When Gu Wan got off the car at the community, she saw Cen Zhan.
He had lost a lot of weight and looked very depressed.
Gu Wan knew that at this moment, as the male protagonist in the redemption story, his mental illness was very serious, his paranoia, darkness, and desire for destruction would increase, and he must be in great pain because no one would save him anymore.
Gu Wan walked up to him carrying her luggage, "Are you waiting for me?"
Cen Zhan looked at Gu Wan and nodded, then reached out to hold the suitcase for her.
Gu Wan didn't stop him. "You don't look well. Is it about Yu Ranran? I saw it online."
Cen Zhan pinched his palms, the words he couldn't say were on the tip of his tongue.
"She never saved me, it was all a show she put on." His tone was calm, even a little self-deprecating.
Gu Wan pursed her lips and just nodded.
Cen Zhan lowered his head and reached out to pull Gu Wan's clothes.
"Wanwan, I'm sorry." His voice was hoarse. "This is how I responded to every text message you sent me."
He wrote it by hand. She had always praised his beautiful handwriting back then, so he wrote it very carefully this time.
Gu Wan looked down at the letter he handed her. She didn't reach out, but just stood there looking at him. "Cen Zhan, did you know that I've been subjected to school bullying since high school?"
Cen Zhan frowned and looked at Gu Wan. He was silent for a long time before speaking, "I know."
Gu Wan smiled and looked at the azure sky. "This year marks the twentieth year since we've known each other. I once loved you passionately, but Cen Zhan, you didn't want me. From the moment you told me you'd choose someone else, I stopped loving you and I won't look back. I've endured every moment of missing you, stubbornly wondering if you'll one day love me as much as I love you. So leave these belated text messages at that. Late messages are meaningless."
After she finished speaking, she turned to look at Cen Zhan and smiled gently, "Let's not see each other again in the future. Let's each live our own lives. I have spent many, many years for you. From now on, I will live for myself every day."
She said and reached out to take her suitcase.
Cen Zhan reached out and held Gu Wan's wrist, "Wanwan, you are all I have. Please don't leave me."
Gu Wan lowered her head and sighed slowly, "Cen Zhan, you were the one who didn't want me first."
Cen Zhan stood there for a long time, his clenched fists were shaking. He quickly took out two pills from his pocket and swallowed them, and his mood slowly recovered.
When Gu Wan got home, she found that it was windy and raining heavily outside. She made herself a cup of hot tea and began to study the new script.
Two years later, Gu Wan won her second Best Actress award at the age of 24. She was only one Best Actress medal away from the Grand Slam.
"Thank you all for your support. Twenty-four-year-old Gu Wan will work even harder. See you in the next work."
There was warm applause from the audience.
What was being broadcast in the mental hospital today happened to be the awards ceremony.
Yu Ranran was holding a doll and watching the TV. Suddenly, she hid at the head of the bed. She was very scared. "Bad woman, this bad woman, beat her to death, beat her to death."
The nurse next to her was new, and when she heard that she was emotionally unstable, she hurried over to comfort her.
"She's not a bad woman. She's a big star. She's so pretty. Let's look at beautiful women more and we'll feel better."
Yu Ranran was coaxed until the picture on the screen changed and she finally calmed down.
The nurse sighed.
Chu Le booked an extra-large private room for Gu Wan to celebrate.
The studio has been expanding over the past two years, and Gu Wan's team has grown in number.
Gu Wan distributed red envelopes to everyone in the private room, and then stood quietly on the balcony to enjoy the breeze.
Chu Yuan walked over with a wine glass and stood beside her.
"Congratulations."
Gu Wan smiled and thanked him, then continued to look at the starry sky.
Chu Yuan always felt that Gu Wan was a mystery. "Do you want to hear what I think of you?"
Gu Wan raised her eyebrows when she heard this. "I don't really care what others think of me, but you can say it."
Chu Yuan put one hand in his pocket and leaned against the railing. "At first, I thought you had ulterior motives, were cruel and ruthless, and had planned everything out. Later, when I interacted with you again, I found that you were very contradictory. You handled things decisively, but that didn't stop you from being slow to react in some areas."
Gu Wan laughed and said, "I like your evaluation. I am ruthless and have planned everything out. I am really good like this." Her tone was very sincere. She liked herself this way, strong and confident, and would never rely on others.
Chu Yuan looked at her and knew that she didn't understand what he meant, "Didn't you hear my subsequent comments?"
Gu Wan pursed her lips and nodded, "That's not important." She just knew that she was strong.
Chu Yuan sighed helplessly. "Ms. Gu, I want to tell you officially that I like you. Can you give me a chance?"
Gu Wan heard his words and looked him over. "Mr. Chu, the price of liking me is very high. For example, if we ever get married, you have to transfer half of your assets to my name."
She feels that only money can prove love.
Chu Yuan was not surprised and just nodded. The condition was very simple. "Okay, then Miss Gu, when will you come with me to get the marriage certificate?"
Gu Wan smiled and nodded helplessly, "Boss Chu, you just described me as ruthless and ruthless, with ulterior motives. Would you like such a person?"
Chu Yuan raised his hand seriously, "I can swear that I am different from others. The person I like must be the most special."
Gu Wan leaned on the railing and laughed.
Her smile was so brilliant and dazzling that the stars in the sky pale in comparison to hers.
"Forget it, Mr. Chu. To me, marriage is just a burden. I just like acting." After she said that, she walked back to the private room in her high heels.
The next morning, Xu Cheng handed the new script to Gu Wan. "This is the script that was recently submitted. I've already screened it. Sister Gu Wan, you can take a look and see if there's anything you like."
Gu Wan did choose one, but the investor was Cen Zhan's company. However, as long as the script was good, she never worried about these things. She hadn't seen Cen Zhan for two years, so she followed what she said at the beginning. This was good. However, she vaguely heard that his temper had been getting worse in the past two years, and he had been seeing more and more psychologists.
This time the script is a costume movie, with a lot of wirework.
When Cen Zhan and the crew arrived at the set, they were filming.
Gu Wan had just finished filming an action scene and landed, but a large machine behind her suddenly loosened and wobbled and fell down.
Cen Zhan called out to Gu Wan loudly, and before anyone could react, he had already blocked the attack for her.
Then he fell to the ground.
Everyone gathered around and someone started calling 120 for an ambulance.
Gu Wan looked at the blood that continued to flow from his head.
Cen Zhan held Gu Wan's hand, he knew he was probably going to die.
"Gu Wan, I'm sorry. I still couldn't keep my promise and appeared in front of you. I just came to take a look, just a look. I want to tell you that I, I love you, from the first time you held my clothes, the first time you applied medicine to me, and the first time you hugged me."
"It's just that my life has been too filthy. I'm both self-deprecating and arrogant. Wanwan, you, you promise me that you'll be with me in the next life, okay?"
Gu Wan looked at him with hopeful eyes, but still did not make a promise.
Cen Zhan understood what she meant instantly and curled up the corners of his mouth, but he did not blame Gu Wan, because he was reluctant to do so. It was his fault in the first place, but at least he was free and he no longer had to rely on drugs to survive.
"Wanwan, I really, really like you. You are the only one I will love in this life."
Gu Wan watched all this calmly.
Three days later, it was drizzling. Gu Wan went to the cemetery alone with an umbrella to see him and placed flowers in front of his tombstone.
"Cen Zhan, let me answer your question. You know what? There is no next life. This is the next life, but you still lost the one who loved you, Gu Wan. You still didn't choose her, so you still shouldn't meet her in the next life."
"This is the best ending for both you and her. Her love for you is too much for her to bear, and your love is too weak. She has suffered all kinds of pain, but all of this pain is related to you."
"If accompanying her from the age of three to eighteen isn't redemption, then what is? You never saw her from the beginning, and she's never been in your heart, so let her go, and let yourself go."
After Gu Wan finished speaking, she left on her own.
The bouquet of flowers on the tombstone was blown by a strong wind, and the petals were blown away by the wind.
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P.S. Today's update is ahead of schedule, love you guys. I haven't made a final decision about the male protagonists in this world, because I think they are all pretty average. Who can get a marriage certificate depends on who works harder.
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