Chapter 57 They are the most suitable
After Zheng Yun left, Gu Qijiao sat in front of the table for a while in a daze.
She felt empty and indescribably confused.
No matter who it is, it will be difficult for them to wake up for a while when they find out that the things they have insisted on for a lifetime were all misunderstandings.
In order to make herself feel better, Gu Qijiao stood up and prepared to find something to do.
There were two bunches of amaranth seeds soaking in the corner.
Gu Qijiao had been delayed by various things in the past two days and had forgotten about it. Fortunately, she remembered it now and it was not too late.
After pouring out the water in the basin, Gu Qijiao carried the seeds to the backyard.
There was no land in the backyard for growing vegetables, and Zheng Yun had turned over the land when he got up early a few days ago.
Amaranth planting is to first raise seedlings and then transplant them.
So Gu Qijiao dug holes in the ground, put the seeds into the holes one by one, covered them with a thin layer of soil, and then went to the toilet to fetch a bucket of manure to water the plants.
Gu Qijiao was adept at doing these things, after all, she was a native country woman.
Gu Qijiao's personality seems to have always been like this. When she is at a loss, she likes to find something to do.
As she was doing things, her mentality would slowly calm down, and she would figure out many things bit by bit.
According to the original trajectory of the matter, Gu Qijiao was determined to divorce Zheng Yun.
덿놚 because she couldn't let go of her child.
But Zheng Yun said that if they came back, the child would also come back.
After experiencing rebirth, Gu Qijiao also began to believe in fate and destiny. The child was destined to be with her and Zheng Yun, and could definitely become their child again.
Gu Qijiao was reluctant to give up.
Jiaxiao's past life was all misunderstanding, and Zheng Yunxiao loved her.
Although she did not have the same passionate love for Zheng Yun as in her previous life, she did not hate Zheng Yun to the extent of that.
The two know each other well, so feelings can always be cultivated.
After calming down, Gu Qijiao discovered that continuing to live with Zheng Yun might not be a bad idea.
She was no longer the same person she was in her previous life. She would no longer listen to the instigation of others and doubt his feelings for her.
And he changed, becoming more articulate and no longer silent, not explaining anything and keeping silent.
Because of the setbacks in their previous lives, they all transformed.
They both had flaws in their previous lives, and now that they are living a new life, why can't they give each other a chance to change and rewrite their lives!
Zheng Yun's misfortune in his previous life was closely related to Gu Qijiao, and Gu Qijiao always felt guilty towards him.
How could she bear not to give Zheng Yun a chance to rewrite her fate?
His biggest regret in his previous life was her.
Could it be that he was allowed to let the regrets of his previous life continue to turn into regrets in this life? Why?
Gu Qijiao originally thought that divorce would be a good thing for both her and Zheng Yun.
But now it seems not to be the case.
Then she had already brought disaster to Zheng Yun’s previous life, and now that she was reborn, she must not bring disaster to Zheng Yun’s second life.
When she first learned the truth, Gu Qijiao was very emotional. Now that she is alone and calm for a while, she is slowly figuring out many things.
As a person who has lived two lives and experienced the ups and downs of life, Gu Qijiao has seen life clearly enough.
She longed to have a family. In her previous life, she did not look for another partner after divorcing Zheng Yun because the knot in her heart had not been resolved and she had lost her fertility, so she never considered remarrying.
After her rebirth, although Gu Qijiao still hadn't considered finding another man in the future, she had never thought of living alone for the rest of her life.
Life alone is not easy.
The room was cold and lifeless.
No one will listen to you.
When it's quiet, you can hear your own breathing.
When eating alone, most people just make do with what they have, and two dishes and a soup are basically a luxury.
When walking alone at night, one will feel that his own dim shadow under the street light is lonely and pitiful.
Sometimes when I have a high fever and can't get up from bed, I worry that I will stink at home and no one will know.
I am most familiar with the appearance of the city late at night, when the lights of thousands of houses are gradually going out. I am alone guarding a small space, turning on the speakers and listening to loneliness singing.
Certain melodies will suddenly pop up, and their joys and sorrows, ups and downs, anger and sorrow often make people empathize.
You pretend to live a refined life, and even buy yourself a big cake and light candles on your birthday to celebrate your birthday, but in the eyes of your colleagues, you are still the most pitiful person.
Because it seems that no one will feel sorry for you.
Therefore, despite having experienced a failed marriage, Gu Qijiao still wanted to have a home of her own.
But now she already has a family of her own, and the people in her family love and care for her, and there is no need to be harsh and teach her like in her previous life.
They can live happily.
After all, they were supposed to love each other.
If we find another person, we will have to get used to him all over again, and he may not be better than Zheng Yun.
After figuring things out, Gu Qijiao finished watering the vegetable patch with the manure. She put her hands on her hips, looked at the newly planted vegetable patch and said:
"If you are well taken care of, you will thrive. If I take good care of my love and marriage, it will surely take root and sprout."
After figuring things out, Gu Qijiao breathed a sigh of relief, as if the mountain that had been pressing down on her since her rebirth had been lifted away in an instant.
Although she had no objection to using manure water on crops, the smell was really touching. After putting down the manure bucket, she went back to the kitchen to boil water for a bath.
Time always passes quickly, and the afternoon is over quickly.
After washing herself, Gu Qijiao started to make lunch.
She had seen the meat that Zheng Yun had brought back in the house in the morning, so she went in and chose a leg of lamb in the afternoon.
I'll chop it up and stew it, and send a bowl to her parents as well.
Seeing the meat hidden in the cabinet, Gu Qijiao remembered what she had said two days ago, that she wanted to eat braised snake meat.
She guessed that just because she said she was craving for meat, the man ran out to the dark in the middle of the night to make a deal with others and buy so much meat.
Gu Qijiao suddenly recalled her past life. In the early stages of her pregnancy, she vomited a lot and felt extremely cold. She suddenly wanted to eat fish. Then Zheng Yun disappeared for half an hour. Her hands and feet were so cold that they turned red. She went to grab a fish from outside and brought it home.
The neighbor was also at home at the time, and he joked that Zheng Yunru loved his wife. Gu Qijiao was also happy at the time, but Zheng Meiyu said in front of Zheng Yunru:
"Why do you love your wife? My brother loves the child, not for the child. My brother doesn't have to work so hard. After all, any woman can get pregnant. Why is my sister-in-law so delicate?"
At that time, even the neighbors felt that Zheng Meiyu's words were unpleasant to the ears. Gu Qijiao looked at Zheng Yunzhi hesitantly, hoping that he would speak up for her. However, Zheng Yunzhi's face turned livid and he said nothing, which made Gu Qijiao's heart sink to the bottom of the valley.
She was often disappointed.
Zheng Meiyu looked at Gu Qijiao smugly, as if to say, "See, I was right."
Now that he thought about it, the fish must have been prepared by Zheng Yun for Gu Qijiao. He looked unhappy at that time because he was still angry with Zheng Meiyu.
Gu Qijiao's guess was correct. After that incident, Zheng Yun did not speak to Zheng Meiyu for three months until Zheng Meiyu got married.
Even Zheng Yun did not fulfill his promise to give Zheng Meiyu a bicycle as a dowry. He did not say anything, but secretly vented his anger on Gu Qijiao.
Unfortunately, no matter how much you do, the other person won’t know unless you tell them.
Memory has valves. Things that Gu Qijiao ignored before, now she can't stop thinking about them.
She remembered many things again.
Only then did she realize that if she really looked into it carefully, it turned out that Zheng Yun's love for her was not completely without trace.
Unfortunately, she was in the wrong in her previous life, and was used to being inferior. Plus, Zheng Yun was a taciturn person, so she didn't notice it at all.
But it doesn't matter.
There is still so much life left.
She can teach Zheng Yunru how to love a woman well.
But maybe there is no need to teach him anymore, everything he does now is just right.
The sun is shining and the breeze is not dry.
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