Chapter 43 Senior Brother Extra



——Bai Qingchen Extra——

My name is Bai Qingchen. These three characters are the name my master gave me. It means that I can be as light as the breeze, free from dust and unrestrained. I laughed at this name for a long time at first. It sounds like a name that will not marry a bride.

My master chased me and beat me for several blocks.

Later, just as I laughed at myself at first, I really didn't find someone to accompany me for the rest of my life.

After meeting that person, I seem to no longer be able to be carefree and free.

My childhood memories begin when I was five years old. The experiences at that time were perhaps too profound. They have always been engraved in my memory and will not fade away at all no matter how I grow up.

I don't know who my parents are. Ever since I can remember, all I thought about every day was how to find food and fill my stomach. I went fishing, hunting, and even begging like a savage, and then competed with those experienced beggars for what belonged to me.

Oh, and those wild dogs actually wanted to snatch food from my hands and bite me, but I was not afraid of them. Without food, I would starve to death. I bit them back viciously, but ended up with a mouthful of fur. That feeling was terrible.

I was not afraid of anything at that time. I was as brave as a lion and very fierce!

Later, one time when I was going up the mountain, I was accidentally bitten by a poisonous snake. I was so angry that I passed out. It was because of the poison.

When I woke up, I found myself lying on a big bed. I was shocked because I had never slept in a bed before. Then, an old man came in. He looked like a fairy and looked like a human. But after meeting him, I realized that he was just a wicked old boy in fairy's skin.

I forgot to mention it, but you can probably guess that this person later became my master.

Yes, he accepted me as his apprentice. The reason for that was as curious as he was. He said he had never seen anyone as lucky as me.

hehe.

I scoffed at his words, as if he was unlucky in my destiny. Looking at my disdainful look, my master chased me and beat me, running for several blocks. Yes, that's right, his reaction was exactly the same as when he later gave me a name and I looked disdainful. The attitude of chasing me and beating me didn't change at all.

Suddenly having a master, my biggest feeling is that I finally don’t have to fight with dogs for food. I think this life is simply wonderful.

I was the first disciple of that old guy, and I was the eldest senior brother. At that time, I thought that if there was another younger sister or brother, I would bully her all day long and order her around as much as I could. Who made me the eldest senior brother?

Later, a little junior sister actually came to the boring mountain. She was a very pretty girl, but her beauty was not important to me, as long as she could be used to summon.

However, I didn't expect this girl to be so boring. I was quite looking forward to it at the beginning. Really, who knew that this little girl would stare at my face and drool every day. Well... I don't like it. That look makes me feel uncomfortable.

Even though she allowed me to beat and scold her, and let me bully and order her around, I found it boring. This mountain was still so dull. Forget it, I decided to find something more interesting to do.

I told my master the whole story, and he said I deserved a beating, and chased me and beat me, and ran for several streets. In the end, he told me to get out! Then I got out, but... there seemed to be no streets on the mountain, so there were several mountains. The old man chased me and beat me, and ran for several mountains. I learned martial arts very quickly, and gradually my lightness skills surpassed his. Then he never caught up with me again, which made me feel boring again.

Boring.

Maybe I really deserve a beating. Although I think so, no one can beat me because I am so awesome.

Then, I found something interesting. I met another person, an old fellow, who made poisons and was good friends with my old master. Although I thought the relationship between the two was abnormal, it was none of my business. I liked to study various poisons and then find ways to eliminate them. I enjoyed the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment very much. However, my master did not allow me to learn. Although I could run faster than him, I could not beat him, so I had to learn secretly.

A few years later, my junior sister, that naughty girl, went down the mountain. It seemed that she was going to be a princess. Although I was a little reluctant to let her go, it was only a little. That girl was really boring and must have been thinking about many people in her heart. So I gave her many pills and then waved goodbye to send her down the mountain.

Later, a few years later, I had grown up and was wandering around outside. I made a lot of enemies, but they didn't dare to do anything to me. Although my master was a boring person, he was very good at martial arts and had a very impressive status.

I originally thought that I could continue like this for a few more years, but who knew that one day, that guy suffered a backlash while practicing martial arts and injured his body. His condition got worse day by day, and even my second master couldn't cure him. My medical skills were only half-baked, so I couldn't count on him anymore.

Later, he left.

The way he died was as funny as he was, but I couldn't laugh anymore.

I thought he would stay with me for a long time, but I didn't expect it to be so sudden. I buried him on the top of the mountain myself, so that he could always rely on the mountain, just like my feelings for the mountain, just like my feelings for him.

After he left, I felt even more meaningless, life was meaningless, I missed him a lot, the kind of thing where I missed him very much. After all, he was my father, my mother, and my master in my life, I didn't miss him.

Although I don't want to admit it, I did cry for a long time, during the days when he left and every time I thought of him afterwards.

After a while, I really couldn't stand my current situation anymore. Coincidentally, a few men in black came up the mountain and asked me to go down the mountain. Then I went to find my junior sister whom I hadn't seen for many years. After all, apart from my master, she was the one I was closest to.

When I arrived at the princess's mansion, I turned around and found that she was different from a few years ago, not in appearance, but in personality. I found her quite funny, especially when I saw her looking so angry at me but having to hold back her anger, haha.

It's not bad to stay here for a few months.

After spending some time with her, I found that this person was really interesting. I even looked forward to her showing up in my courtyard every day so that we could argue and fight with each other every day.

However, I found that her attention was all on the Prince of Yongning. I don't know why, but every time I heard her mention this person, I became so irritated that I didn't even want to play with the fan.

Later at a banquet, she actually left me and sat next to the guy named Wen, right opposite her. Looking at the two people sitting together, I felt even more upset. If I had known, I would have grabbed her and stopped her from leaving.

However, what I thought seemed a little unrealistic. From the moment I saw her again, I felt that she was beyond my imagination and unpredictable. I had no way of predicting what she wanted to do, let alone interfering.

Sure enough, after accidentally finding out that I had medical skills, she actually wanted to ask me to treat that guy's cold poison. How could I agree to it? I couldn't possibly agree to it. I hated that guy so much.

Besides, cold poison is a rare poison, and medicinal materials are even scarcer, and they are all in extremely dangerous places. I will not agree to it, and I can't do it.

But seeing her coming to my yard again and again, begging, I couldn't bear to let her go. I couldn't bear to see her like this, but what I couldn't bear even more was that she did all this for other people.

Obviously I am her senior, I met her first, and she is the only one left for me.

In the end, I couldn't resist the true thoughts in my heart. I was going to agree to her request no matter how difficult the cold poison was to cure. But when she threw me a copy of the "Divine Doctor's Book" and said that she wanted to go to a very dangerous place alone to get the herbs, I was stunned.

Even though there was still a hint of indifference in her eyes, I knew better than anyone that there was love for that person in them, but it was hidden very deeply, so deeply that perhaps even she herself could not see it clearly.

I wanted to smile at her as I usually do, but I just couldn't.

It seems that in the little junior sister's heart, that person is really much more important than me.

But even so, I still went with her, to those extremely dangerous places. I couldn't watch her die, I knew that her inner strength of more than ten years was gone, I knew it from the first moment I saw her.

When we were in extremely dangerous places, perhaps out of guilt, she always walked in front of me, wanting to be one step ahead of the danger.

I looked at her back and felt that she seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me, even though I was temporarily living in her courtyard and was closest to her, even though I knew her first and was closest to her, but she was getting farther and farther away from me little by little.

After going through various life-and-death battles, we obtained the medicinal materials, but she fell into a coma due to overdrawing her internal energy.

I carried her on my back over mountains and through streets, but finally the road came to an end.

I sent her back to the princess's mansion and called the Prince of Yongning.

I think she probably wants this person to be with her.

Later, the prince of Yongning was cured of the cold poison, and the road ahead of me became increasingly unclear.

I thought that day would come some time later, but it came so suddenly and decisively when I least expected it, with no way out.

She is getting married to the prince of Yongning.

At night, I drank a lot of wine for the first time, but my brain was still sober, constantly reminding me of the fact that I didn't want to believe. I lay on the roof, looking at the full moon in the night sky, but I couldn't see my own direction at all.

That day, I watched her put on her bright red wedding dress, and I carried her on my back and walked forward step by step.

I specifically asked the emperor for this qualification. In exchange for three years of freedom and maintaining the relationship between the court and the underworld, I could marry her off as her brother.

At that time, I felt that time passed too quickly. I hoped that the road ahead would be out of reach. For the first time, I hoped that God could stop time at this moment, so that I could carry her on my back and walk away forever.

However, for someone like me who has been wandering for more than ten years and has never believed in God, God will not care about me.

The road finally came to an end. I carefully put her down and helped her into the sedan. I even remember clearly that her hand was slowly moved away from mine.

I stood at the back as the wedding procession took her away. She was a princess, the most beloved daughter of the Qingxia Emperor. The wedding was so grand that I watched her walk away little by little, out of my sight.

At that moment, countless crazy thoughts flashed through my mind, but everything was just a delusion in the end, and she finally left me completely.

When the joyful suona sounded, the sadness and pain in my heart could no longer be contained, and it was like a surging wave that drowned me. My eyes were instantly moist, and the red gradually became blurred, just like my traces, blurring a little and then disappearing.

The person closest to me in this world is also about to leave me completely.

I thought I might never see her again.

I looked in the direction she left and offered my most sincere wishes.

Junior sister, I hope you can live a happy and peaceful life every day from now on. I can dedicate the rest of my life to the gods and beg them to bestow the greatest blessings upon you.

——I wish to protect you forever


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