Chapter 155 Is this really love?
Lin Shijiao's figure appeared from behind the door.
She walked to Gu Qingwan's side, sat down in the place where Jiang Ning had sat before, and looked at the pile of things Jiang Ning had left behind.
Her beautiful and delicate face no longer had the arrogance of the past, but instead showed a hint of worry.
Gu Qingwan looked at her frowning and depressed expression and asked with a smile.
"Jiaojiao, you heard what Jiang Ning said just now. She believes in you more than I do. Why are you still unhappy?"
"I'm not unhappy."
Lin Shijiao lowered her head, her long eyelashes drooping.
She couldn't tell whether she should be happy or unhappy.
Jiang Ning should be the person she hates the most, but Jiang Ning has also become the person who trusts her the most.
The sisters-in-law in the compound who had been with her for some time all felt that she would be extreme for love and do something unforgivable.
But Jiang Ning insisted that "she is not that kind of person."
No matter how Gu Qingwan tried to test her, Jiang Ning was so firm and never changed her mind.
Lin Shijiao heard everything Jiang Ning said earlier clearly through the door.
She could tell that Jiang Ning's words were from the heart and not just a hypocritical pretense.
Even if...
She had done so many wrong things the day they first met.
Being trusted by the person you regard as your enemy.
That's why Lin Shijiao's mood became so complicated.
Gu Qingwan smiled and teased.
"Since you are not unhappy, just raise your head and smile. You are the most beloved granddaughter of the great old Army Commander Qin! I am afraid that there is no one with a more noble status than you in the entire southwest. This is enough capital for you to be proud of for the rest of your life."
When Lin Shijiao heard this, she raised her eyes slightly and glared at Gu Qingwan.
It would be fine if others said so, but why did even Gu Qingwan tease her like this?
Between the eyes moving.
A bright light appeared in her dark pupils.
She, Lin Shijiao, will not be defeated by anyone!
"You're right! I, Lin Shijiao, will live my whole life with pride and will never bow my head. What those people think of me is insignificant and none of my business."
Gu Qingwan felt relieved when she saw Lin Shijiao regain her spirits.
When she saw Lin Shijiao with red eyes yesterday, she was frightened.
Gu Qingwan's charming phoenix eyes turned slightly, and she moved closer and asked.
"Jiaojiao, you don't care about other people's opinions, but what about mine? Do you want to hear it?"
"What... do you think?"
Lin Shijiao's eyebrows twitched.
She met Gu Qingwan's eyes and saw the same care and concern in this good friend's eyes as that of a family member.
My heart moved slightly. ◢
Lin Shijiao raised her chin and said proudly.
"Since you are Miss Gu, I will listen to you with reluctance."
"Hahahaha, okay."
Gu Qingwan was amused by Lin Shijiao and her shoulders shook with laughter. After she slowly calmed down, she put away her joking expression and spoke seriously.
"Jiaojiao, you said that you have liked Qin Jiulie since you were a child. But are you really sure that your liking for Qin Jiulie is a relationship between a man and a woman? Is it love?"
This question.
When Lin Shijiao first heard this, she found it extremely absurd.
"Why not? In all these years, I have never liked anyone other than Brother Jiulie—"
"Jiaojiao, don't get excited. Calm down and think carefully about my question."
Gu Qingwan interrupted Lin Shijiao's answer.
While calming Lin Shijiao's excitement, she slowed down her tone and continued to ask.
"Jiaojiao, have you ever been in contact with other men besides Qin Jiulie in all these years? How could you possibly fall in love with him if you haven't even had any contact with him?"
"The relationship between a man and a woman, that is, love, is very complicated. If you really like the other person, in addition to possessiveness, there is also a longing for him or her."
"It's like... when you're doing nothing, his image will pop up in your mind; when you eat something delicious, you'll think about bringing it back for him to try; if he doesn't write back to you, you'll feel depressed and sad; if you see other people of the opposite sex around him, you can't help but start to get jealous."
"Jealous, I feel sour inside. Jiaojiao, do you feel this way?"
Lin Shijiao stood there in a daze.
Following Gu Qingwan's words, she couldn't help but be brought into that situation.
If she has nothing to do, she might find a book to read to kill time...
If she eats something delicious, the first people she thinks of are Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin. Will they like it?
If Qin Jiulie didn't reply, she would just write a lot and make sure to send it to him...
If there were any girls of the opposite sex around Qin Jiulie, she would just feel angry and would definitely drive them all away...
Qin Jiulie is hers!
She had already been chosen as the marriage partner since she joined the Qin family!
This is the one she likes, the one she has her eyes on!
What bitterness?
What are you jealous of?
What's sour?
She seemed to have never felt this way before.
If there was any, it was when Grandpa Qin shared her favorite White Rabbit milk candy with the little girl next door.
She felt sour in her heart and would hide in a corner and cry out of grievance.
Is this... also jealousy?
Lin Shijiao was trapped in the fog of thought. The memories in her mind could not match the "love" that Gu Qingwan mentioned at all.
She frowned and was confused at once.
Gu Qingwan looked at Lin Shijiao's expression and sighed silently.
As someone who has been through this, she can help this ignorant little sister.
"Jiaojiao, the feelings between men and women are different from a person's possessiveness. Do you like Qin Jiulie, or do you want to become a real member of the Qin family by liking him? Have you ever thought about this question?"
The real Qin family...
When she said these words, Lin Shijiao's eyebrows suddenly twitched.
There was also a subtle flash of fear in her pupils.
It was as if the poor little girl who once wore ragged clothes, had frostbite on her hands, and was starving in the snow and cold wind, was still in Lin Shijiao's heart.
It has never disappeared over the years.
From a poor rural area to a city that seems to be something out of a fairy tale.
In that warm Qin family, she was loved by Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin, but the poor little girl was still trembling with fear in her heart.
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Lin Shijiao: It’s so difficult for me. Not only do you have to be a villain, but everyone around you has a golden finger.
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