Chapter 73: Clearing Up Misunderstandings (Part 1)
They are like two fires in the inner and outer circles, one growing stronger while the other shrinks, and when they collide, one of them will definitely end up being extinguished.
Jiaoran stepped into the familiar little house, which was dark.
For some reason, not even a single light was on and the windows were sealed, probably because they were afraid that he would be more seriously injured by the wind.
Even in the dim light, she remembered every detail of the room, so she could move through it without encountering any obstacles until she reached him.
He was sleeping, his chest rising and falling slightly, which was proof that he was still alive.
For a moment she considered running away.
She didn't dare to face him.
It was clear that she blamed and hated him just a day ago.
Senior sister said that she hated him because she was jealous of him.
Tchaicher said he had been helping her behind the scenes.
She was the only one who resented him wholeheartedly and without distraction.
Only now did she realize that she was actually afraid to admit that she had been abandoned. The home she valued had never been her home.
Over the long years, A'niang treated her so well. How much of that was out of sincerity? She treated her as her own child and expressed her concern for her child through her kindness to her.
From beginning to end, she never asked him how much he knew or how much the theft of the secret book had to do with him.
Would he tell her everything if she asked? Perhaps, but she didn't have the patience or the inclination to ask.
She wanted to transfer her hatred towards her mother to him, so that she could let go of her hatred towards her mother and forget how she killed her father and how she was surrounded and killed.
She was a coward because she realized that A'niang no longer loved her, so she poured her hatred on Mu Jin, whose love she could still sense.
She was the most hateful person. Jiaoran looked down at him and slowly leaned over his hand.
The room smelled strongly of blood, which showed how much he had lost.
She heard her own heartbeat in the darkness, thump thump.
So that's how it was. She realized that when she was with him that night, the heartbeat was hers. In fact, she was also very attracted to him and could not control herself at all.
She held his cold hand and placed it on her lips. "Wake up quickly. If you don't wake up, how can you hear my apology?"
"If I do something wrong, my mother and my senior sister will beat me and scold me. If you get up, you can beat me and scold me too."
"I didn't want to kill you. I don't know how that arrow actually hit you. Believe me, how could I do this to you?"
"That day I said you and your wife had a deep love that was the envy of others. That was all a lie. I didn't want to come to Siyu Garden because I didn't want to see you and her in such love. I couldn't stand you looking at her with those smiling eyes. You have no idea that I've been narrow-minded and vindictive since I was a child."
"Chache said you did a lot for me, but why didn't you tell me? If you told me, I wouldn't be kept in the dark. You're angry with me, right? So you don't want to wake up?"
"After I left Siyuyuan and began to wander, I missed you and my mother so much. But after I came back, the two people I loved most said they wanted to kill me. Please forgive me. I hated her so much at that time. I wanted to hate my mother, but I tried so hard and found that I couldn't hate her."
"My blood isn't hers, but I was raised by her. She taught me to speak. Even when I was a child, I was deeply attached to my mother. Who wouldn't love their mother? So you can understand, I can't hate her, I can only hate you. I tell myself it's all your fault. If you hadn't appeared, if you didn't exist, I would still be my mother's darling, and I could still be as free and happy as before."
"It's okay if you can't understand. I know I'm selfish and shameless, but for my own peace of mind, I can only hate you. So you see, I don't hate you because I don't love you, but because I love you too much. Between the two people I love, I can't deny my mother. She is the hand that shaped me and carries more than ten years of beautiful memories for me."
"During Senior Sister's wedding, I didn't mean to use Chai Hui to annoy you. I just couldn't win the argument, and you were picking on my pain, weren't you? But then again, even if I did briefly fall in love with someone else, you should have asked clearly. Otherwise, how would you know if I would still choose you or someone else? Besides, am I a playboy? You've already married my wife, so what did I say? Even if you divorce her in the future, being with me would only be a second marriage."
"You have to be fair. You've already married someone new. Even if I really have someone new outside, can't you understand me the same way I understand you? Oh, I've gone off topic. This is all just hypothetical, of course. But this really makes me feel wronged. When I was little, I imagined I'd grow up and marry a man who would never change his mind, but the first man I loved ended up marrying someone else."
Jiaoran had been blabbering on for over half an hour. Just as he was about to say more, he heard his soft voice, "A Yuan?"
Jiao Ran was stunned for a moment, then his expression changed immediately, "Are you calling Madam Cheng Yuan?"
Almost gritting his teeth, "I shouldn't have come here. I listened to Chai Che's nonsense, and Senior Sister said that the first person you would want to see when you woke up would be me. You already hate me, why do you still want to see me!"
He called out twice in succession, but you couldn't hear it unless you were close to him.
Okay, goodbye.
As soon as he pulled his hand away, he grabbed her wrist, like a pair of iron clamps. Normally, she would have been able to get it free with a simple struggle, but at that moment, several of her blood vessels were blocked and she couldn't use any strength.
She didn't know whether he was asleep or awake, but he pulled her into the bed. Just with this movement, Jiaoran smelled a stronger smell of blood on his body, and she was afraid that the wound they bandaged for him had opened.
He called A Yuan, but didn't he realize that he was kissing someone else?
Jiaoran was stunned and was about to raise his hand to punch him, but when it reached his face, it turned into a gentle caress.
She touched down his face to the arrow wound, and sure enough, it was wet, soaking the cotton cloth.
He leaned over her, and drops of blood dripped down her body. She was so frightened that she quickly pressed down on his shoulders and wanted to call out to him, but his lips followed impatiently and she couldn't say a word.
The room smelled strongly of blood.
"Let's do it, okay, A Yuan?"
She heard him calling her A Yuan over and over again, and she was so angry that tears were about to fall, but she remained silent.
He didn't hear her answer. He unbuttoned her clothes, but found it too difficult, so he turned her over and pressed her down.
She could see him open his eyes in the darkness, but she didn't know if he could see who she was while he was seriously injured.
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