Chapter 153: Lingering in Dreams
In recent days, Ji Nanyan has been thinking about her relationship with Shen Jingzhou.
It all started that night when she got drunk and was taken back by Shen Yishu.
She is not an impulsive person. After dating Song Baian for so many years, she has never done anything out of line.
She couldn't understand why she lost control after seeing Chen Jingzhou?
She didn't understand what was going on at the time, but she felt a force compelling her to kiss him.
Then she really took the initiative to kiss Shen Jingzhou.
Is it because he is so handsome that I have lost my mind due to lust for him?
The key point is that it's not like she hasn't seen handsome guys. Abroad, she has seen countless tall, handsome, blond foreign guys, but none of them has ever made her heart beat.
But as soon as she returned to China, she did such an intimate thing with a man she had never met before. This was the craziest thing she had done in the past 22 years.
Another thing she couldn't figure out was that she was drunk at the time and couldn't control herself, so why couldn't Chen Jingzhou control himself either? He could obviously resist. Could it be that he was drunk like her?
Just because of what happened that night, Shen Jingzhou pestered her.
Ji Nanyue didn't have any good feelings towards him at first, and even disliked him a little. But later on, as they got along, he gave her gifts, money, and was gentle and caring to her. Little by little, Ji Nanyue fell into his gentle trap.
She even had the urge to marry him. If Chen Jingzhou hadn't kicked Mu En without knowing the truth that day, she might have agreed to be his girlfriend by now.
Because of Mu En's incident, Ji Nanyue decided to reconsider her relationship with Chen Jingzhou.
Although Chen Jingzhou is excellent in all aspects and is a good candidate for marriage, if he continues to beat people, she will definitely not be with him again.
What if he goes crazy one day and hits her? His fists are so strong, and she has thin arms and legs, so one punch from him could probably break her bones.
Even if Chen Jingzhou gave her more money, she would not dare to be with him. She was already disabled, so what was the use of having more money!
Ever since that night, Ji Nanyue ignored Chen Jingzhou. On the one hand, he wanted to see how he would handle the matter, to see if he could recognize his mistake and not be so impulsive again. On the other hand, Ji Nanyue also wanted to calm down and see how deep her feelings for him were.
Ji Nanyue is now not sure whether she really likes him or is deceived by his appearance and family background.
It just so happened that the company organized this trip abroad at this time.
She plans to use the time she spends abroad to plan her future, especially her relationship aspect.
Ji Nanyan didn’t even send a message to Shen Jingzhou, and directly boarded the plane to Country F with the company’s team.
It was already evening when the plane took off. Ji Nanyue chatted briefly with the colleague next to her, then lay down in her seat and fell asleep.
In recent days, she has been busy preparing materials for this trip abroad, working overtime until very late every day. Ji Nanyue is really tired. She fell asleep not long after she lay down.
As soon as Ji Nanyue closed her eyelids, she began to dream.
She dreamed that on a night of thunder, lightning and heavy rain, she was running in a strange big house.
The light in the room was dim. She searched for a long time but couldn't find a single person. Just when she didn't know what to do, a tall figure walked out from the corner.
Finally finding someone, Ji Nanyue ran towards him in ecstasy.
As the distance got closer, she gradually saw the appearance of the person opposite her.
That person was none other than Shen Jingzhou.
Ji Nanyue stopped in her tracks for a moment, hesitating whether to go over or not.
Before she could think clearly, Shen Jingzhou rushed towards her.
The next second, she fell into a large and warm embrace.
The moment their bodies touched, Ji Nanyue's heart began to beat wildly.
She instantly felt warm all over her body. His embrace was so safe and comfortable. Ji Nanyue hugged his waist, reluctant to let go.
"Why did you come just now?" she scolded him, leaning in his arms.
"I'm sorry, baby. It's all my fault. I will never hit anyone again. Can you forgive me?
Do you know how painful it was for me during the days when you ignored me? Every time I closed my eyes, my mind was filled with your image. I was almost going crazy thinking about you, but I didn't dare to come to see you because I was afraid you wouldn't forgive me. "Shen Jingzhou hugged him tightly in his arms and said.
Ji Nanyue could feel his strong heartbeat when she leaned against his chest.
He did realize his mistake, and through his behavior towards Mu En these days, Ji Nanyue saw his changes.
He had promised her before that he would apologize to Mu En, and that was indeed his true inner thoughts. He really knew he was wrong.
He could endure Mu En's difficulties, it seems that he really cares about himself.
He could do this for her. Although Ji Nanyue didn't say anything, she was more or less touched in her heart.
In fact, during this period of time, Ji Nanyue also thought about forgiving him, but there was a voice in her heart telling her that she couldn't forgive him so easily, otherwise he would do it again next time.
Therefore, it was as if there were two villains in Ji Nanyue's heart, fighting endlessly, one asking her to forgive Chen Jingzhou, and the other not letting her forgive him.
Until just now when Shen Jingzhou hugged her, the villain in her heart who had always wanted her to forgive Shen Jingzhou had the upper hand.
Ji Nanyan raised her head, looked at Shen Jingzhou and said, "I forgive you."
As soon as she finished speaking, Chen Jingzhou kissed her lips.
The next second, the two kissed passionately.
When she was about to lose her balance, Shen Jingzhou let go of her mouth, bent down, picked her up and went to the next room.
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