lu Yu smiled softly: "Okay."