Sun Yichuang was leaning on a crutch with one arm, and the other arm was supported by a girl.
The two of them were walking and chatting. The girl was smiling happily, and her eyes were full of tenderness when she looked at Sun Yichuang.
Qiu Yang felt sad for a few seconds, but he immediately realized that he shouldn't feel that way.
Sun Yichuan also saw him and took the initiative to greet him, "Qiu Yang!"
It was too late for Qiu Yang to hide now. He walked over and asked, "Are you feeling better?"
"Much better." Sun Yichuan asked, "Why haven't I seen you for so long? What have you been busy with?"
Qiu Yang found an excuse to get away with it.
Sun Yichuan didn't think much about it, "Have you eaten yet? Let's go to the cafeteria together."
The three of them went to the cafeteria to have dinner together.
The girl is British and is in the same major as Sun Yichuang. She is pretty, has a warm and cheerful personality, and is easy to get along with.
On the way back to the dormitory, Qiu Yang and Sun Yichuan said in a casual tone, "Is that girl pursuing you?"
"Yeah." Sun Yichuan said, "But I don't like her."
Qiu Yang felt inexplicably relieved. He asked, "What kind do you like?"
Sun Yichuan thought for a moment and said, "There's no clear standard. Love is about feelings and fate."
Qiu Yang also felt so.
Sun Yichuang is handsome, gentle, loves sports and is good at studying. There are many people pursuing him. Qiu Yang alone knows no less than ten of them.
Whenever he saw a girl next to Sun Yichuang, Qiu Yang would feel uncomfortable uncontrollably, but at the same time he kept convincing himself that he liked women.
In this way, he and Sun Yichuang got along as friends for a year and a half.
One day in June, Sun Yichuang found Qiu Yang.
It turned out that Sun Yichuang's mother had been suffering from heart disease for many years and was hospitalized again not long ago. She probably couldn't survive this time, so he had to return home.
Relatives and friends of Sun Yichuang's family said that there is a kind of grass in Nancheng called Fuxincao, which is specially used to treat heartache, and their family wants to try it.
Sun Yichuang asked Qiu Yang to contact his family and help find this grass.
Seeing Sun Yichuan's anxious look, Qiu Yang also became anxious, "I'll go back and look for it."
"I haven't been home for more than a year, and I just want to go back," he added.
And so, the two returned home together.
Qiu Yang didn't find the grass, but he took Yu Xiangnian to Shanghai to perform surgery on Sun Yichuang's mother.
Sun Yichuang was very grateful to him and regarded him as a good friend with whom he could talk about anything.
Qiu Yang, however, became more and more conflicted day by day. He knew that he and Sun Yichuang could only be friends, but he couldn't help but like him.
In particular, when Sun Yichuang touched him, every pore in his body became tense and excited.
Qiu Yang spent another half year in self-struggle.
That winter vacation, the two worked in a football bar and ran into several gay couples.
Qiu Yang looked at these gay couples kissing and hugging each other, and for some reason, he felt a sense of guilt.
On the way home from get off work, Qiu Yang tentatively asked Sun Yichuang what he thought of these people.
Sun Yichuan replied: "This is their preference, it has nothing to do with me."
Qiu Yang asked again: "Do you think they are disgusting?"
"That's not the case, but I don't support it either. I remain neutral," said Sun Yichuang.
After they walked a little over a hundred meters, Qiu Yang bravely asked again, "Is it possible for you to fall in love with a man?"
When asking this question, Qiu Yang was nervous and guilty, afraid that Sun Yichuang would notice something.
Fortunately, it was night and there were no street lights on the road, so Sun Yichuang couldn't see his expression.
Sun Yichuan answered simply, "No, I like women."
Qiu Yang couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or relieved; his mood at that moment was quite complicated.
Qiu Yang buried this thought very deep in his heart.
He tried to approach girls, but no one could make him feel that way.
And so, another ten months passed.
That autumn, these international students gathered together to celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival.
Everyone danced, sang, ate, drank and had fun, and had a great time.
Everyone drank a lot of wine. Qiu Yang was half drunk and Sun Yichuang was drunk.
They checked into the hotel that night, and Qiu Yang helped Sun Yichuang onto the bed.
Sun Yichuang has very fair skin and his cheeks are flushed after drinking. He closed his eyes and his facial features are handsome and gentle.
The alcohol stimulated Qiu Yang's brain, and he found Sun Yichuang more and more charming.
As if possessed by some mysterious force, he leaned over and kissed Sun Yichuang's lips.
At that moment, there was only satisfaction, the satisfaction after long-term suppression and endurance.
Qiu Yang couldn't remember how long he kissed him secretly, and then he fell asleep contentedly.
When he woke up the next day, Qiu Yang pretended that nothing had happened last night.
After washing up, the two returned to school. On the way, Sun Yichuan suddenly said, "Qiu Yang, I want to ask you something. If it's just my illusion, don't be angry."
Qiu Yang felt guilty, his heart was beating fast and his palms were sweating.
Sun Yichuan said: "I felt like you kissed me last night. I was drunk and couldn't tell whether it was fantasy or reality."
Qiu Yang: “…”
He was filled with shame, conflict, regret...all kinds of emotions intertwined.
In order for his relationship with Sun Yichuang to continue, he should deny it, or say that he was drunk and knew nothing, but he is not the kind of person who dares to do something and not take responsibility for it.
Qiu Yang simply laid it all out, "Yes! I did kiss you!"
There was shock and astonishment in Sun Yichuang's eyes.
After a while, he said, "You must be drunk too."
He found a way out for each other.
But now that things have come to this, Qiu Yang decided to come clean!
The feeling of being unable to express the love in his heart was so suffocating and helpless that it tortured him to the point of unbearable pain.
Especially when he saw Sun Yichuang smiling tenderly at girls, it felt like stabbing a knife into his heart.
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