Chapter 55 Gu Qijiao, You're My Life
Gu Qijiao is in a mess now.
be terribly upset.
Although she noticed Zheng Yunsheng's abnormality, she didn't have the energy to think deeply about it.
The sun is already hanging high in my heart, its sunlight is shining on the ground, and even the air is warm.
Gu Qijiao felt cold in her heart.
Because she didn't dare to believe it, and didn't know how to accept it, it turned out that everything in her past life and present life that she had been brooding over and couldn't let go of for a long time was all her unilateral misunderstanding.
As for her child, because of those misunderstandings and her impulsive behavior, he lost the chance to come into this world.
Gu Qijiao couldn't completely digest this sudden explanation for a while.
She didn't dare to look back at Zheng Yunsheng, as if she was afraid that he would discover her current miserable mood.
She seemed to be even more miserable than in her previous life.
Gu Qijiao calmed her voice and asked inconspicuously:
"Zheng Yunsheng, you deliberately made up a lie to deceive me just to make me live a good life with you now, right?
I don't believe it. How could you like me? When I was pregnant, I begged you for a long time to say you loved me, but you didn't even say it! "
Her tone returned to its previous coldness, as if she didn't take Zheng Yunsheng's explanation seriously at all.
Hearing Gu Qijiao's words, Zheng Yunsheng was suddenly shocked. He couldn't see Gu Qijiao's expression, and he didn't know whether she really didn't believe it at all.
Zheng Yunsheng was a little excited. He wanted to reach out to hug Gu Qijiao, but after he stretched out his hand, he immediately pulled it back weakly. He was afraid that he would hurt her again. Finally, he said with difficulty:
"Jiaojiao, if I don't say it or express it, then I don't love you. My love is too reserved, not as passionate as yours.
I wanted to say it but couldn't. Later, when you walked away angrily, I slapped you a few times.
Because this mouth is so stupid, it can't say sweet words, it will teach you and scold you.
But I didn't tell you. The second time you asked me to tell you that I loved you, I gave you a music box.
When the music box is opened, music will play, and there will be two little people hugging each other and dancing inside, with the words "eternal love" written on top of the box.
I thought, even if I didn’t say it, you would understand it when you see it. Do you still remember that box? "
At this time, Gu Qijiao was silent.
In her previous life, she had also felt Zheng Yunsheng's love. When they were together, there would always be times when their hearts met.
놙놆She was too self-conscious to believe that Zheng Yunsheng would be attracted to her.
Coupled with the calculations of some people and Zheng Yunsheng's silence, their misunderstanding became deeper and deeper for various reasons.
Gu Qijiao still remembered the music box that Zheng Yunsheng gave her. She was also very happy when she held the box.
Zheng Meiyu just came back from outside and saw the box in Gu Qijiao's hand. She sneered and told her:
"Silly, you are so happy. Don't you look at the two little people in the box? The man looks like my brother, but does the woman look like you?
That girl is wearing a crown, she is clearly a little princess, not a country girl from the mountains like you. I think that little girl looks a lot like Sister Xiaoou. "
After saying that, Zheng Meiyu walked away with a look of disdain on her face.
Gu Qijiao was left sitting alone on the bench in the living room with her big belly, looking at the music box in her hand which seemed more and more eye-catching.
She was provoked so easily.
"Zheng Meiyu said that the little figures in the box you gave me represent you and Bai Xiaoou." Gu Qijiao did not intend to hide anything and told the truth.
Zheng Yunsheng didn't seem surprised to hear this, and asked: "So you believe it?"
"You, I believed you. You asked me to say that I loved you but you refused. When you handed me the box, you pushed it into my hands and walked away without saying a word or even looking at me.
Combined with Zheng Meiyu's words, I thought at the time that you gave me that box to tell me that there was a bright moon in your heart, so you couldn't say words like "I love you" to me. "
Is this how you understand this? Zheng Yunsheng rubbed his brows helplessly.
That strange emotion seemed to appear for a moment and then disappear. It didn't come out to trouble him again, which made him feel much more at ease. He told Gu Qijiao:
"I put the things in your hands and left because I felt embarrassed and didn't know what to say. I didn't dare to look at you. I didn't have the nerve to look at you."
His love was always so subtle and silent, like a drizzle, trying to moisten Gu Qijiao but trying to do it silently.
But he didn't know that for women, love only counts if it is expressed, otherwise it means they don't love.
If you don't hear him express his love with your own ears, then you don't love him.
Using sweet words to express love is the fastest and most direct way for women to feel love from men.
Because women are inherently more emotional animals.
At this moment, all the misunderstandings between the two were finally cleared up.
But Gu Qijiao did not have the idea of reconciling with Zheng Yunsheng. After calming down, she stood up, turned around, looked at Zheng Yunsheng and asked:
"Everything has been explained clearly, and I know it, but does that mean we should continue to be together? Should we continue to be together?"
"Why not? Didn't I explain it clearly enough?" Zheng Yunsheng almost blurted out.
"No." Gu Qijiao shook her head: "You explained it very clearly, and I understood it. Now that I think about it, I am also responsible for the failure of our marriage. I like to let my imagination run wild.
놙놆No matter who is right or wrong, it can't change the ending. Zheng Yunsheng, our fate has come to an end since the moment we had no children.
It was like this in the previous life, and it is the same in this life. "
Zheng Yunsheng knew it a long time ago. Everything else could be explained, except the lost child, which was an insurmountable gap between the two of them.
But he would not let Gu Qijiao leave. He pulled Gu Qijiao's hand and held it tightly.
"I didn't protect our child well. You can blame me or hate me." Zheng Yunsheng pulled Gu Qijiao closer and put his forehead against hers:
"But Gu Qijiao, I will not divorce you, and I will never let go. I have experienced the feeling of losing you, and I will never allow this to happen again.
Gu Qijiao, you're killing me! "
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