Chapter 357: The Real World, Deep Love (5)
This reluctance even surprised Su Lingyu herself.
If I were to make an analogy, it would probably be like developing real feelings for a paper person, treating the paper person as a real person with flesh and blood, and loving him passionately...
This was simply impossible for her.
After all, she has so many walls, and she can’t love them all if she loves them all.
But those memories in her mind seemed to have affected her.
Su Lingyu felt that what she said was quite cruel and must be very hurtful.
When she thought about the handsome man in front of her showing a sad expression, she felt a little guilty, and then...she took out her cell phone from the small bag she was carrying and turned on the shooting mode.
"Wait a moment, I'll take a video to record it. Don't worry, I'll block everyone when I post it, and I won't embarrass you."
Huo Yan looked at her helplessly.
Su Lingyu put down her phone and smiled with her almond-shaped eyes curved: "I was just kidding. Are you feeling better now?"
Huo Yan: “…Yes?”
It would be a lie to say that I'm not disappointed. My mood is indeed a bit complicated, but the curve of the corner of my lips can't be faked.
As long as he could see the person in front of him again, he felt that everything was worth it.
He explained slowly, "You don't have to worry about hurting me. I'm not that fragile."
"I also understand your situation... After you return from the mission world, all your memories of the mission world will be 'half-sealed'. You are in a state where you can recall and remember clearly, but you are just a bystander and cannot replace the feelings of the 'person involved'."
"This is not unique to you, but is handled this way by all taskers."
"No matter how strong a person's soul's carrying capacity is, it is limited. Especially for missioners who are doing high-intensity missions, they have experienced several mission worlds and accumulated hundreds of years of memories. If they are not processed in any way, the burden on the soul is huge. Once the memory is confused, the soul may even be damaged, and there is a risk of losing sanity."
"In order to ensure that the participants are conscious and clear-minded to the greatest extent possible, and understand the difference between the 'self' and the 'non-self', each participant will have similar memory processing after successfully completing the task."
"It's like after you leave the mission space, the memory of the mission space will be completely sealed."
In fact, his memory of the mission space was also sealed. The reason he knew all this was because Yuangungun specifically told him about it before he arrived in the real world.
It said that Su Lingyu would be affected because her memory was "half-sealed", and she might not love him as much as before, or even not love him at all, so he had to get used to it and was not allowed to treat Su Lingyu badly.
As for the words it yelled, "Hurry up and pursue the host, make the host fall in love with you, and then keep doing it more often, and give birth to me quickly," he didn't dare to say it.
To be honest, he was afraid that he would not even have the chance to sit here.
With his five senses being sharp, he knew that Su Lingyu had at least four bodyguards secretly following him.
He was not afraid of not being able to defeat these people. What he was worried about was that his reckless words would reach the ears of the Su family, making his pursuit of love more difficult.
Huo Yan added: "So, now you remember me, and everything that happened between us, but to you, those are just like fleeting memories, and you don't feel them deeply. That's not your problem, and you don't need to feel like you've let me down because of it. I understand."
"I, I will..."
Huo Yan swallowed the words he was about to say in embarrassment, his ears turned red, but his calm eyes became more determined.
"What can you do?" Su Lingyu suddenly asked.
When Huo Yan met her clear eyes, his ears became even hotter.
But whenever she wanted to ask, he would always answer her questions. After thinking for a while, he blushed and said uncomfortably, "You once said that I never pursued you, and that you were my wife from the beginning. That was too good for me. This time, I will pursue you seriously."
"Oh..." Su Lingyu became interested and asked curiously, "How are you going to pursue me?"
She recalled a memory: "Is this a plan to pursue love?"
Love pursuit plan?
Don't mention it.
"..." Huo Yan's face turned even redder. He didn't dare to let Su Lingyu continue to guess, so he quickly revealed his plan: "I understand that your eldest brother is recruiting a personal bodyguard for you. I plan to apply first to protect you."
Personal bodyguard?
Su Lingyu didn't expect to hear this answer and was a little surprised for a moment.
But it seems pretty good.
From his memories, he knew how strong Huo Yan's fighting ability was. Having such a person as his bodyguard would definitely make him a human weapon.
Now that she is in good health, she will definitely travel more often in the future, both domestically and even abroad, to relax.
With Huo Yan by my side, my safety factor soared.
Su Lingyu nodded directly: "Okay, I'll give you a chance."
She then asked, "Do you have any requirements for treatment?"
Huo Yan's Adam's apple rolled, he looked at her deeply, and asked with a smile: "Is it okay to provide food and accommodation?"
"..." Su Lingyu couldn't help laughing, "Okay."
Orcs will never be slaves unless they are provided with food and shelter?
She thinks it's okay.
After taking another sip of ice cola, Su Lingyu stood up gracefully and waved to the handsome man sitting opposite her: "Come on, come home with me."
…
As Su Lingyu's personal housekeeper, Wen Lan takes care of Su Lingyu carefully and thoughtfully, but does not interfere in her private life.
Before Su Lingyu turned eighteen, she might have hesitated whether to tell Su's parents about the fact that Su Lingyu brought a grown man home late at night.
But now Su Lingyu is already 23 years old and in good health. Wen Lan just laughed it off and thought to herself that she should be more knowledgeable.
Do you need to arrange a scented bubble bath, an infinity pool, and a violin?
Didn’t you see that the young master was planning to find an internet celebrity to play with him?
Although the eldest lady said that she wanted Huo Yan to be her personal bodyguard, but, ahem, I'm afraid that only the word "personal" would come true in the end, right?
From this perspective, as a personal butler, it seems necessary to create some romance for the young lady.
Wen Lan put herself in the role of "Mother Wang" and couldn't help laughing again.
Su Lingyu, who was walking in front, had no idea what was going on in Wen Lan's mind. Due to her poor health, she seldom went out for a walk to the riverside for such a long distance like she did today.
She loves beauty and wears high heels. She is tired after walking so far.
She didn't know where this little habit came from, but she subconsciously turned her head to look at the tall man beside her.
Almost as soon as she looked over, the person next to her stopped walking and looked at her with a pair of calm phoenix eyes.
"Are you tired of walking?" Huo Yan asked sensibly, "Do you want me to carry you? I can!"
Su Lingyu: “……?”
No, no, no, she can't.
I don’t know if this is right or not, but are this person’s eyes shining?
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