Chapter 89 The most important love letter
Exactly the same.
What a deep friendship this is.
Gu Qijiao held a stack of letter papers in her hand, feeling that they were burning hot.
She was so shocked that she didn't know what to say. She asked:
"How did you remember that?"
Zheng Yunsheng was silent for a while, then he said:
"In the years after we separated, I missed you so much, but I didn't want to disturb you, so I kept looking at the things you left behind.
After you left, our room has always been decorated the way it was when you were there. Sometimes when I wake up from a dream at night, I suddenly feel like you are still there.
After I found your old notebook in the closet, I read it every day. After finishing it, I would turn to the first page and read it again.
After reading it over and over again many times, I gradually memorized the content without realizing it. "
"Since you can't let it go, why don't you come to me?"
"I wanted to come find you, but I didn't want to appear in front of you in such an ordinary way. I wanted to make some achievements to show you, but my luck has always been bad.
After working hard for a few years, I set up a clothing factory. I was thinking of selling my last batch of goods, so I came to you. At that time, I didn't have enough money to pay for the goods, so I took out a loan.
As a result, my partner Chen Yingsen took away all my payment for goods and loan money. I lost my own capital and owed the bank a huge debt.
My parents took out all their savings to help me through that financial crisis.
The factory was saved, and I thought life would start to look forward to the future. However, a small fireworks workshop opened up next to my factory.
I don’t know how the fireworks workshop caught fire in the middle of the night, but my factory was reduced to ashes along with the fireworks workshop overnight.
Ever since you went to school, I have been thinking about how I should appear in front of you again.
But my luck was bad, and in the end I could barely make ends meet, and had to go back to work in the steel mill. "
After saying these words, Zheng Yunsheng paused and added: "I have bad luck."
When he said these words, he kept his head down. After he looked at Gu Qijiao, he found that she had tears streaming down her face without knowing when.
At this point, Zheng Yunsheng had told Gu Qijiao everything about his past life.
Although these words were spoken in just a few minutes, they were finished.
Gu Qijiao couldn't imagine how much despair and helplessness this man had experienced.
He is not weak, on the contrary he is very strong. He can stand up every time he falls. Unfortunately, fate has always been playing tricks on him.
No wonder a person who was once so high-spirited would eventually be forced to become a mental patient. He has suffered so much.
Gu Qijiao felt a pain in her heart as if it was being stabbed by a knife.
She brought him to her destiny, so why didn't she hold on to the initial throbbing feeling until the end!
She wanted to let him go, but she never asked him if he really wanted to.
If she wasn't so self-deprecating, she would have been brave enough to question him.
If she wasn't so caught up in her own world, she could pay more attention to him.
Otherwise things would be different.
"Zheng Yunsheng, I feel so sorry for you!" said Gu Qijiao.
Her heart was soft and messy at this moment.
However, Zheng Yunsheng did not accept Gu Qijiao's words. He walked around the desk, came behind Gu Qijiao, and hugged her from behind.
"You've done a great job, you've been trying to become the person I like. You thought I liked obedient girls, so you put away all your thorns in front of me.
I asked you to learn the principles of social interaction and read more books. You did very well in all these and never disappointed me.
All along, you have been trying to get better, but I have been standing still, not good at speaking, not understanding you, and never thought about what you really need.
I didn't do a good enough job in rejecting Bai Xiaoou. Although I had been rejecting her privately, I still considered her face and didn't go too far.
It's all because I wasn't decisive enough, which led to my sister and Bai Xiaoou joining forces to embarrass you. These are not your fault. I didn't do well enough. "
The wife and husband both apologized to each other for what they had not done well in the past, and unknowingly, their hearts were one step closer than before.
After saying these emotional words, Gu Qijiao turned the topic to the diary itself.
"No wonder you said you wrote the secret of wealth. If you remember the contents of my diary, it is indeed equivalent to the code of wealth."
Before taking the college entrance examination, Gu Qijiao's academic performance was not very good, and her diary was full of daily records.
Zheng Yunsheng's family is from Suzhou. Her diary records many small things about Suzhou in detail.
Where has a new shopping mall with great food opened? What kind of clothes have suddenly become popular recently? What kind of bicycles are popular as soon as they are launched...
Gu Qijiao recorded all these seemingly insignificant things from her previous life.
Others write diaries to record their lives, but Gu Qijiao is different. She thinks writing a diary is something that cultured people would do.
So she wrote it.
This habit started when she was in junior high school and continued until she was six or seven months pregnant.
Later, as the baby in her belly grew older, she found it difficult to even sit still, so she gave up the habit of writing a diary.
She never thought that those disorganized words would be read carefully one day by someone, and even all remembered in their mind.
When Zheng Yunsheng heard Gu Qijiao say that her diary was indeed a secret to wealth, he couldn't help but chuckle and said:
"I'll write down everything I remember as a love letter to you. Are you satisfied with this love letter, Jiaojiao?"
"Satisfied, extremely satisfied. I don't think there is any love letter in the world that is more meaningful than the one you gave me."
This is not just a love letter, but also a heavy and deep love.
Holding the love letter, Gu Qijiao picked up the manuscript she had written and wanted to show it to Zheng Yunsheng. Her article was about a great comeback and contained content that encouraged Zheng Yunsheng. It could be considered a love letter she wrote to Zheng Yunsheng.
She wanted to show it to Zheng Yunsheng.
Zheng Yunsheng shook his head and said, "I have subscribed to this magazine for a year from the post office. If I could read your story in advance, my money would not be wasted."
Hearing this, Gu Qijiao was stunned. She paused and said:
"In my previous life, because I had a column in a newspaper, my father subscribed to the newspaper I contributed to for three consecutive years.
Now I have published my article in a magazine. Magazines are too expensive, so my father had to give up the idea of publishing in the magazine. I didn’t expect that it’s your turn now! "
As she spoke, Gu Qijiao pried open Zheng Yunsheng's hands that were holding her.
She also wanted to hug him now, so she put her arms around his waist and buried her head in his chest.
The heart in my chest beats violently and crazily because of her.
"Jiaojiao, do you love me?" Zheng Yunsheng asked this question at this time.
He didn't dare to ask this question because he was afraid that Gu Qijiao would stay with him out of sympathy and responsibility.
But at this moment, he suddenly wanted to ask this question. He longed for her love.
The woman in front of him still had her head buried in his arms, and said in a very soft but very clear voice:
"Love, love very much, of course love, love forever."
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