Chapter 345 Heart to Heart
Zheng Shuning didn't expect Lu Zhiang to ask her this.
She thought about it carefully before saying:
"I think you are lonely, longing for warmth and wanting to be close, but afraid of being hurt. Under your cold appearance, you are actually a frightened deer, lost in the forest, with your sharp horns hanging on the messy bushes, and you are longing for salvation."
A frightened deer? This statement surprised Lu Zhiang, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed to be true. He said:
"You have a pretty good eye for people."
Indeed, he is quite lonely.
Zheng Shuning said, "You can't be so accurate in judging anyone. I can sense your aura. Maybe it's because... you and I are actually the same kind of people in our bones!"
They all have the experience of "living under someone else's roof". For them, home is just a cold house. They are neglected and ignored, and they have not felt the love of time for many years.
It's hard to say whose experience was more miserable. When Lu Zhiang was young, he was loved by his mother and grandparents, but all those who loved him died in the fire.
Zheng Shuning, who had been abused since childhood, now had her happy ending, but her past experiences had also left indelible scars on her heart.
Lu Zhiang knew Zheng Shuning's experience.
"I thought you were happy and loved. Although I sometimes felt that you had an inexplicable sadness, I thought it was just an illusion. After all...most of the time, you smiled brightly."
"That's because, ever since I was freed, I told myself that I would live with a smile on my face, because I had already shed all my tears in the past decade or so."
After the pain and tears, Zheng Shuning had let it go. For the first time, she shared her past experiences with others, including how she had no shoes to wear as a child and had to wear adults' shoes secretly, and how she was poisoned after being discovered. She told Lu Zhiang everything.
Those scars that seemed bloody before, now seem nothing when you think about them. Zheng Shuning showed Lu Zhiang her most embarrassing side. She hoped that Lu Zhiang would be able to let go of the past one day.
Lu Zhiang, who had almost never talked to anyone, suddenly felt the desire to talk that day. He also told Zheng Shuning about his life journey.
After learning about Lu Zhiang's experience, Zheng Shuning was silent for a long time. She wanted to comfort him but didn't know where to start. Finally, she said:
"No matter what, just look forward. Since you are the only one who survived, you should live with the part of the people who passed away."
"Yes, I will." When Lu Zhiang lost his memory before, he lived in a daze. Now it's the same. He will avenge his deceased relatives and fulfill his mother's wish.
His future life will never change like the past, and he will take back what belongs to him.
The conversation with Zheng Shuning made Lu Zhiang feel more open-minded.
He was very happy during the time he lived in the compound, as the people in this family did not have so many schemes and calculations, and he could feel the warmth every time he came back.
A breath of foul air came out of Lu Zhiang's mouth. He lowered his head and saw a tiny flame jumping out of a piece of unburned charcoal.
This was the first time he saw the flame, he did not feel scared. This discovery made Lu Zhiang happy, so when the flame went out, he felt a little disappointed.
After that, Zheng Yun꿤 came back from outside.
Zheng Yunyue told Hua Yunze about Ye Shouyue's affairs, which prompted Hua Yunze to make a decision. He planned to discuss it with Hua Yunshang and tell Ye Shouyue everything.
Zheng Yun also told the truth to Lu Zhiang. After he revealed Ye Shou's identity, he couldn't help but speak for Ye Shou:
"Although Ye Shou is Ye Detang's son, he is exactly the same as his father. To me, Ye Shou is a close friend of Jiaojiao and I, and you are my junior brother. We will meet again in the future... I..."
Zheng Yun wanted to say that he hoped Lu Zhiang would hate Ye Shou because of Ye Detang, but he felt that it was too easy to say it. After all, even if he did, he could not guarantee that he would hate the children of his enemies.
I think Lu Zhiang is quite open-minded about this matter. He said:
"I know. Father and son are different individuals, just like me and An Qingshan. We are completely different people, so I can understand."
Even though Lu Zhiang later knew that Ye Shouyu knew the truth, he still chose to keep the secret for Ye Detang for so many years. Lu Zhiang only resented Ye Shouyu for a period of time at the beginning.
After talking about the matter, Lu Zhiang no longer had any doubts. He thought about the state he had just faced when facing the fire, and after thinking for a while, he said to Zheng Yun:
"Brother, starting tomorrow, shall we start doing difficult experiments?"
The most difficult experiments all involve combustion and flames.
The reason why Lu Zhiang did not worship Rong Qi as his master a few years ago was because he entered the laboratory, endured the pain and finished the experiment, and then went to the hospital.
He was hospitalized for a long time due to psychological problems.
Later, Lu Zhiang gave up his apprenticeship and chose a job that was completely different from his major after graduation.
This was something Lu Zhiang mentioned later.
Now that he knew that Lu Zhiang had decided to contact him again, Zheng Yun was still a little worried: "Can you overcome it? At this time, if you are stimulated again, I'm afraid it will be bad."
"Let's give it a try!" Lu Zhiang said.
As he spoke, he looked at the red charcoal in the brazier again, and the corners of his mouth suddenly curved upwards into a beautiful arc.
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