When Sun Yichuang woke up, all he saw was white, and he could hear a sobbing sound beside his ears.
"Yichuan, you're awake!" Wang Jiahui's face came close to Sun Yichuan's.
"Mom..." Sun Yichuan opened his mouth and found his throat was hoarse, "What's wrong with me?"
He remembered that he came back from Qiu Yang's house on a bicycle, so how could he be in the hospital?
"You fainted on the road," Wang Jiahui cried. "The doctor said you were too exhausted."
How can I not be tired?
For several months, from the time the rumors started to spread until now, he has persisted despite the pressure, everyone's gaze, the blame and guilt from both sides of his parents.
He has a different personality from Qiu Yang. When Qiu Yang can't stand the pressure, he will fight with others, vent his anger on others, and confide in him.
But he would not quarrel with others to vent his anger. At most, he would talk to Qiu Yang for a few words.
Qiu Yang’s departure was not the last straw that broke the camel’s back, but a heavy bundle of straw that suddenly fell on him, and he collapsed.
Wang Jiahui added, "You hit your head and have been unconscious for two days and one night."
Two days and one night?
Sun Yichuang thought that Qiu Yang should be home by now.
"Mom, I want to sleep a little longer." Sun Yichuang closed his eyes again.
"Yichuan, eat something first."
"I'm not hungry."
"Then drink some water!"
"Mom, let me sleep for a while."
Wang Jiahui quietly left the ward.
Sun Yichuang closed his eyes, but his mind couldn't help but think of his past with Qiu Yang.
That night, all of Qiu Yang's actions were under his eyes. Although he didn't say anything, he was deeply touched, and his heart was sore from his chest to his nose.
Qiu Yang risked his life to save him!
He should also help Qiu Yang.
He began to go to the library to look up information.
During this period, he broke up with his girlfriend.
In fact, he didn't like her. He dated her at that time more to prove to Qiu Yang that he liked women and let Qiu Yang give up on him.
After that night, he sobered up.
There is no need at all!
He began to accompany Qiu Yang to the hospital, with the sole intention of helping Qiu Yang return to normal.
Qiu Yang did not recover to normal, but he gained a deeper understanding of this disease.
In fact, it cannot be considered a disease because its causes are too complicated.
When these people find out that they like the same sex, they are more panicked than those of the same sex who are liked.
Some people subconsciously think of themselves as women, while some are normal in every way, but they just like men. Qiu Yang is one of them.
That day, Qiu Yang said to give up treatment temporarily, but Sun Yichuang didn't want to give up halfway.
They are about to graduate and have to return to their home country. Where can they find treatment?
Sun Yichuan asked Qiu Yang, "Are you going back to China after graduation?"
Qiu Yang said: "I'm still thinking about it. Our teacher wants me to stay."
Sun Yichuang is an excellent student, and his teacher wants him to stay and do economic research together.
Sun Yichuan said: "My teacher suggested that I study for a master's degree, otherwise you should also take one."
He made this suggestion purely to allow Qiu Yang to continue treatment.
In this way, the two of them took the master's degree exam again.
During the past two years, the two continued to study and seek medical treatment, but Qiu Yang's illness was not cured.
After three years of trying without any results, Qiu Yang had given up hope.
"Leave me alone!" Qiu Yang said, "It's in my genes, and there's no cure!"
Sun Yichuang still wants to try.
The two graduated and could no longer continue their studies, so they went to London, found jobs respectively, and rented an apartment together.
In fact, when the two of them rented a house together, Qiu Yang once half-jokingly asked him, "Aren't you afraid of what I might do to you?"
Sun Yichuang is really not afraid.
Perhaps it was because Qiu Yang had never done anything to him in all these years since his confession, not even his words had been ambiguous, which made him feel relieved.
Maybe at that time, he had already subconsciously accepted Qiu Yang, but he just hadn't realized it yet.
Sun Yichuang persuaded Qiu Yang several times to go for treatment, but Qiu Yang was determined to give up.
The two lived together for half a year.
The day before Christmas that year, the company was on holiday, so the two of them went to the supermarket and bought a lot of things, because most businesses and restaurants were closed on Christmas Day.
The two of them cooked their own meals at home. Neither of them was a good cook, and the dishes they made were almost unrecognizable, but they were chatting and laughing and looked very happy.
The two of them ate, talked and drank, and the meal took a long time.
Sun Yichuang's alcohol tolerance was not as good as Qiu Yang's. He was seven-tenths drunk and was staggering as he walked.
Qiu Yang asked him not to take a shower, but he refused.
Sun Yichuang is particularly fond of cleanliness. He must change clothes and take a shower every day. He always has a faint scent of laundry detergent on him.
Sun Yichuang slipped in the bathroom. Qiu Yang rushed in and saw his naked body.
Sun Yichuang was very fair, even fairer than some girls. At this moment, he was just lying there, and Qiu Yang saw everything.
Over the years, Qiu Yang never crossed the line. He was restraining himself, but that didn't mean he had no feelings for Sun Yichuang.
Seeing such a scene at this moment, the emotions and desires that have been suppressed for many years are about to burst out.
However, he still suppressed it.
Qiu Yang helped Sun Yichuang up, put a bathrobe on him, helped him to his bed, and covered him tightly with a quilt.
Qiu Yang immediately turned around and wanted to go out, but Sun Yichuan murmured behind him, "Water..."
Qiu Yang went out to the living room and brought in a glass of water.
He put the water on the bedside table, helped Sun Yichuang up, and fed him water.
Sun Yichuang closed his eyes, his cheeks flushed, and the quilt slid down to below his chest, leaving him half exposed.
Some water flowed from the corner of his mouth, down his chin to his neck and collarbone.
Qiu Yang felt dry mouth.
Sun Yichuang finished drinking the water and lay down again, but Qiu Yang sat by the bed, reluctant to leave.
Perhaps the scar had healed and the pain had been forgotten, and he didn't know where he got the courage from, but Qiu Yang lowered his head and asked, "Sun Yichuan, can I kiss you?"
"Um···"
Qiu Yang didn't know whether Sun Yichuang agreed or was just making the sound because he was drunk.
He leaned over and kissed him, caressing Sun Yichuang's lips.
He took advantage of Sun Yichuang's mouth opening and reached in, his hands also not being honest.
Later, Sun Yichuang was also aroused.
During these years of seeking medical treatment, the two men knew very well how to perform the most primitive rhythm between men.
However, they didn't go that far, it was just hands.
After this incident, both of them were extremely sober, extremely at a loss, and had no idea how to face each other.
Sun Yichuang's bed was a mess.
He regained his composure before Qiu Yang did. "You go out first. I'll change the bed."
Instead, it was Qiu Yang, who was the first to blow the horn, holding his clothes and looking like he was fleeing in panic.
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