Chapter 95 Fear, the other side of Lin Shijiao (2)
That’s right!
It's fear.
Even though Lin Shijiao is twenty years old, deep down, she is still an insecure child.
Children cry to get the attention of adults.
Lin Shijiao used her arrogance and willfulness to prove that Grandpa Qin doted on and loved her.
In her heart, she knew that these things were wrong.
But after so many years, she has become completely accustomed to it.
Only with the repeated indulgence of Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin, she would have more recognition of her identity and feelings in her heart.
Don’t Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin know this?
They know it in their hearts.
However, after having him by her side for more than ten years, Lin Shijiao still couldn't feel more secure with this family relationship.
They are also difficult
There are other ways to make Lin Shijiao understand this.
He could only give Lin Shijiao the most love and indulgence within the scope that did not exceed the bottom line.
Those who are involved are often confused, while those who are not involved can see things more clearly.
Jiang Ning saw this clearly.
Today, she helped Lin Shijiao again for the sake of Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin.
Jiang Ning looked at Lin Shijiao and asked.
"Lin Shijiao, why do you think Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like me?"
"Why else? It's because you married Brother Jiulie!"
Lin Shijiao blurted out without thinking.
After hearing this, Jiang Ning chuckled a few times.
"Just because of my relationship with Qin Jiulie, Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin will like me and approve of me?
Lin Shijiao, you think too simply about Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin. These two old people have come through the flames of war. They have eaten more salt than I have eaten rice.
What if I'm a sarcastic shrew? What if I'm a liar? Do you think they will still have a marriage relationship, just because they like me? ”
One question after another.
Like a sharp arrow, it pierced Lin Shijiao's heart.
Lin Shijiao stood there, her whole body cold and stiff.
Her expression was tense, her teeth were tightly biting her lower lip, and she did not answer Jiang Ning's words for a while.
But in her heart, she had a very affirmative answer.
--Won't.
Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin are not the kind of elderly people who are very easy to get close to.
Their kindness and pampering are only shown to those within their family whom they recognize.
If Jiang Ning was really the kind of person she said, let alone the fact that Jiang Ning was Qin Jiulie's daughter-in-law, even if she was Grandpa Qin's granddaughter, she would probably have had her legs broken and been kicked out of the house.
Grandpa Qin is an absolutely impartial person when it comes to his children's education.
Jiang Ning looked at the silent Lin Shijiao and saw through the answer in her heart.
So she continued.
"Lin Shijiao, you have been with Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin for so long, you know them best, and you already have the answer in your heart.
The reason why Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like me and recognize me is that they see that Qin Jiulie and I are living our lives seriously and down-to-earth, and that we help each other and take care of our lives.
It’s because of every little thing I try to do well.
Similarly, what about you?
Lin Shijiao, is it just because you are the granddaughter of their dead comrade that Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like and love you? ”
As soon as these words came out.
Another heavy blow.
Lin Shijiao stared at Jiang Ning in a daze, her pale lips trembling.
I tried to speak several times, but when the words came to my lips, no sound came out, as if my throat was blocked.
She wanted to say, isn’t that the reason?
But this answer was undoubtedly an insult to the feelings that Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin had for her over the years.
She wanted to deny it firmly.
But the fear and terror in her heart were not enough to support her to say such words.
Lin Shijiao was caught in the middle.
The whole person was being pulled hard.
However……
Jiang Ning gave her the answer.
"Lin Shijiao, I don't think it's because of these. Maybe the reason you met in the first place is because you are the granddaughter of Grandpa Qin's dead comrade. But if they want to compensate you, there are many ways.
We can give you money so that you can continue to live in the countryside with your former relatives. We can also send you to an orphanage, or to a boarding school, or even keep you in Beijing. I believe the living conditions in Beijing must be better than here.
But Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin didn't do that. Instead, they kept you with them and took care of you personally.
I’m afraid that even the other grandchildren of the Qin family have never enjoyed such love? ”
When Jiang Ning said this, the gentleness in his voice was much less, replaced by seriousness and earnestness.
She emphasized her tone, and spoke each word with a strong voice.
"Lin Shijiao, don't underestimate yourself, and don't underestimate the feelings that Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin have for you."
After saying that.
Jiang Ning's cold gaze turned away from Lin Shijiao's face.
She has said everything she can say. Whether she can untie the knot in her heart depends on Lin Shijiao herself.
Jiang Ning turned around and left decisively, his footsteps becoming increasingly distant.
Lin Shijiao still stood there stiffly.
The hands that hung by her side had unconsciously clenched into fists and were trembling slightly.
Red eyes, sour tears.
Falling unexpectedly.
A familiar phrase rang in Lin Shijiao's mind.
"Hey, why are you crying? Who made Jiaojiao's eyes red? Grandpa will help you vent your anger..."
Whether it was when I was four or five years old, or now.
Grandpa Qin's doting on her has never changed from beginning to end.
She clearly felt such a deep emotion, but she trapped herself in a forbidden zone of thought.
On the contrary, it is at this moment.
She was harshly awakened by Jiang Ning, the person she hated the most.
…
Jiang Ning picked out a lot of cloth in the department store and was also given a sewing machine.
The manager of the department store said enthusiastically.
"Mrs. Qin, this is a gift from our Miss Gu. I hope you can accept it."
Jiang Ning was unable to react when he heard the name "Mrs. Qin".
After I savored the taste and tasted it carefully, I felt a little embarrassed and my heart was beating fast.
Jiang Ning put the cloth into the Lingbao space, which was easy and out of the way.
As for the sewing machine...it will always be seen by others at home, and it will be difficult to explain if I hide it. I can only ask the manager to send the sewing machine to the car pick-up point.
Jiang Ning went to the market, on the one hand because he needed to buy a lot of things, and on the other hand because he had an appointment to meet Wang Chunxia.
In the bustling market of Gers.
"Taro...fresh taro...little girl, would you like some taro?"
Jiang Ning heard the shouting and turned around to look. He not only saw big, round taro, but also green taro leaves.
There are still water drops hanging on the green leaves, crystal clear, and you can tell at a glance that they were just dug out this morning.
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