Chapter 86 Who Understands the Widow's Heart
This voice sounded too suddenly, and the voice was extremely real, filled with resentment and unwillingness. When it reached my ears, I immediately froze, and my heart was almost pulled up to my throat.
I stared with my eyes wide open, frozen in place, not daring to move, and cold sweat flowed down my forehead like rain.
This voice sounded behind me, and it was very close to me, as if there was a woman sitting behind me, crying to me. Faintly, I seemed to feel a gust of cold wind blowing on my ears.
"My death was too tragic. I was killed by a traitor before my life was over. My death was unjust..."
The sobbing and whispering came into my ears. As the sound rang out, even the temperature in the bedroom dropped a few degrees.
The seven-star life lamps were jumping, as if they would go out at any time.
"I am over 40 years old. I have experienced all the ups and downs in the world. I have no attachment to this world anymore. But my daughter is still young, she is only sixteen. What mistake did she make? Just because I cheated on a man once, does that mean my precious daughter is a bastard? I was put in the pig cage because I deserved it. I was unfaithful to my husband and became a whore in the eyes of those stinky men. But at that time, every one of them had shining eyes when they saw me, and every one of them climbed over the wall of my house in the middle of the night. They just hated me for chasing them out, not letting them stay overnight, and not letting them take advantage of me. These damn bastards..."
At first, the woman's voice was still a whisper, but later, she became more and more hateful as she spoke, and even her voice became a little more resentful and cold.
I got goosebumps all over my body because of this resentful voice. I thought to myself, what the hell is going on? From what this woman said, it seems that she and her daughter were all put in a pig cage to death because she cheated on a man?
But as the saying goes, every wrong has its perpetrator, why don’t you go and seek revenge on the person who killed you? What are you doing here?
"Could it be...she is from our village? But I haven’t heard of any woman in our village being put in a pig cage in recent years!"
Putting in a pig cage was a special punishment for cheating women when the law was not yet sound in the early years. If a woman was found to be cheating on a man outside, she would be sentenced to death in this way.
When the pigs were being put into the pig cage, countless men would watch from the sidelines. Not only would they not show any sympathy, but they would be full of excitement. Even the women in the mountain villages would applaud.
This was a kind of sadness in that era when the law was not universal and the ignorant people were stubborn.
I took a deep breath and then slowly turned around.
I turned very slowly, fearing that I would anger the woman behind me. However, when I turned around, I found that there was nothing behind me. Where was the woman?
"What's going on? I clearly heard that the voice came from behind me. How come there is nothing?"
I was shocked, and at this moment, the resentful voice suddenly rang again.
"I was forced to marry into the landlord's family at the age of seventeen. I thought that I would be able to live a good life from then on after marrying into the landlord's family. Who would have thought that my husband was a sickly man. I was married to him just to cheer the landlord up. But that night, the sick man became ill and died. From then on, I was labeled a bad luck charm and was regarded as an unreliable woman. But what surprised me was that the landlord's family did not drive me out, but instead fed me with good food and drink. At first, I did not know the landlord's intention, but lived in fear every day, until one day... the landlord, who was over sixty years old, walked into my room drunk..."
This voice rang in my ears again. My God, I was frightened by this resentful voice and my scalp went numb, and the hairs on my body almost stood up.
I had no time to listen to her story, so I turned around again. .7
What terrified me was that when I turned around, I only saw Hu Zi sitting on the ground with his head drooping and Hu Zi's grandmother lying on the ground. Apart from that, where else was there anyone else?
"What the hell is going on!"
I was shocked, and cold sweat had already soaked my whole body.
And that sad voice sounded again at this time.
That voice was like a maggot attached to my bones, and I couldn't get rid of it at all, and it kept drilling into my ears.
"That night... I almost cried until my throat was hoarse, but who would sympathize with me, a widow whose husband had died? He was over 60 years old, and although he was obese, he was still strong. He tortured me for most of the night before he fell asleep beside me. I wanted to grab a pair of scissors several times, end his life with one cut, and then jump into the well in the backyard. In the end, I didn't dare to do it. I was just a girl who had just turned 17. I was too cowardly. How could I do it?"
she said After crying for a few times, she continued, "Later, my belly grew bigger. The first wife found out about it and tried to kill me several times. Fortunately, the landlord protected me and saved me from being killed. After ten months of pregnancy, my child was born. But when the landlord learned that the child was a girl, he began to ignore me. Not only did he deprive me of food and clothing, he also drove my daughter and I to the pigpen to live with a group of sows..."
"Fortunately, two years later, the landlord's father and first wife passed away one after another. The landlord's concubine, Sister Qing, was only a few years older than me. She felt sorry for me and let me continue to live in the previous house. More than ten years have passed like this. In these ten years, I have grown from a 17-year-old girl to a voluptuous woman. Not only has my figure become more and more voluptuous, but my temperament has also been precipitated over the years. How can I not attract the attention of those stinky men? But I look down on them. They all have a stinky smell, so no one can take advantage of me."
"However, although they did not take advantage of me, every night, when I think of their wolf-like eyes when they looked at me, I feel inexplicably excited. Do you know the suffering of a widow? How many nights were accompanied by the green lamp, and how much I longed for a confidant to abuse my tender body like green onions..." "
Until that day, Sister Qing invited a teacher for my daughter Xiaoqian. I had never seen such a handsome man. He wore a white coat and always had a smile on his face. The moment I saw him, I was hooked by him. That night, I was alone in bed, fantasizing about him in my mind. I don’t know how much water I shed for him..."
At this point, the sad voice suddenly stopped.
Then, I suddenly felt my ears getting cold, as if something had licked them.
Then, a pair of cold white hands suddenly reached out from behind me and hugged me.