Chapter 74

For a long time, neither of them spoke.

He Songgao raised his hand and touched the tears on Luo Jie's face, "Does liking me make you so embarrassed?"

Luo Jie hesitated and pushed his hand away, "I, I--" He wanted to say that you misunderstood, I don't like you. But he could no longer say such words that went against his own heart. He looked at He Songgao with resentment, helplessness, and a deep grievance in his eyes.

His eyes were talking: "It's all your fault. If it weren't for you, how could I become like this now?"

He Songgao understood, he put down his hand, and sighed helplessly: "What do you want."

"What do you mean? "

"Do you want me to stay."

Luo Jie shook lightly: "What are you going to do when you stay."

"Sleep." He Songgao said simply.

Luo Jie: "No... don't want it."

He Songgao got out of bed and stood up: "Then I'll go."

Where to go? Luo Jie was stunned for a moment, and quickly reacted: "You want to go back to him?" His face turned very ugly, "Because I don't sleep with you, so you want to find someone else?"

"..." He Songgao looked at him with amusement, "Do you think I am this kind of person?"

"What else?" Just because he went on a blind date, he turned around and went on a date with someone else... Wait, Luo Jie came to his senses, he put these two things together and pondered. Is it because he was stimulated by his blind date that he followed him and went on a date with someone else? Why, it shows that he cares too. Luo Jie's heart was like a bubble water that had just been opened, gurgling, "Do you..." like me? His face flushed instantly, afraid that he was being overly sentimental again, and he couldn't say the next four words.

"What is it?" He Songgao asked, standing by the bed with a smile on his face.

"Nothing." Luo Jie said quickly, and lowered his head again.

"Do you want me to stay?" He Songgao said, as if he was teasing him, deliberately making the tone of the question ambiguous.

Luo Jie lowered his head to check his clothes, and it seemed that he was not as inappropriate as before. He crawled to the bed and got down, standing opposite He Songgao at the head and foot of the bed. "You, if you don't stay, then where are you going?" He asked, his tone was a little sour and a little soft, as if he was very unconfident to ask this question.

"Where do you want me to go?"

Roger raised his head and glared at him gently: "Where do you want to go?"

He Songgao seemed to finally unable to help himself. He took two steps to him, lowered his head, and wanted to kiss him again.

Luo Jie hurriedly avoided him, dissatisfied with his habit of being so affectionate at every turn: "Can you not be so casual?"

He Songgao said innocently: "How am I casual?"

Luo Jie couldn't control the sourness in his words: "Are all you homosexuals like this? You can go on a date after just a few words, and kiss after a few more words..."

"Then you misunderstood." He Songgao was in a good mood, with a faint smile on his face from the beginning, "My casualness depends on the person."

His eyes seemed to be burning with flames, burning Luo Jie's face red: "You should go back soon." He was almost confused by this airtight ambiguity. What he needed most now was some space to think... to think about what to do in the future.

Alas, he sighed silently.

He Songgao touched his face, "What are

you thinking about?" "Nothing." He urged him, "Go quickly."

He Songgao probably knew about his panic, hesitation, and doubt. He lowered his head and pecked Luo Jie's lips like a little bird: "I'm leaving."

After saying that, he turned around. Luo Jie impulsively grabbed his hand.

He Songgao turned around quickly: "Why, you can't bear to leave?"

Luo Jie lowered his eyes and looked at his tie: "You, are you going home?"

He Songgao laughed twice and stroked his cheek lovingly: "Yes, go home."

Luo Jie felt relieved a little: "Then go home and have a good rest."

"Yeah." He Songgao said, but he didn't turn around for a long time.

After a while of stalemate, Luo Jie made small talk: "Well, can the room fee be put on the company's account?"

He Songgao laughed: "Your focus is always so strange."

"I, I came to talk to you about business." Luo Jie said with a guilty conscience.

"Hang up." He Songgao said with a smile, and finally turned around, "I'm leaving, you have a good rest."

"Oh."

He watched him leave.

Before closing the door, He Songgao confirmed again: "Am I really leaving?"

Luo Jie: "Go quickly."

The room fell into silence.

Roger's tense nerves finally softened, and his body softened with them. He fell on the bed and screamed to the air: "Ah!" Perhaps feeling ashamed, he pulled the quilt over his head and rolled around in the quilt. What was going on? What had he done? Everything was so strange... He shuddered all over, thinking of the intimacy he had just had with He Songgao on this bed. In an instant, his rationality collapsed again. He held his head and hid in the quilt like an ostrich, wailing. Ah, ah, ah, has he really finally become as perverted as He Songgao?

God, come and save him. How, how, did he become like this?

After a sleepless night, relying on his ambiguous relationship with his boss, Luo Jie did not explain anything and did not go to the company until 11 o'clock in the morning.

Lulu greeted him from a distance: "Secretary Luo!"

Luo Jie laughed twice with a guilty conscience, and then said when he got closer: "Lulu, um," he cleared his throat, "Is President He here?"

Lulu: "He's inside. Secretary Luo, President He said you had a fever and asked for leave today. Why are you here now? Is the fever gone?"

"..." He is quite considerate. Luo Jie coughed uncomfortably and said, "I feel much better. It may be because of the snow yesterday..."

"You are still coughing." Lulu said innocently, "There is fever medicine in the medicine box. I will get you two pills..." Lulu

ordered lunch, but she thought Luo Jie was not here, so she did not order it for him. Luo Jie went to the cafeteria to eat. When he came up, he met He Songgao and several senior executives. Luo Jie's heart skipped a beat. He opened his mouth, and the words he said were inexplicably awkward: "Mr. He... where are you going?"

Several executives behind him nodded to him. He wondered if it was an illusion. Why did they look at him so strangely?

No, no, no, it must be his illusion. If they didn't say anything, who else would know about this matter that only the parties involved knew about.

He Songgao nodded to him seriously: "I'll go downstairs for a meeting."

"Oh..." Going to a meeting in the middle of the day, have you eaten? He hesitated and finally said nothing.

When passing by, he smelled the fragrance of He Songgao's body. In an instant, the absurd and bold memory of last night flooded his mind, and his face turned red instantly. Fortunately, the group took the elevator downstairs and no one saw his embarrassment. He walked back to his workstation quickly. Lulu looked at him with a worried look: "Secretary Luo, do you have a fever again? Your face is so red."

"No, no, I had too spicy lunch just now..."

He Songgao didn't come up until about 3:00 p.m. When he passed by the corridor, he stared at Luo Jie blatantly. Luo Jie was so nervous that he turned his eyes around, as if he was doing some strange eye exercises. This funny scene made He Songgao laugh. Luo Jie nervously winked at him, asking him not to be so obvious, otherwise he would be seen through. He Songgao stepped into the office with light steps. As soon as the door was closed, Lulu and Qinqin immediately opened their mouths and glared in surprise, and exclaimed at the same time: "Oh my God, did I see it wrong just now? President He is actually laughing!"

"OMG, is the world finally coming to an end..."

More like that. Roger thought, his world had already ended a long time ago.

Alas. Why didn't it just explode and turn into ash, so that he wouldn't have so many troubles.

- Although it was a sweet trouble.

On Saturday, Roger had a rare day off.

He hid in his rental house and lay on the bed like a salted fish for a long time.

After that night, he has not communicated with He Songgao until now, not even about work. He heaved a sigh of relief, but at the same time, he felt anxious. He opened the conversation box several times, wanting to take the initiative to send a message to He Songgao. But every time he had thought of the wording, he just couldn't send it. He thought awkwardly, why didn't you take the initiative to send me a message. Adhering to the principle that there would be no trouble if he didn't take the initiative, he put away his mobile phone for the Nth time and lay in the quilt pretending to be a turtle.

After lying for a while, his mother called him and asked, "How is it going with Weiwei? When are you planning to get married?"

Roger paused and felt very absurd: "Why are you getting married? Mom, didn't she tell you?"

"Tell me what." His mother didn't know that they were broken up yet, and her tone sounded happy, as if she would hold her eldest grandson in her arms tomorrow.

"She doesn't like me!" Roger said, apologizing to the girl in his heart, "There's no possibility for us."

"Ah?" His mother was surprised, "We were just chatting happily, did you say something nonsense again!"

"No." Roger said, feeling that he was quite cowardly. He didn't dare to tell his mother the truth about such a thing. What should he do in the future? He didn't dare to think too much. He said without hesitation on impulse, "Okay, mom, I'll tell you the truth, I don't like her! I, I have someone I like!" After that, he blushed and his heart beat fast. He got out of bed and walked back and forth by the window.

"Ah?" His mother was stunned. "This is a good thing. You can talk to her yourself. You have deep feelings for her. Where is she from? She is not far away. Is she willing to marry me..." "

Mom, you think too much. It's not even close yet!" Roger said loudly, hiding his guilty conscience. "Okay, I still have to work. Let's talk another day!"

"Eh..." Before his mother could say anything else, Roger decisively hung up the phone.

See, how can he feel at ease being a homosexual? Let his parents not be able to hold their heads up in the whole family, and his mother will never be able to hold her beloved big fat grandson in her life. He thought worriedly and let out a long and deep breath.

Is homosexuality contagious? He thought about all sorts of things in his head, and he would never have thought that he would be entangled with a man, even though this man was excellent in every aspect... When he thought of He Songgao, Roger became a candy soaked in lemon juice, sweet and sour, wrapped in sweetness, so unfamiliar that he was not like himself. He was a tough man, why did he act like a little girl? He was upset and wanted to find an experienced "senior" to talk to, preferably a senior homosexual.

Senior homosexual... Isn't this He Songgao?

Strange, why do I think of him in the end no matter what angle I think about it! Roger spit on himself, hated himself, closed his eyes and forced He Songgao out of his mind.

Suddenly, an idea came to him, and he thought of Youyou.

Yes, isn't his ex-girlfriend a lesbian?

After not contacting for so long, I wonder if she has already deleted him as her ex-boyfriend. Luo Jie hesitated for a moment, and tentatively sent her a message: "Hello?"

Thank God, she was online and didn't block him: "What?"

Maybe he was desperate and wanted to seek help from others, Luo Jie really regarded her as a doctor to treat his mental illness, and he had a lot of questions in his heart to ask her.

When he was thinking about which question to ask first, Youyou threw a puzzling sentence to him: "How dare you contact me."

What does it mean? Luo Jie was stunned: "Ah?"

Youyou said unhappily: "What? You learned to play dumb."

"No." Luo Jie felt wronged, "Why am I playing dumb? I don't understand what you are talking about."

"Didn't you call my parents to complain and ask them to send me to a mental hospital?"

"Ah?" Luo Jie took a breath of cold air, "You are in a mental hospital?"

"Yes." Youyou said, "In order to prevent me from being a homosexual, they locked me up, stabbed me with needles, gave me medicine, and electroshocked me, trying to make me become a normal person again."

"..." Luo Jie couldn't believe it, "Is it true?"

Youyou: "It's true."

Although they are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend, Luo Jie still can't help worrying about her, "So, are you okay now?"

"What do you think?"

"Sorry." Luo Jie said, but then he became curious, "Are you cured?"

"What is it that has been cured?"

"Are you normal now?" Luo Jie changed the question.

"Are you uneducated?" Through the screen, he could feel his friends rolling their eyes at him. "Homosexuality is not a disease, how can it be cured?"

"Oh." Luo Jie wiped his sweat, "I'm sorry."

"Haha."

"So you are still gay now?"

Youyou: “What else?” She said, maybe it was because she was too bored being locked up, and finally she had someone to chat with, so she sent a particularly long message, “If homosexuality is a disease, then I am terminally ill and there is no cure. I just like women, I think about women all day long, want to hug them, sleep with them, and tell everyone openly that I am a homosexual. I tell you, I have already planned how to escape, and once I run away, I will hang out with women and make them mad, even if they catch me back, it doesn’t matter, I will still run away, and then continue to hang out with women, hehe.”

“…” Roger felt that she was really sick, “Did you get sick from being locked up?”

“No.” Youyou said bluntly, “I have awakened, being a homosexual is not a heinous crime, I follow my heart, why should I compromise with them.”

"...You are so brave."

"I was too cowardly before."

Luo Jie felt that he needed to learn her courage. He hesitated and typed: "Do you think homosexuality is contagious?"

Youyou: "Are you a college student of the new era? I feel like you are from the Qing Dynasty."

Luo Jie: "...I'm sorry." He was embarrassed. "I am. I want to tell you that I seem to have some signs of this now..."

"What signs?"

"Signs of homosexuality."

"Hahahaha."

Luo Jie was embarrassed and angry: "What are you laughing at?"

"I used to think that you were a bit gay, like my sister."

"You are really sick." Luo Jie suspected that she was taking revenge for his just-spoken words to her. "I'm sad. Can you be a little kind?"

"What are you sad about?" Youyou said leisurely, a little bit like a gloomy, "You are brave enough to face your inner self, you should set off some firecrackers to celebrate, there is one less coward in the world." "

...I am worried that I will be locked up in a mental hospital like you."

"Who locked you up?" Youyou typed very quickly, and many messages popped up in one minute, "Your parents? They love you very much and will not torture you. At most, they will just ignore you. You insisted on being a homosexual, and they had no choice but to give in to you. Are they going to ignore you for the rest of their lives?"

"How do you know?" Thinking of his parents, Roger's eyes dimmed again, "Your parents love you too, but they still locked you up."

"How do you know? They love money more than me."

"......" Roger said cautiously, "Maybe they just can't accept it temporarily."

"Don't say it." It was obvious that Youyou didn't want to talk about this. "Tell me, who turned you around?"

"Why are you so curious." Roger was embarrassed to say it was He Songgao. He didn't know how many bad things he had said about him in front of Youyou before. "It's a friend. What should I do? I don't know if he likes me or not."

Youyou: "You can't tell whether he likes you or not. I don't believe you are such a fool."

Roger: "How do you see it?"

Youyou: "Seduce him. If he sleeps with you, it means he likes you."

"......" Roger said, "What if he has already slept with you?"

"Oh!" Youyou said exaggeratedly, "I forgot that you men have a low bottom line, especially gays. He sleeps with you just to please your body. Especially sleeping with straight men, it will make them feel a sense of accomplishment, but they will not be responsible for straight men, it would be a waste if they don't sleep with them, you know."

Roger's heart sank suddenly: "Really?"

"Nonsense. I've seen more men than you."

Roger's face turned pale and blue: "You're talking nonsense, I feel he likes me."

Youyou: "You are so narcissistic, you think the whole world likes you, right?"

Roger wanted to beat her up through the phone: "You are so bad, you lied everywhere, now you are getting retribution."

"...Good sisters, don't hurt each other."

Roger: "Who is your sister?" He now believes that Youyou is beautiful, but her IQ may have some unknown defects, "Have you forgotten that you were deceived by Esther before? I think you are worse than me in love, so don't give me any random advice.

" Youyou: "

Don't mention that jerk." Youyou: "Okay, let's stop talking about it."

Luo Jie: "That's not what I meant. I'm sorry."

Youyou: "I really don't understand you men. How about this, I have a gay friend, let me introduce him to you. Let him help you with your plans."

Luo Jie: "Really? Thank you so much!"

Youyou: "Lend me some money."

Luo Jie: "...How much do you want?" "

Two hundred thousand."

Luo Jie: "..."

Youyou: "It's not like you won't pay it back."

Luo Jie: "I don't have it."

Youyou: "Okay, okay, then lend me two thousand, okay."

Luo Jie transferred twenty thousand to her: "Is that enough? I heard that the mental hospital has a strict access control, you should be careful not to get caught. "

Youyou received the money almost immediately, and then said: "Do you really believe what I said?"

Luo Jie was stunned, and wanted to ask her what she meant, whether she was fooling him again.

After the message was sent, it prompted "You have been blacklisted by the other party", Luo Jie: "..." Damn, he was not fooled again!

He found Youyou's old phone number and wanted to call her, but hesitated a second before dialing. Forget it, even if she was cheating, she couldn't cheat money, maybe she really had some difficulties. After hanging up the phone, he lay on the bed in a daze.

He Songgao... likes him or not. If he doesn't like him, why go to so much trouble to take him to Europe and treat him so well, is it just to sleep with him... But, he thought tangledly, he slept, but not completely, His anus has never been opened... Hiss, what is he thinking! Even if he is gay, he is the top among homosexuals! He will only open other people's anus, and I don't know if He Songgao is willing... He thought with a blushing face and a pounding heart, and then he found that his nostrils were hot. He got up and touched it, damn, he was bleeding from the nose!

It's over, it's over, he seems to be completely bent. In the past, he felt disgusted just by thinking about it, but now he finds it very exciting...

He is really hopeless. Two

days later, he suddenly received a friend request on WeChat. This person added him several times, and didn't say why. The verification message kept saying: "I am Taotao, I am Taotao, please pass it quickly."

Who is it? Luo Jie wondered strangely, and after he got through, Tao Tao immediately sent him a message: "Are you Xiao Jie? I am Tao Tao." A particularly cute rabbit emoticon followed.

Who is Tao Tao? Luo Jie was puzzled: "Who are you?"

"I'm your good friend." Tao Tao said, "Sister You You introduced us to each other."

"Oh." He suddenly realized, "It's you!"

"Yes." Tao Tao said shyly, "Brother Xiao Jie, do you have a boyfriend?"

"No." What's going on? Why do I feel weird when I see him talking!

"Are all the photos in your circle of friends of you?"

"Yes."

"So handsome. I just like your type."

"..." Luo Jie got goosebumps all over his body, "What did Youyou say? She introduced us to each other, but it's not the kind of acquaintance we're dating. I have some questions that need to be answered!"

Taotao: "I know. It's not convenient to say this on WeChat. Are you free? I'll come find you."

"When are you free?" Luo Jie asked.

Taotao said enthusiastically: "I'm free now!"

"Ah?" Luo Jie was a little embarrassed, "I'm still at work now."

"It doesn't matter, I'll wait for you after work! I know where your company is."

"???" How did you know! He sent a message again, but Taotao didn't reply. She just asked him to wait and he would be there soon by car.

"..." Brother, isn't this a bit too presumptuous?

Worried that Taotao would cause trouble for him when there were many people coming and going after get off work, Roger went downstairs ten minutes early, and Taotao was indeed sitting in the lobby waiting for him. He recognized Taotao from a distance, because this guy was dressed up in a flashy way, not only in pink, but also with colorful glitter on his face, looking like a distinctive gay - and a bottom.

Luo Jie couldn't stand it and walked over. When Taotao saw him, she stood up and rushed over like an octopus, shouting stickyly: "Brother Xiaojie~"

Seeing him coming over to kiss her, Luo Jie pushed him away hurriedly: "What are you doing! Stay away from me." Some people around were already looking over curiously, and he pushed Taotao out, "Let's take a taxi and go eat. I've reserved a table!"

"Oh, you're so thoughtful." Taotao said exaggeratedly, "Brother Xiaojie, what do you do? You look like an elite, but when I see you, my heart starts pounding..."

Luo Jie was so disgusted that he almost vomited the overnight meal, and Taotao kept pulling his clothes and his arms. Luo Jie was determined to push him away, and the two of them were pulling and tugging at the door.

Luo Jie was about to collapse, thinking that this Youyou always caused trouble for him. Not only did he cheat 20,000 yuan from him, but he also brought such a big trouble! Seeing that he was standing still, Taotao took the opportunity to jump over and get into his arms. Luo Jie was startled and pushed him away, saying righteously: "Please be serious. If you keep doing this, then there is no need for us to talk! Go back and do your own thing!"

Seeing that he was really angry, Taotao said a little aggrievedly: "Okay, if you don't like it, then I won't touch you. Why are you so fierce?" He looked at Luo Jie with tears on his face, as if Luo Jie had done something particularly excessive to him.

Oh my god, Roger thought desperately, someone come and kill him!

At this moment, his cell phone rang, he picked it up and saw that it was He Songgao. Why did he call? Wasn't he going to the factory for a meeting? He picked up the phone, glanced at Taotao, and said with a guilty conscience: "Hello? Mr. He."

He Songgao's tone was surprisingly cold: "What are you doing? Who are you with?"

"I," Luo Jie paused and stammered, "I, I'm not with anyone. I'm off work and I'm about to take a taxi home."

He Songgao paused and gritted his teeth and said, "Stand still and wait for me to come over."

"What?" Luo Jie felt inexplicably flustered, "What are you doing? I'm going home and I'm busy now."

"Come with me to socialize in the evening." He Songgao ordered, "Stand still and I'll be there in five minutes."

It's over! If he sees this Taotao, that would be terrible! Luo Jie made a prompt decision and said to Tao Tao: "You go first, I have something urgent to deal with now."

"Ah?" Tao Tao was confused, "Now? Brother Xiao Jie, you don't hate me and deliberately drive me away, do you?"

Just then, the taxi arrived. Luo Jie pushed him, opened the door, and stuffed him into the car: "You go to eat by yourself, I'll pay the bill, the table has been booked, and the address will be sent to you via WeChat later!" After

the car drove away, Luo Jie breathed a sigh of relief.

However, before he could breathe a sigh of relief, He Songgao's car arrived, the window slid down, and He Songgao Yan Wang in the back seat stared at him as usual: "Get in the car."

Luo Jie's heart skipped a beat, thinking, Oh no, he won't see it!