Chapter 230 She just suddenly missed her child
If you pick up a pie that falls from the sky and you can't keep it, it's your own incompetence. There's no reason to blame the person who threw the pie.
Jin Xiaoniang had not received much education. It was only after she entered the Cui family that she learned to read a few words, but she was also a person who knew right from wrong and understood reason.
He is grateful and well-behaved.
Cui Ping may have inherited her personality and was an honest, loyal and grateful person. It was for this reason that Cui Jing promoted this half-brother.
Cui Si said, "I will do my best to help Brother Ping with his adoption. You don't need to worry too much. Just take your medicine and take good care of yourself. The most important thing is not to make Brother Ping worry."
"Brother Pingzu will marry and have children in the future. Don't you want to see him marry, have children, and have a large family with children and grandchildren, and live a complete life?"
These words touched the heart of every mother in the world.
Cui Si suddenly thought of Yan Du again. What she really wanted was for her child to live a safe and healthy life.
In this life, she was really tired and had given up the idea of getting married. She didn't know into which family this child would be born.
Is it good or bad? Will I be bullied? Will I suffer in this chaotic world? Will I have enough to eat and wear and not be able to make a living?
When Cui Si thought of this, her heart sank.
For a moment, the feeling in my heart was really indescribable, and I felt a little helpless.
How could she not love her child? But what could she do?
Does she have to find another man to marry for the sake of her child and live a hopeless and stagnant life as a couple?
"Thank you, Sixth Lady, thank you, Sixth Lady." These words touched her heart, and Jin Xiaoniang nodded repeatedly with tears in her eyes. "With Sixth Lady's words, I feel relieved. I will take the medicine carefully and stop having these random thoughts."
"I thank you, Sixth Lady. If it is what you need, I and Mr. Ping are willing to sacrifice our lives for you."
Cui Si came back to her senses after hearing this and smiled, "That's not such an exaggeration. You should take good care of yourself, and Brother Pingzu will help take care of the family so that Third Brother can rest assured. That will be the best reward."
It's sad to say that there is a reason why Cui Jing values Cui Ping so much and wants to promote him.
Mr. Cui devoted himself to the academy and ignored the affairs at home. Song Rou could not handle it by herself, and the old lady was getting older and older and could not bear the work.
Master Cui Wu died young and left no offspring. Cui Changyou longed for a free and unrestrained life. It was already the limit for him to stay in the academy. It was impossible for him to take care of the messy affairs at home.
Although Cui Si was capable, she was a girl and would get married in the future. The same was true for Cui Hao and Cui Xian, who were still children.
Cui Jing could marry a woman to manage the household, but after what happened with Wang Xiuzhu, he was a little afraid. He needed to choose a wife carefully, and it would take some time to decide.
In this way, he can feel at ease if he promotes someone to take care of the family and stabilize the rear.
Such is the chance.
Cui Si sat for a while, asked Yanzhi Songlu to put down the prepared supplements and left. When she walked to the door, she happened to meet Cui Ping who came.
"Sixth Lady."
"Brother Ping."
After the two men greeted each other, Cui Si asked Cui Ping to walk with her.
"Why didn't you tell me about the Madam's threats to you?"
"I don't dare disturb Sixth Lady." Cui Ping looked a little embarrassed. "I thought I could handle it myself."
"Have you been investigating the Song family's affairs recently?" Cui Si asked him.
Cui Ping lowered his head and said, "Yes."
Cui Ping is honest and careful, but he is not a pushover. Song Rou threatened him so much and scared Jin Xiaoniang so much that she became so sick. How could he do nothing at all?
Since Song Rou had messed with them and their mother, making their lives miserable, he would mess with the Song family, and then bring them down, making life miserable for Song Rou as well.
Cui Si said to him, "You don't need to worry about this matter anymore. Grandmother has her own rules. She didn't do anything before because my wife was pregnant. The child is definitely the Cui family's child."
The Cui family's things are not something that outsiders can take at will. Not only will the Song family have to return whatever they have taken, but they may even have to pay several times more.
As for Song Rou, he might have considered her reputation and given her some face.
But she was instigated by Madam Song to do this, and she took advantage of the critical moment of childbirth to drive out the concubine and demand the power of housekeeping, which had already angered Old Madam Xu.
In addition, Song Rou really can't hold on. Even if she gets the power of housekeeper, she will probably listen to Madam Song. At that time, she will move Cui's things to the Song family. How can the Cui family tolerate this?
So the Song family might be finished.
Cui Si continued, "Don't think about anything else for now. When you have free time, go take care of your mother. She didn't take her medicine to avoid being a burden to you, which is why she's so sick. I tried to persuade her, and she seems to have listened, but who knows if she'll become depressed again."
Cui Ping's expression changed drastically, and his honest and simple face was full of disbelief.
He probably wouldn't have thought that his mother was so sick because she refused to take medicine in order not to burden him.
"Sixth Lady, I'm going to visit my little mother first."
"Go ahead."
Cui Si turned around and watched Cui Ping hurried away. She swept her sleeves across the flower beds by the roadside, sweeping the snow off the flowers and plants, and stood there motionless for a long time.
After an unknown amount of time, Yanzhi persuaded her to go back: "My lady, it's cold, let's go back first."
Cui Si came back to her senses and asked her, "If I don't get married, how about giving birth to a child to keep me company?"
She really didn't want to pursue another marriage, but she couldn't bear to leave her child. The thought that her child would never have the chance to be born in this life, or would be born into another family and live a hard life, made her heart ache.
In this case, it would be better to go back to her. The mother and daughter can live another life together, and it won’t be a waste.
Yanzhi was almost scared to death: "My lady, you must not have such thoughts. How...how can this be...how can this be?"
If you can't get married and have a child, you don't care about your reputation, right?
Moreover, the child will be born with an ignominious background and will be looked down upon by others for the rest of his life.
Cui Si smiled and said, "I'm just talking."
She just suddenly missed her child.
"Let's go, let's go back."
Cui Si turned and left.
The east wind blew away the accumulated snow, and the weather became cold and gloomy. Soon, another heavy snow fell.
After returning to the house and drinking half a bowl of ginger tea to warm herself up, Cui Si gently wiped some old things left by her mother.
The more I wipe, the lonelier I feel.
In her rebirth, she was not reborn in an earlier time, and was unable to keep her mother. She had no chance to meet her mother in this life. Because it was too long ago, she could not even remember the face in her memory.
Child, I will never return to her in this life.
She will accompany Old Mrs. Xu for the rest of her life. When the old lady passes away, the world will be vast and she may be the only one left.
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