Chapter 207 Ah Si, do you miss your child?
"You really don't have to do this." Cui Si felt helpless as she saw that he was getting more and more off-topic.
"The grudge between you and me was settled long ago at Chongyang Pass. You said you owed me, and now that you helped me this time, we're even now."
"As for what happened between him and me, that's just a matter between him and me. It has nothing to do with you. You really don't have to be so generous and make plans for the two of us."
"Besides, I don't have such a deep relationship with him."
She just felt a little tired, and felt as if there was nothing to look forward to in life.
"I know." Yan Xingchuan naturally knew that she was not someone who would easily give her feelings. Even when he and she were together, perhaps in her heart, they were just getting what they needed. That's why she said how deep her feelings for him were.
"I just think that if you can be happier with him, that would be great."
"What's there to be happy about?" Cui Si shook her head. "At that time, I just wanted to be with him. I wanted to be together in a relaxed manner, without having to carry anything, relaxed and comfortable, with only happiness and no sorrow."
"But now it's no longer possible. He's in danger. If he were to show up in public, I'm afraid there would be no good results. I can't abandon the entire Cui family for him, or even put them in danger."
"As a daughter of the Cui family, I can have my own thoughts and plan for my own happiness in life. I won't sacrifice for my family, but I can never abandon my entire family because of a man."
"There are so many people a daughter of the Cui family could marry, but he is definitely not the one." Cui Si closed her eyes. "Even if you protect me, there is no such thing as an impenetrable wall. Danger is always there."
Yan Xingchuan was silent for a long time after hearing this, and then said to her, "That day I asked him if he wanted to take you to Beiyan City, and he said the same thing."
They understand each other, respect each other, complement each other, and choose a good future for each other, even if it means separation.
"Oh, really?"
"Well, he said that the Cui family girl can marry anyone, even if he's a peddler, as long as she wants and likes him, but he can't be her..."
After hearing this, Cui Si remained silent for a long time.
Yan Xingchuan asked her again: "Is there anyone you want to see, or anything you want to do?"
Cui Si shook her head.
She was very relieved that both Mrs. Xu and Cui Changyou were safe in the Cui family. As for what was happening outside, she was tired and didn't want to care about it anymore. She let Yan Xingchuan and the others deal with it on their own.
"What about...what about the child?" He looked at her carefully.
Cui Si turned her head to look at him and met his gaze.
Their eyes met, and Yan Xingchuan didn't dare to look her in the eye for a moment, but he also didn't want her to live her life without any expectations.
Regardless of whether it's good or bad, of course it's good. She's the daughter of the Cui family, and she has the Cui family to protect her. She has no shortage of money, and she has everything she needs for food, clothing, housing and transportation. She has everything she wants.
Moreover, she was also known as "Northern Yan King's adopted sister" and "Northern Yan King's Concubine", and no one in Northern Yan dared to disrespect her.
But if she is unhappy and has no expectations for life, all this power and wealth will actually mean nothing to her.
"A'si, do you miss your child?" Yan Xingchuan asked her again, "If you don't want to marry anyone else, then marry me. When the time comes, the child will come back to you."
"How do you feel about having a child to accompany you in the future?"
"Don't worry, I will be with you. It was all my fault before. I ignored you a lot and even made you suffer. I know I was wrong. I will definitely put you first in my heart from now on. No one and nothing is more important than you. I..."
"Stop talking." Cui Si interrupted him and covered her ears with her hands. "I don't want to hear it."
"Okay, I won't say anything." Yan Xingchuan didn't dare to make her angry. "If there's anyone you want to see or something you want to do, then go ahead and do it. Even though your brother is away, your grandmother and uncle are with you."
"I understand, you should leave now." She felt annoyed when she saw his face. It was really wishful thinking to marry him.
"Okay, I'm leaving. Don't be angry. Go back to the house quickly. It's cold and you're still sick."
"Just take care of yourself."
Yan Xingchuan had no choice but to leave. When he reached the gate of the yard and looked back, he saw that she had gone back into the house. He smiled and felt much better.
"Come on, let's go for a walk."
Yan Xingchuan summoned Yun Kui and Yun Gang and asked him to arrange the travel.
"Let's go out for a walk. Where to go?"
"Just walk around the streets and find a busy place."
Pingzhou City is so big, there must be one or two exciting and fun things going on. When she feels better, let Cui Changyou take her out for a walk, and maybe she will be happier.
Although he really wanted to take her there himself, she probably didn't want to go out with him, so he didn't go and upset her.
Since they were just going out for a walk, Yun Gang had a carriage prepared, and the Yanyun Guards who were accompanying them also changed into casual clothes.
Today may not be a good time to travel. The weather is cold, with a cold wind and flying snow. There are not many people on the streets. Occasionally, there are pedestrians passing by, but they are in a hurry.
Yan Xingchuan was not in a hurry. He asked someone to drive the carriage through the street and finally stopped in front of a teahouse called Fengxuelou.
Yun Gang explained, "Master, if you want to know what's going on in the city, this teahouse is the best place to get the latest news. Besides, it's freezing outside right now, so most people who go out are heading to this restaurant or teahouse."
Yan Xingchuan nodded and asked Yun Gang to make the arrangements. When he and his men entered Fengxue Tower, Yun Gang had already booked a private room, and the group went straight out of the second floor.
"Who are these people?" Someone in the lobby on the first floor noticed this group of strangers and couldn't help but whisper to each other.
When did such a group of people come to Pingzhou City? Each of them looks very fierce and fierce, and they are not ordinary people.
"I don't know." The person he was asking shook his head. "In today's world, even in a peaceful place like Pingzhou, there are still many mysterious people. Just don't provoke them."
Pingzhou's stability and their stability all depend on the Cui family.
Haven’t you seen the areas of Yuanzhou and Yunzhou, where there were endless wars and bones everywhere, it was such a miserable place.
Speaking of Pingzhou, everyone naturally thinks of the Cui family and the incident that happened in the past few days.
"What did the governor say? Are you really not going to Pingshan Qiju to ask for him? Even if he is the King of Northern Yan, so what? We have so many people in Pingzhou. Are we afraid of him?"
Earlier, the news of Yan Xingchuan's bride kidnapping reached Pingzhou City. The people in Pingzhou City made a fuss and went to find Cui Qiye, the governor of Pingzhou, to go to Pingshan to demand the bride's return.
Unfortunately, Mr. Cui Qi refused to agree and said that this was a feud between the Cui and Yan families, and asked them to just stay calm and not get involved.
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