When Leng Mohan buckled his belt, Luo Jiaojiao suddenly came back to her senses. She watched his hand about to touch the door handle, and panic surged into her heart like a tide. She couldn't let him leave like this, she had to do something.
So, she jumped off the bed in a hurry, bare her tender white feet, ran over quickly and hugged Leng Mohan tightly from behind. Her heartbeat was beating rapidly on his back, as if she wanted to convey her determination through his body.
"You can't leave! I was wrong. I shouldn't have run away and rejected you." Luo Jiaojiao's voice was trembling, but full of determination. She hugged him tightly, as if she wanted to pass all her strength to him and let him understand her feelings.
Leng Mohan was startled by her action, but he did not push her away. He felt her heartbeat and body temperature, and a complex emotion surged in his heart. He knew that he would not leave like this. He was just testing her, testing whether she knew her current situation and that she could only rely on him.
Leng Mohan was very satisfied with the current result and she still knew how to keep herself.
He turned around, looked at Luo Jiaojiao's eyes full of expectation and determination, and took a deep breath. Then, he gently held her hand and said softly, "Aren't you uncomfortable? I'll stay with my comrade for one night."
Hearing this, Luo Jiaojiao's heart was filled with warmth. She knew that she had finally kept him, her only support in this world. She held his hand tightly, as if she wanted to pass all her strength to him and let him understand her feelings.
Luo Jiaojiao's voice echoed in the silent room, her eyes were full of confusion and uneasiness. She tried hard to explain, wanting Leng Mohan to understand her feelings.
"I'm just not used to being scared yet." She said softly, as if she was afraid that a loud voice would break this fragile silence. Her fingers twisted together unconsciously, showing her inner tension and anxiety.
"I really want to live a good life with you." Her tone became firmer, as if to emphasize her seriousness and persistence in this relationship. She looked directly at Leng Mohan, hoping that he could see her sincerity.
Leng Mohan's expression remained indifferent, but his eyes revealed a hint of doubt. He seemed to be trying to understand Luo Jiaojiao's words and trying to find out her true thoughts.
Luo Jiaojiao continued, "You said before that you would wait two years before having a baby. I thought you would wait two years before spending your wedding night with me...with me. But I have never slept with a man before, and I was afraid, so I avoided you like that." Her voice became smaller and smaller, as if she was ashamed of her cowardice.
She looked up at Leng Mohan, tears in her eyes: "And I was worried that I would bump into you, so I got two quilts. I'm not a good sleeper, and I was worried that I would bump into somewhere on you that I shouldn't." Her voice trembled a little, as if she was afraid of losing him.
Leng Mohan listened to Luo Jiaojiao's explanation, and the doubts in his heart slowly dissipated. He looked at the tears in her eyes, and the hardness in his heart began to soften. He understood her uneasiness and worry, and also felt her cherishment and persistence in this relationship.
He reached out and gently held Luo Jiaojiao's hand, and his voice became gentle: "Jiaojiao, don't be afraid. I will wait for you until you are ready. Let's live a good life together."
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
