Chapter 53 Let's Divorce
Zheng Yunsheng found Tong Dixin in the pig shed and told her the general situation.
When Tong Di heard what Zheng Yunsheng said, she was surprised at first, then delighted, and finally felt ashamed and painful.
She looked at herself, she was dirty and smelled disgusting. Now she had to appear in front of her parents in this state.
Zheng Yunsheng had no idea what was going on in Tong Dixin's mind. He didn't have time to care about her expression. After he finished speaking, he turned around and left in a hurry.
In the small courtyard of the Gu family, Gu Qijiao sat on a stool with a pen and a piece of letter paper on the table in front of her.
She heard Zheng Yunsheng coming home and entering the yard without even raising her head.
When Zheng Yunsheng walked to the table and was about to sit down, Gu Qijiao started talking:
"Zheng Yunsheng, let's get divorced!"
The voice was so cold and thin that it was without any emotion.
Zheng Yunsheng, who had originally planned to sit down and have a good talk with Gu Qijiao, froze in mid-air with his body bent after hearing what Gu Qijiao said.
He was at a loss as to whether to stand or sit, and it took him a long time to straighten his body.
"No, don't get a divorce." Zheng Yunsheng shook his head. His dark eyes looked extremely sad at the moment. He begged Gu Qijiao:
"I did not do well in the past. I know I was wrong. Jiaojiao, I will change. Please give me another chance. I don't want to divorce you."
Gu Qijiao shook her head:
"Don't say that, you didn't do anything wrong, it was my youth and ignorance that changed your life.
Our union was wrong from the beginning, so it was doomed to not have a good ending. "
Whether in the past life or this life, Gu Qijiao knew in her heart that she had no right to blame Gu Yunsheng for anything.
Gu Qijiao hated Zheng Yunsheng at most during the period when she had just had a miscarriage.
After all, she lost the new life that was crawling and dancing in her belly.
Even though this hatred faded over time, Gu Qijiao slowly let it go.
It was her youth and ignorance that changed other people's lives, so she should pay the corresponding price for her youth and ignorance.
Now her life has started again, but the mistake still exists. All she can do is to lower the price she pays.
I just want to get divorced early and set each other free.
She pushed the prepared divorce agreement in front of Zheng Yunsheng:
"Sign it. Since we both have memories of the past, we should know that we will be separated sooner or later.
It is better to cut off all ties sooner rather than later to avoid such an ugly situation. "
The divorce agreement was written quite simply, stating that the things in the courtyard would belong to Gu Qijiao, and the things sent by Zheng Yunsheng's parents and the things brought from the commune would belong to Zheng Yunsheng.
Before the educated youth officially returned to the city, the two still maintained a superficial husband-wife relationship, and Zheng Yunsheng could continue to live in this courtyard.
But after returning to the city, the men and women got married and had no contact with each other.
Zheng Yunsheng didn't look at the divorce papers. He grabbed the agreement on the table, crumpled it up and threw it aside.
"The past life is the past life. If you had a bad life before, it doesn't mean you will repeat the same mistakes now. We separated in the past life because there were many misunderstandings in between."
"You said misunderstanding? What misunderstanding is there between us?" Gu Qijiao obviously did not agree with Zheng Yunsheng's words.
"There are many misunderstandings, and the biggest misunderstanding is that you mistakenly thought that I don't like you." Zheng Yunsheng said this, and suddenly bent down, leaned over, put his hands on the table, and looked at Gu Qijiao very seriously:
"Gu Qijiao, I like you. From my past life to this life, I am the only person who has ever moved me, touched my heart, and loved you sincerely."
Gu Qijiao was stunned, and after a long while she whispered: "Do you know what you are talking about?
Because you love me, do you hide Bai Xiaoou's photo in the book?
Because you love me, do you have to put on a condom for Bai Xiaoou in front of me?
Because you love me, are you going to give me the same ring as Bai Xiaoou?
Is it because you love me that you always have a stern face and never smile at me?
Because you love me, do you cut up and throw away the clothes I bought for you?
Because you love me, so... "
There were too many things that could be remembered. Gu Qijiao listed them one by one for Zheng Yunsheng to hear, and it took her more than a full minute to finish.
There are many, many small things that I can’t remember, so I won’t talk about them.
The three-foot-thick ice does not form overnight.
The miscarriage that led to lifelong infertility was just the last straw that broke the camel's back for Gu Qijiao.
Zheng Yunsheng had long wanted to make these things clear to Gu Qijiao.
In his previous life, he was too simple and honest, and lived a confused life.
Therefore, he did not know all the things that Gu Qijiao said, but there were quite a few things that Bai Xiaoou had personally admitted before his death or had accidentally let slip.
However, most of it is clear.
"The book that Bai Xiaoou gave me in her previous life was not handed to me personally. She put it on my clothes herself. I didn't know who it belonged to. I had just married you at that time and didn't have the mood to read.
I had never opened that book, so I didn't know there was that small photo in it. Plus, you were climbing into bed at that time, so I had a stereotype of you being unruly and domineering.
So you hit Bai Xiaoou, and I thought you were being unreasonable at the time, because I didn't have any improper relationship with her and I felt you shouldn't do that.
I gave her my clothes not because I had any feelings for her, but because you are my lover and I think it is my responsibility to take care of what you did wrong.
And the ring that came later, the pattern on that ring was drawn by me, and you asked me why I put two crossed daggers on it.
I am embarrassed to tell you that those are not two crossed daggers, but actually a "seven" character. That is specially made for you.
Bai Xiaoou simply got the design pattern from my sister and copied it.
You said that the clothes you bought for me were cut up and thrown away. I didn't even know you bought me clothes. It wasn't me who did it, so I don't want to take the blame.
You said I was serious when facing you, that was because you were sneaking around at that time. I thought seriousness would make you a better person, but I didn't expect that it would push you further away.
I thought I loved you in my own way, that we would grow and improve together, and that things would get better and better day by day, but I forgot to cherish you, cherish you, and protect you. I ignored the wickedness of human nature, did not say what was in my heart, and did not make you feel loved.
But, Gu Qijiao, I love you, I really love you, I love you so much. "
There were other things as well, and he explained everything Zheng Yunsheng knew.
At the end, Zheng Yunsheng couldn't help crying.
He had only cried once after he became an adult in his previous life, and that was after he divorced Gu Qijiao, when he cried bitterly at the bus stop.
After knowing Gu Qijiao's death, Zheng Yunsheng did not cry, because there is no greater sorrow than a dead heart. At that time, he could no longer cry, and his eyes were so dry that he could not shed a single tear.
Now he is crying again.
Hot tears streamed all over his face.
Because of the misunderstandings in the previous life, they have finally been made clear today.
Gu Qijiao also started crying, sobbing loudly.
The two cried together.
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