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Ye Jian had been telling her secrets in a very calm tone. There was no sadness, no pain, only the relief of speaking it out.
"Grandpa, I'm sorry to disappoint you. I can't let go of everything. The only thing I can do is forget those things and those people. But don't worry, I won't do anything extreme. I will live in harmony with them. I will bury all the things they did to me in my previous life in my heart, and gradually forget them with the fate of Ye Zhifan's family."
"I think I will get over it, but it will take some time."
In the previous life, the villagers of Shuikou Village all stood on Ye Ying's side and scolded her for seducing the teacher from the city. Later, whenever Sun Dongqing returned to the village, she would spread the news about what shameful things she had done outside. When Ye Ying returned from studying in France, the villagers compared her with Ye Ying and their disgust for her reached its peak.
Even if he were to live his whole life again... Ye Jian still couldn't let go of those inexplicable, follow-up injuries.
Therefore, every time she came back, she would smile and decline the villagers' invitation to visit their homes, and she would not stay for dinner. She really couldn't be calm because she hadn't let go of the past.
This is Ye Jian's deepest secret. It is very difficult to speak it even in front of an empty chair. She speaks out the words hidden in her heart and buried in her bones and blood word by word, as if they were picked out from the depths of her soul, and each word is covered in a layer of blood.
Fortunately, she was able to face it calmly. Although every word she said was like a cry of blood, her expression was exceptionally relaxed.
The barking of a dog came faintly, startling Ye Jian who was talking. She just blinked her eyes lightly, and the old man who seemed to be sitting in the big chair listening to her with a kind smile suddenly disappeared. Ye Jian blinked her eyes again, and facing the empty big chair, the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened a little.
She knew what she had said, and she also knew that she had only been talking to herself. She just wanted to speak it out, to tell out the secret that was hidden to her bones and blood... She felt much better after saying it out.
That's it. There's no need for anyone else to know this secret. Just know it yourself.
Ye Jian took a deep breath and stood up. In the light, her features were like a lotus in the clear sky after the rain, she remained strong despite all the wind and rain.
The fire in the kitchen had been lit. Ye Jian added some dry firewood and then put the steel kettle with water on it. After wiping her hands clean, she opened a waterproof and moisture-proof cowhide bag.
Her expression was solemn, and when Ye Jian took out the items from the cowhide bag, even her fingertips trembled slightly.
This was something she had just taken out from the closet. It was her mother's relic.
There were two diaries, and she opened the first one while keeping warm.
The diary records a soldier's daily life and also records the love life of female soldiers.
"I never heard from the person I loved again. It was as if he had disappeared, and I never heard from him again. He disappeared, but I became pregnant, leaving his bloodline to remind me that my love with him was not a dream."
"I returned to the village and married an honest and simple young man from a neighboring village. He was also a poor man, a poor man who would never have his own children. He said, I am also a poor man."
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Ye Jian flipped through the pages slowly and read carefully. Line after line of text allowed her to enter her mother's life and understand what a strong woman her mother was.
But I also felt sorry for my mother. Having a child out of wedlock was undoubtedly shocking in that era. Fortunately, my mother met my father, had a family, and then I was born.
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