Chapter 103 How about you be the emperor and I be the queen?
Dreams are as deep as water, and only each person knows the bitterness of love and hate.
He has no choice but to do so, and she has her own concerns.
He always thought that there was still a very long time between them, and he had half his lifetime to repay what he owed her, so he just had to wait slowly.
But what he asked for could not be fulfilled after all. He died in the last battle to pacify the world.
There is no future half of my life to repay, and no time to wait slowly.
Even after he died, she did not look back.
Between them, there are mountains and rivers, and the journey is very deep, and when they reach the deepest point, there is no way out.
After all, he was wrong.
Yan Xingchuan felt indescribably heavy and sad in his heart, which made it almost impossible for him to breathe. He felt like he was being pulled by something and kept sinking.
He subconsciously felt that something was wrong. After struggling for a long time, he finally opened his eyes with difficulty. All he saw was a bright light in the world before him.
Perhaps because he had been immersed in darkness for too long, he felt as if he was in another world.
He moved his stiff neck slightly and turned his head, only to see her sitting quietly on a chair not far from the bed, drinking a cup of tea slowly.
Perhaps noticing his gaze, she raised her chin slightly, put the tea aside, and just looked at him quietly.
At that moment, Yan Xingchuan knew that she was angry.
"Sixth Lady..." Yan Xingchuan opened his mouth, trying to reach out and pull her hand in a flattering manner, "Am I not dead? Am I back to the Imperial City?"
Finally, he saw that he was in a tent instead of the Imperial City, and his eyes lit up: "Are you here to see me?"
"Did I scare you?"
"Don't worry, you don't know who I am yet. These are just minor injuries..."
Having said this, he saw that she was still sitting there motionless, her gaze on him unchanged, which made him feel a little uneasy, and for a moment he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.
"My dear, are you still angry with me? I know it's all my fault. I've let you down. Now that the world is at peace, I'll take you away..."
Speaking of this, Yan Xingchuan suddenly remembered that she seemed to have said that she wanted to be the queen. He paused for a moment, thought for a moment and said:
"I know you can't tolerate any injustice. Even if I offer you the title of Empress, you probably won't want it anymore. How about...how about you become the Emperor and I become the Empress?"
After Yan Xingchuan finished speaking, his eyes suddenly lit up and he felt that he had come up with a good idea.
"I have decided to abdicate as soon as I return."
Cui Si: "..."
No, he is sick.
Sometimes, Cui Si really wanted to pry open his brain and see if it was filled with grass.
She sneered: "The emperor is doing it for me, what are you doing?"
"The Queen." He said as a matter of course.
"Queen, you bitch!" Cui Si was so angry that she slammed the teacup on the table. "If you still don't wake up, I will pour another cup of tea on you to wake you up."
"Queen, you still want to be the queen? I think giving you the title of concubine is a sign of respect for you!"
Yan Xingchuan was stunned for a moment. He looked at her, then at the top of the tent, closed his eyes, and asked, "Where is this place?"
"Zhongshan Pass." Cui Si had no expression on her face.
"Chongshan Pass..."
He remembered that this was no longer the time when he was shot by an arrow in his previous life.
He had died in his previous life, and after his death, he returned to the past, back to the past when he and she had not yet married.
But she had abandoned him long ago and had promised him to someone else, and no longer wanted him.
"I'm still alive." He frowned, looking a little regretful.
"Yan Xingchuan!" Cui Si was furious and threw the teacup to the ground in anger.
The teacup shattered, and the remaining half cup of tea splashed everywhere.
"Do you know what you're doing?" Cui Si's chest heaved with anger, revealing her extreme rage. "How many times have I told you this! How many times!"
"I'm telling you, the living are always more important than the dead. Didn't you hear me at all?"
"Yes, you want to kill Jiang Shao and take revenge, no one will stop you, but can't you think about your own situation?
If you can take revenge right now, you must not show any mercy, but that doesn't mean you have to risk your life!"
"Your family members hope that you can live well! Do you understand?"
Yan Xingchuan was scolded all over his head, but he didn't dare to say a word.
Seeing that her eyes were red with anger, he explained: "Don't be angry, don't be angry, I have thought carefully about the consequences."
"If I kill Jiang Shao and really lose my life, it's actually not a big deal. In my previous life, I fought with Jiang Shao for more than ten years, and it was because of him that the court was able to survive for more than ten years."
"If Jiang Shao died, Beiyan's future would be much safer and more stable, and there wouldn't be so many deaths."
"Even before issuing the challenge, I had already summoned Chen Mo back. If I leave, Beiyan will be handed over to him."
"If he becomes the King of Northern Yan and marries a daughter of the Cui family, the Cui family will remain the same. Besides, he and his wife have always respected you, so no one will dare to bully you in the future..."
"You've thought it through..." Cui Si became even angrier after hearing this. She sneered, "Yeah, I forgot that you're the King of Northern Yan!"
"For the sake of the world, for the sake of the soldiers, for the sake of justice, for the sake of blood feud, you can put your life and death aside at any time and place."
"You don't care about your own life or death, nor do you care about the life or death of your wife and children. You and your wife and children are all people you can abandon and sacrifice after weighing the pros and cons."
"I didn't!" Yan Xingchuan immediately retorted, even a little aggrieved, "It's you who doesn't want me anymore."
"You don't want me anymore, I just feel... I feel like there's nothing left in this world.
If I could kill Jiang Shao on the spot, Beiyan's future would be much better, and Lin Qingning would be able to escape from Jiang Shao sooner rather than later. Even if it was the revenge of my Yan family, Chen Mo and the others would avenge me."
He felt that his life was over like this, and it didn't seem to be a bad thing.
It's better than... it's better than just watching her walk away from him, living a lonely life, always feeling hopeless and confused.
"If you don't want me...I will have nothing..."
"So you don't want to live anymore?" Cui Si was stunned at first, then confused for a long time, and finally suddenly squatted down, covered her face with her hands and started crying.
"You are really...really crazy."
Cui Si didn't expect that he was the one who didn't want to live anymore.
"Can't you just live a good life? Be your King of Northern Yan, pacify your empire, and be your eternal emperor."
"I...I just want to stay in Xianyang City and live a peaceful and stable life. Is Chengdu not an option?"
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